Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Chapter 50: May being far away from me be painful

After the incident at the office this morning Selin increasingly hated and lazy to meet Bara. As a result, he is currently only silent in the car, while his two children are training in the GOR.

"Squeaky woman?! Hahaha, that's right." Selin muttered while banging his head on the steering wheel. Since then the words of Kania who said to him Lady Picik always ringing in his hearing.

Selin felt angry when he realized that lately his attitude towards Bara had improved, actually where his pride was so easily approached by someone who had hurt him so much. "Based on stupid women! You stupid woman! You cheap lady! You Stupid!" Selin muttered continuously insulting himself nonstop.

After being satisfied to insult himself, Selin turned to the clock in his hand which turned out to be getting late. But his two children still did not come out as well, finally Selin decided to invite Juna and Jeno to go home and his training can be continued another day.

Selin walks limply into the room, Juna and Jeno's voices are heard by her and somehow manages to make her mood better. Selin slumped her butt in the seat and watched her two children being trained by Bara.

"Why as far as I'm trying, I'm always involved with that stupid guy. Why am I so easily crushed by the stare and false kindness of that bastard, why is my stupid heart even warmed to see him with my two children. You stupid woman, you stupid woman. You're so stupid you're almost a Selin idiot! Why are you so cute!" Hardik Selin on himself with his head buried in the pile of his lap hands.

"Relax Selin only one week, after this is done you can keep yourself and your two children away from the entanglement of Bara who is so ignorant. Selin said he was busy arguing with his own mind.

"Ndaaa," Jeno's call distracts Selin from her daydream.

Selin slowly lifted his gaze and looked at his two children with complete calmness. Selin smiled warmly then pulled the hands of her two children to hug her. In Selin's heart determined that there would be no more humans talking about her two children with inappropriate speech as Kania had said.

"The mother will try to give her best and always protect you." Mumbled Selin with a slightly teary look.

Being too preoccupied with his own thoughts, Selin could not control his energy. "Mother... We're short of breath!" Juna said as Selin increasingly tightened his embrace on Juna and Jeno.

Selin jerked from his daydream and then broke the curve "Hehehe, oh sorry. Let's get you guys changed and then we go home, okay?"

Juna and Jeno nodded in understanding. "okay." Without waiting any longer they immediately ran to the changing room excitedly.

From a distance Bara stared at the nanar towards the woman who had just left without a word. Last morning since Kania left, Selin just left with her cold attitude. Bara walked slowly towards Selin with slight hesitation. "Cell," Call Bara straight.

Selin was not disturbed by the presence of Bara and rose to get out of the building.

"Sel you're angry, I'm sorry. I didn't know Kania would come and talk like that." Bara said while walking backwards right in front of Selin who only silent a thousand languages.

Selin ignored Bara and still continued his steps without being distracted. "Cell, please don't leave me like this. I can't stand it," Bara still tries to talk to Selin.

Selin only smiled wryly and there was no intention to reply Bara. His intention was already unanimous to stay away from the Bara dana hating him like he used to be, being near Bara and falling by the foul seduction Bara would only break his heart again, now Selin's heart is back intact and he doesn't want Bara to break it back.

"Cell me please, don't shut up like this. I won't let you go home until you have a chat with me" Bara spread out her hands so Selin couldn't go any further.

"Go home if you can" Bara said with a challenge.

Selin stared intently at Bara, his hand outstretched to pull Bara's hand then his body twisted and with high strength he turned Bara's body to the most important and hit the mattress with the supine position. Bruock! The sound of Bara's body colliding with the mat.

"I don't have time to avenge your unqualified guyon, remember I have nothing to do with you. Don't ruin my happy life, please!" The whisper of Selin drifted right in Bara's ear and then prepared to move.

Grep's! Bara swiftly got up and grabbed Selin's hand so as not to leave. "Are I not given a chance?" Bara asked with a straight look towards Selin.

Selin let out a long sigh and then returned Bara's gaze, not wanting her voice heard by Juna and Jeno she finally chose to sit in front of Bara. "I will never give a second chance to someone who has hurt me so badly. So stop approaching me."

Bara saw the desperate look of both of Selin's eyeballs. "Is being near me so painful it's that I can't forget the past?"

"Yes.. I was never happy with you. I'm tired of asking you to stay away from me. If you really love me and don't want to see me destroyed please leave me like I used to." Reply Selin who managed to make Bara's breath choked.

"Cell.. Why do you always lie. Obviously you still like me, please listen to your heart Sel. I beg you," Bara knew that Selin was lying to his heart.

Selin smiled wryly. "You want to know what my heart is? He constantly insulted me for easily accepting the person who had ruined my life to pieces. So please, I don't want to constantly argue with my own heart. I want to calm down, so please let me go."

Bara closed his eyes for a moment and then looked back at Selin. "Are you serious?"

Selin nodded with his tongue turned mute. "Yeah!" Selin replied briefly with a cry that he was trying to endure.

"Well, being away from me makes you happy. I'll try" Bara nodded then let go of her grip in Selin's hand.

"Goodbye, the twins will come home with me. Just calm yourself first." Bara's whisper then patted Selin's shoulder.

Bara got up from his seat and tidied up his clothes. "May being away from me be more painful than our past, to the point that you forgive me and return to my arms Selin. As long as you know, I still love you so much." Bara muttered then walked away leaving Selin who was still pensive.

"Hiks, hyx, hyx..." After Bara's departure, Selin sobbed alone lamenting her overly complicated and stifling life story. "It's Selin's right decision" muttered Selin reassuring himself.

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