Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Chapter 56: The End of the Past?

Selin wriggled up from his sleep as the morning air increasingly made him cold. Slowly, both eyes opened and were overwhelmed by the incredible natural scenery. "Is this a dream?" He murmured softly because it was impossible in the morning blind he was already on the beach while looking at the beautiful Sun Rise.

Selin blinked his eyes feeling amazed by the expanse of the sea that was so beautiful combined with the orange sky because the sun was timid to come out.

"Not a dream, it's real." Said someone who managed to make Selin freeze. Selin looked around and looked up at Bara who was sitting and became his sleeping pad.

Selin's eyes were perfectly rounded, his eyes falling on the shirt that wrapped his legs "Don't tell me I sleep on the sand and your thighs are his pillow." Selin said in disbelief.

Bara chuckled while shrugging his shoulders indifferently. "Well, that's the reality." He said with a stark look as usual.

Selin's mouth was in shock. "Geez Bar, you must be strong right bopong me to the inn or yaudah wakein me only. Uh but... Why am I here?" Selin scratched his nape trying to remember the last night that just disappeared from his brain.

Bara threw away his gaze then let out a long sigh. "Have you forgotten what happened last night?" Ask Bara full of probes.

"What happened last night?" Selin returned Bara's gaze with a big question mark.

"Come," Bara shook his head slowly and smiled wryly.

"Look over there.. Beautiful isn't?" Lazy to discuss further, Bara holds Selin's shoulder and directs it towards the sun that is about to appear.

"Waaa!" Selin woke up from her sleep and sat next to Bara.

Bara chuckled then wriggled to normalize his muscles which felt stiff, because all night he sat without moving in the slightest. "What's wrong?" Bara asked as she felt Selin's pity.

"Surely you're a pegel yes, all night sitting here. Where's the cold weather again, here I go." Selin said while sitting with legs crossed, then patting the beach so that Bara fell face down in front of him.

Bara did not protest much, but he also got a free massage in the morning. "You want to go, you don't have to be tired. The night air is not good, next time you have to take care of your health. He said he wanted to live a long life, "Selin who managed to put out a warm smile on Bara's face.

Bara closed her eyes and enjoyed Selin's massage which slightly lightened her achy body. "Yes-yes Miss. Consider it a farewell, before I leave."

Plaque! Selin slapped Bara's back in annoyance. "Breakaway! Farewell! Don't say that ah, rich who won't see you again." Selin said annoyedly.

Bara chuckled then got up and sat down cross-legged in front of Selin. "Cell.." Calling lirih.

"Hmmm," Selin raised his gaze then muttered in response.

"You don't realize it.."

Both of Selin's eyebrows are linked. "Aware what?" Her question did not understand.

"Every time we have a big fight, and convince each other to hate each other or not to know each other. We're always united, as if we can't hate each other." Said Bara with her sad look.

Selin chuckled then let out a long breath. "Hmmm... I don't expect us to hate each other, but at least pretend not to know or yes like other people in general, he said."

"Oh like that," Bara nodded while smiling wryly.

"Hmmm," Selin muttered resignedly.

"If our past never happened, would you refuse my presence or not?" Bara asked seriously who managed to make Selin sculpt.

Selin only let out a long sigh and did not intend to answer. Because he also did not know what answer to say.

Bara looked at Selin with a hard to interpret gaze. "Goodbye, from Bara Kenzo Julian who used to be so cowardly and couldn't protect you, from him who's already smashed you to pieces." He then left Selin just like that.

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After the incident on the beach earlier, not long from that they were immediately ushered Bara to go home. Selin still remembers, her two children crying as Bara bade to leave. A scene that managed to make Selin's heart feel so crowded. Selin is currently at the airport to escort Bara to leave with other co-workers. But he was still busy daydreaming and reluctant to get out of the car.

Yoke! Yoke! Yoke!

Selin flinched from her daydream and turned to the car window that featured Syakila's face.

"Cell?" Call Syakila for answers.

"Eh," muttered Selin softly and then lowered his car glass.

"Let's get out, the others have gathered. Sir Bara is leaving soon." Ajak Syakila who was immediately embraced by Selin.

"OK, wait!" Selin took her bag and then came out to catch up with Syakila.

From a distance Selin had seen a group of coworkers who were ready to take Bara's departure. Actually terbesit said lebay from Selin's heart when he knew Bara so wanted to be escorted by his employees, but he could just leave without having to bother other employees.

"Where are you Cells, don't cry at the corner."

"Ish, not my brother." Selin replied while giggling.

"Sir is coming,"

Surely not long from that Selin could see a slap guy with glasses perched on his face was walking towards them, of course with a courtier who is so loyal who else if not Raka.

"Good Afternoon Sir, may the journey be smooth." Said one of the employees.

Bara just smiled then served his employees one by one. "Thank you for coming, please take care of the company." Said Bara repeatedly while shaking with his employees.

And now it was Selin's turn, inexplicably Selin's gaze turned teary-eyed with difficulty Selin held back her tears from coming out then stretched out her hand at Bara.

Bara shook Selin's hand, "Thank you for coming, please take care of the company." His speech that felt so foreign was heard by Selin.

When all was saying goodbye Bara and Raka walked goodbye to leave immediately, they nodded then moved on to disperse and leave. When the others had dispersed, Selin was still staring in place and noticed Bara's back which was getting further away from him.

"Huuuh," Selin let out a long sigh then turned to leave.

Drrt.. Drrtt.. Drrt.. Selin stopped and opened his bag to pick up the phone. Selin froze a little when he saw the name displayed on his screen was Bara. With a sad feeling Selin raised Bara's call and then brought her phone closer to her ear.

Silent! No one has started the conversation. Selin could only hear a long sigh from there.

"When we meet again" said Bara who managed to hold back the tears that Selin had been holding out since. Selin turned around with a gaze towards Bara who was now looking at her from a distance.

"Can we say "How are you?" With each other?.... Or maybe "How are you doing right now?".... "Have you been suffering all this time?"... Or "Did you miss me so much?" Can we be like that Selin?"

Selin just froze in place with tears that were increasingly wetting her face. Not long after that the phone connection was cut off and Bara resumed his steps.

"The reason we parted.. Not because we don't love each other anymore.. But because we misunderstand what happiness means to each other.. We are too confident to know each other when in reality we do not... Then take the wrong path and end up making everyone suffer..." Selin muttered then turned around to continue his steps.

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