Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Chapter 84: Trying Hard

Bara leaned against the back of the sopa with a sad gaze towards the two gurneys that Selin and Juna occupied side by side. Bara closed his eyes to collect his energy evaporating, this afternoon Selin who was thought to be sleeping was faint due to fatigue and anxiety is very high. Fortunately there is Anet who can secure Jeno when she has to take care of Selin and Juna who turned out to be in order to complete the operation.

Bara opened his eyes again when he heard the grusuk grasak from Selin's direction. He hurried over to Selin and pulled up a chair to sit down. Seen cold sweat drenched his forehead, it looks like the woman is delirious with tears coming out of her eye fertilizers that managed to make Bara feel guilty too.

"Cell..." Bara touched Selin's face gently hoping the woman would wake up soon.

Bara let out a sigh of relief as Selin's eyes slowly opened. He smiled warmly then dyed Selin's forehead full of tenderness. "Good Afternoon" said Bara full of tenderness.

Selin stared at Bara full of question marks his gaze fell on the infusion hose attached with his hand. "I'm why Bar," asked Selin in a raucous voice.

"Why don't you just wake up." Answer Bara casually.

Selin nodded in understanding with a feeling of tightness and pain. He thought for a moment the cause of that uncomfortable feeling. "Yuna!!!" Pekik Selin was about to wake up when his memory had returned.

Her body was trembling in fear and worry, she was afraid that Juna would leave her as she fell asleep. Seeing the sad state of Selin Bara immediately sat on the mattress and held the shoulders of the woman he loved. "Shhh.. He's resting." Bara turned towards Juna who was immediately followed by Selin.

"Hiks.. Hix.. I'mfrightened.. The bar.. I'mfrightened.. Heuu... Heu..." Selin sobbed on his bed.

Bara raised his head so as not to cry with gentleness he brought Selin into his arms. "Shuutt, don't cry. Juna's resting, the doctor said he's fine."

Selin nodded in understanding, "Oh my goodness, I can only sleep in a rich situation gini hiks.." Regretfully.

"No papa, you need a break. Take it easy, I've taken care of everything."

"Hmmm," Selin muttered in response.

For a moment they just quietly mute with their thoughts floating. Bara's hand was not stopping to stroke Selin's head affectionately, and Selin leaned against Bara's chest field with a straight look towards Juna who was still lying stiff.

Bara broke into a hug with a look towards Selin. "Eat first."

Selin shook weakly. "Later, I'm not hungry."

"Cell...." Call Bara full of assertiveness.

Selin let out a long sigh then nodded, you guys know Bara herself is by the most irresistible. "Emm, yes."

Bara smiled faintly then prepared for Selin to eat. Selin smiled faintly while paying attention to the appearance of Bara who was seen born even the man had not had time to change his work clothes. Shirt rolled up the elbow with a tie that has disappeared somewhere, and hair that is slightly disheveled and highlight the eyes that flush will be keleahan.

"Jeno where?"

"From Raka's toy," Bara answered while carrying a tray containing food to Selin's bed table.

"Raka came here too?"

"Mmm," Bara nodded.

"Not to bother."

"Mmmm," Selin nodded and began to eat with the faithful Bara as his servant.

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Selin chuckles as Bara falls asleep with her head resting on Selin's bed, wondering why Bara didn't ask about the truth of Juna and Jeno. "Didn't he care at all.." Mumbled Selin sabil touching Bara's hair disheveled.

"Om Bara!!"

Suddenly the door opened followed by the shrill voice of Jeno, Bara who initially fell asleep slowly opened her eyes and was immediately excited when she saw Jeno running towards her. Selin only shook his head slowly when he saw Jeno and his father's interaction.

"What is the same with Raka?"

"Eno's favorite ice cream!" Jeno said excitedly as she lifted the crackle bag filled with Ice cream.

They bertos ria. "Mantau, love Mother one yes. Um want to talk to Om Raka." Bara looked at Raka meaningfully.

Jeno nodded in understanding then climbed to the top of Brankar Selin with a bag of ice cream crackles.

Bara chuckled then ruffled the head of the boy. "Eno, don't be naughty, Mother's friend." Said Bara who was immediately embraced by the boy.

"I'm out first." The pamphlet to Selin.

Selin nodded with a feeling of a little wonder. But yasudah, he should focus on Jeno who is now sedanf beside him who looks fine. Though Selin knew very well the intelligent child was holding all out his sad feelings to see his twin lying languidly in the hospital. Selin could see the look of loss mixed with anger that filled the look of Jeno. But the boy could still behave as if nothing had happened. "I'm sorry, son." Selin murmured in his heart.

Bara gave a signal to Raka to follow him outside, arriving at the roof top Bara looked at Raka meaningfully of course with a feeling that was not enough.

Bara let out a long breath. "Huuuuhu.. How's Brother?"

Raka reached into Jas pocket and then gave a file to Bara. File containing DNA test results. Actually the departure of Raka and Jeno is not without meaning, they secretly bring Jeno for DNA tests to ascertain who Juna and Jeno's real father is. "This is the result.."

Bara pecking in place of his hand feels heavy to receive the file given Raka. On the one hand he was afraid that the twin father was not him, but if not why Selin asked him to donate blood instead of to his biological father. Or maybe his blood and the cymbals just happened to fit in and Selin took the initiative to ask for his help.

But Bara is also a little afraid of the fact that Juna and Jeno are her children. Not because it is not happy, but if it is true the guilt that Bara will feel will be as good as anything. And maybe it would also cause a deep disappointment to Selin who had hidden something from him. But still, between the two possibilities Bara still hopes if Juna and Jeno are his biological children.

Bara's hand was raised to receive Raka's gift file. With a feeling that is not because Bara opened the white map and then took out a paper that folded neatly in it.

Looking at Bara who was sculpting with a glazed look, Raka stepped up to Bara. "Bars.. You all right?"

"Gue wants to be alone first," he said as he nodded softly.

Raka nodded in understanding then patted Bara on the shoulder to channel the output. "Spirited bro, I want to go to Selin's with the kids."

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