Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Chapter 9: Always being found

Selin stared pus out the window feeling astonished why Kania did not know his embarrassment to invite him to chat. Actually Selin was very unwilling, even seeing Kania's face alone had made him want to vomit. But anyway Selin wants to try to look okay and slowly face the memories in the past that he has been avoiding.

"Sister," Call Kania softly with a slightly unpleasant feeling.

Selin rolled her eyes lazily, she folded her hands together with a piercing look towards Kania. Stupid time with the position of Kania in this company, anyway Selin will behave arbitrarily.

"What?! I don't have much time!" Selin replied firmly with her flat look.

"I want to apologize, for my presence.." Canary . Paused. "Sister and Mas Barra's wedding is ruined."

"Mas?! Woman****** this is calling Mas in front of me!" Selin murmured in his heart with a feeling that it felt like he wanted to grab a woman's hair in front of him tightly.

"I don't care, you don't have to apologize because up to any time I will never forgive a woman*******like you!" Selin replied with a flat look.

Selin could see Kania's jolted look as a result of her speech, but the woman cleverly controlled her face to look as plain as ever.

"Alright I know myself enough, with Brother willing to chat with me alone has made me happy."

Selin did not respond and waited

"Sister, now I was in the position of Big Brother a few years ago. After undergoing this relationship, Mas Barra had no intention of marrying me," Kania said with a teary look.

It felt like Selin wanted to laugh out loud and swear at Kania, but strangely his heart felt slashed at hearing Kania's words. "I thought they were married and living happily, but why is it like this. What made you turn out like this, sister, somehow after you betrayed her. It feels in my heart at its deepest, I still hope that you do all this for a reason. But why did you betray that glimmer of hope in my heart, and go back to hurting others." Selin murmured in his heart with a sad feeling.

"What has your relationship gone so far?" Selin asked with a glaring look towards the outside.

"Our relationship, our relationship has arrived ... Hix, hyx, hyx.."

Selin froze on the spot, knowing their relationship had gone that far why his heart felt slashed again. It feels like the pain in the past just happened yesterday. Selin sighed heavily, it seemed like Barra had completely changed. If his lover alone he abandoned how can he accept the presence of Juna and Jeno who had not known.

Selin looked back at Kania who was busy wiping her tears. "May you be at peace with the situation and learn from the mistakes. I don't think relationships that start over the suffering of others have the right to expect happiness." Selin said so striking.

"I am not a good person who will pity you, act as if we never knew you. I'm sorry I have so much to take care of!" Selin left Kania who was still crying.

After leaving, Kania's sad look instantly turned cynical, her hands clenched in annoyance as Selin had already ignored her. "I won't let you be happy!" Kania muttered inwardly with anger.

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Selin walks limp out of the cafe, she doesn't think her first day of work would be chaotic like this. She wanted to cry for no apparent reason.

"Why am I sad, is it because I work at Barra's company, or because I'm upset to see Kania. But it doesn't seem to make me this sad. It seems that I was disappointed with my own expectations, I was disappointed with the over-exaggerated expectations on Barra. Hearing Barra's brazen demeanor like that somehow made me very sad, Brother.. Why you changed.. You used to be a nice guy who couldn't possibly hurt a woman like that... Brother I miss you the old." The Selin monologue in the heart.

"Hiks, hyx, hyx, hyx.." Selin did not hold back her tears anymore. Selin squatted with his head buried in the folds of his thighs.

The mat! The mat! The mat! The mat!

Grrr...

Jrass... Jrass.. Jrass..

It seemed that the sky was also sad to see Selin crying alone on the side of the road. Slowly the water descending from the sky drenched the earth. Selin's body which was only covered by cloth had already turned soaking wet.

Brtt!

The sound of people opening umbrellas nearby. Selin slowly turned his head to look at the person. Selin's perfectly rounded eyes turned out to be the one holding the umbrella for him was Barra.

Barra crouched down in front of Selin, "Wake up, lest others see you like this." Said Bara flat then grabbed Selin's hand to hold the umbrella that was originally held by him.

Selin was still frozen in place with a feeling of disbelief, slowly his gaze descended towards his hand that was holding an umbrella. As he turned his head to look towards Barra, Barra had already disappeared.

Selin looked back at "Thank you" he muttered as he watched Barra's back behind him walking with another umbrella.

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Selin ran towards the lobby with an umbrella in his grasp. When it was up he quickly folded the umbrella Barra gave and tidied up his appearance that was like a cat.

"Yesoo!" Selin immediately turned his head as he stung Jeno's scream. Selin turned his gaze to look for Jeno's whereabouts to be sure, because it could have been just Selin's delusion. Selin jerked when she looked down, it turned out that Jeno was already standing before her with a sparkling face.

"Eno why are you here, instead of today there's a shooting schedule."

"And we're shooting here Mother!" Timpal Juna was walking leisurely towards Selin.

Selin turned towards Anet with a piercing look. "Net? No, they're not kidding, are they?"

"For Cells, I also just realized that they were shooting at this company."

Selin sighed heavily, then smiled towards the twins. "Hmmm, you can't be naughty."

Jeno looked at Selin full of worries. "Ndaa, why are the clothes wet. Nda says we can't get rained on later sick."

"So Mommy bought coffee but it was raining, Eno just calm Mother will not be sick."

"Thank you Brother, you're fine with Aunt Anet huh. Mother wants to go inside first."

"Yes Bun." Juna said understand.

Jeno looked the other way. "Well, Om Balla, same woman."

Selin's reflexes followed Jeno's line of sight, she smiled wryly as she saw Barra walking in the rain with Kania beside her. Selin's gaze turned on the umbrella in his grasp, he just realized it seemed like this umbrella was originally intended for Kania. Selin raised his head so that his tears would not come out again and quickly bid farewell to his son. "Mother go first, dear," he said and immediately rushed away.

Pluck up! Selin threw Barra's umbrella into the trash. All the behavior Selin did did not escape the vision of Barra who had been watching him since.

"Eh there's Juna and Jeno," Sapa Barra was friendly to the twins with a look towards Selin who was about to enter the elevator.

Jeno opened her mouth to answer Barra. But before his intention was completed Barra had already disappeared from his presence .

"Excuse me, yes, there's business." Pamit Barra and quickly ran to catch up to Selin.

Kania snorted bitterly because it had been ignored by Barra since. He was about to catch up with Barra however, Bruk! His feet just stumbled.

"Aunty isn't papa?" Juna extended her hand to Kania.

Kania was stunned to see a tiny hand before her. "No papa ko, Auntie excuse me."

"Eh the name of the Aunt Kania yes, well it turns out that Aunt is more beautiful than the one in the photo." Said Juna praising Kania even though he was holding Kania back from catching up with Barra.

Kania lifted her gaze then froze on the spot when she realized that the little boy before her was so full of charisma and managed to captivate her heart. He blushed embarrassed because he was praised by Juna, to the point that his intention to catch up with Barra just disappeared.

Elsewhere Selin pressed the elevator button with a resentful feeling, she immediately rushed in and leaned back with both eyes slowly closed.

The drap! The drap! The drap! From a distance Barra was running to catch up with Selin. The elevator door almost closed but fortunately he quickly entered the elevator which only contained Selin.

"Hosh, hosh, hosh." Barra held her knees with a disjointed breath.

Barra's sudden presence didn't seem to bother Selin in the least. The proof was that he was currently still closing his eyes with a mind that was floating. Barra raised his gaze to look at Selin, he did not expect that Selin would work in his company. He thought seeing Selin this morning was his hallucination, but it turned out to be wrong.

The set! Barra opened the coat she wore to Selin's soaked shoulder. The distinctive aroma of Barra stuck to Jas was slowly disturbing Selin's sense of smell, slowly opening his eyes to see who was beside him.

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