Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Chapter 10: Stop appearing in front of me

Slowly, his eyes opened as he smelled the fragrance of someone he seemed to know. Selin froze on the spot when he realized that Barra was staring at him at a short distance away.

Selin's gaze turned towards Jas who had already enveloped his back. "What are you doing?" Selin said with growing annoyance.

Barra let out a long sigh as she looked at Selin's expression that implied hatred. "What am I really doing, I just can't bear to see you soaking wet like this."

Selin laughed softly and then looked up at Barra. "Why would I get soaked if I cared about you?! Are you proud of yourself in front of me right now? Showing off your affection with your partner?!" Selin was made careless with Barea's shameless attitude and like it arbitrarily.

Barra froze in place not understanding what Selin was saying. "What are you talking about?" Answer Barra lirih.

Selin rolled his eyes lazily, his vision turned teary. He was already confused as to what to behave in front of Barra. He did not understand why Barra always approached him with an innocent look that always managed to make Selin angry.

"Do you think I'm still the same as I used to be, who immediately blushed embarrassed by your crocodile attitude!. I can't really tell what you look like!. Just now you took someone in the rain, and now you're running to me. What exactly are you doing? I thought you would change for the better but it turned out that my guess was wrong, your attitude became so! What do you consider yourself?!"

Barra just stared with a sad look at Selin. Sometimes he forgot the pain he had given Selin in the past. He knew approaching Selin was a big mistake and shameless. But he also could not prevent his feet from continuing to approach Selin, and his heart that could not stop caring.

Seeing Barra who was silent made Selin even more upset. "Listen to me carefully, do not appear again before me with your innocent look. Don't mind me even when I'm at the end of the abyss, I don't want to see you or accept your help!" Selin said with his forefinger pressing on Barra's shoulder in annoyance.

"Cell," Call Barra softly with a feeling of tightness in her heart. Looking at Selin who was injured like that it felt like Barra wanted to pull her into his arms. Barra did not expect that his presence would actually make Selin so hurt like this.

"I don't understand yourself, how can you appear before me without the slightest embarrassment. Was the pain you gave me in the past not a big thing for you? I remind you that you don't know! It shook my world greatly and drained half my sanity, so I beg to appreciate my struggle of trying desperately to avoid you and forget you. Please stay away from me and take off that fake mask full of goodness! If indeed your embarrassed veins have broken up, then please just stick it together for a while in front of me!" Selin was no longer concerned with the status of Barra who was now his superior. Right now he just wanted to vent all his frustration to Barra.

Selin quickly opened Barra's coat that enveloped his back, his hand already raised to throw it towards Barra.

Ting!

But before the intention is complete, the elevator door first opens and displays the employees who have lined up neatly.

"Good Day Sir," Greet the employees politely.

Selin turned towards the open elevator door with the employees already lined up to enter, his hand squeezing Jas in his hand, his intention to throw it towards Barra just like that. With forced Selin lowered his head towards Barra and sauntered out just like that with Jas Barra still in his grasp.

Barra returned the greetings of the employees with the origin because his mind was still floating and worried about Selin who came out full of anger.

"I might learn to stop loving you, but I can't stop caring about you." Barra murmured in a heart full of pain.

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"Cell, where did you suddenly say?" Syakila speech disperse the Selin reverie.

Selin quickly put his cheerful look towards Syakila. "I was out of his intention to buy coffee, but you saw for yourself I was rained." He said with a look falling towards Jas Barra who was still in his grasp.

"Geez why all the way out, even though there is in the kitchen. Uh how is this whose coat?" Syakila said curiously.

"Emmm," Selin scratched his nape a little confused as it was impossible to tell if the suit belonged to Barra. Syakila may be excited and think strange.

"Shhtt," Selin quickly smothered Syakila's mouth, not knowing how Syakila knew the owner of the suit.

Syakila stared in amazement at Selin, "Crazy cell ya lo great! First day of work..."

"Stop! Don't think weird. It's just a coincidence ko, it's fitting in the way I pass the same boss. Maybe he pityes me because it looks like a cat, finally he pinjemin this same me. Don't think anything weird." Sela Selin was afraid that Syakila would increasingly say too slurred to and fro.

Seeing Selin's face turning deathly pale made Syakila want to laugh out loud. "Hahaha, your face is panicking. Just relax, I'm just kidding, anyway want something I don't mind. Relax," said Syakila Tengil with a slightly seductive look.

Selin only nodded faintly with the thought increasingly raging in his mind. "Hmmm," he murmured in response.

Selin looked at Jas Barra with a slight feeling of guilt, she slightly regretted her words that were so gluttonous and rude to Barra. He got too carried away and ended up losing control with himself.

"My words were too much, weren't they?" He said in his heart, asking himself.

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Selin stood in front of the lobby door waiting for his online transport, from a distance he heard the footsteps of someone who was like walking towards him. Selin looked curiously to see the person, and it turned out that the person was Barra. Selin's gaze fell on the paper bag in his hand containing Jas Barra, he was about to give the Jas and say thank you.

Slowly Selin's courage faded when she realized Barra's attitude towards her had already turned so cold and ignored her presence. The set! Barra passed through Selin just like Selin was not there. Selin let out a long sigh, he should be happy that Barra was finally no longer disturbing his life. But somehow seeing Barra's cold demeanor made her heart ache. A woman's heart is hard to understand.

"Not home yet?" Say someone you don't know.

Selin nodded respectfully at the person who seemed to be his superior "Not Sir," he replied politely.

The man smiled mysteriously and looked at Selin charmingly. "Let me drop off" said he casually, who managed to make Selin's eyes perfectly round.

"No need sir, I'm waiting for my online invitation." Refuse the subtle Selin, it feels Selin wants to run away from the strange man.

"You're the new accountant, right here? Take it easy I won't do anything. Huh, but I also do not force indeed children today like to reject the good of others," he said who managed to hit Selin.

"Eh that's not what I mean, sir," Selin fidgets in a confused place about what to do.

"No need to stop, there is something to tell you. Come on!" Invite the man still has not given up.

"Emmm," Selin scratched his nape feeling uncomfortable.

"I don't accept rejection!" Say it and walk right away. Selin let out a heavy sigh, inevitably Selin finally followed the man.

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