Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)
Chapter 29: I will always find you



The finished antenna looking for fresh air from outside re-enters the room. His gaze immediately fell on Selin who was fast asleep with his two children both sleeping with Selin's thigh as their pillow.


"Ko even on sleep anyway," said Anet who immediately attracted the attention of Bara and Eaka who were seriously discussing.


"Net don't build pity, Selin must be the soy sauce he just slept." Prevent Bara when he sees Anet preparing to wake them.


Anet folded his hands in front of his chest all wrong. "But it's too bad time here, keep sleeping in the chair for sure tomorrow he's body pegel." Anet knew today was a pretty hard day for Selin, she wanted at least Selin to be able to sleep comfortably for now.


Bara understands Anet's good intentions, but he does not have the heart to wake a person who looks very tired. "Raka please move Selin to my bed."


Selin stared at Bara sharply. "Eh don't mess around, yes" Anet's sweat when Raka will hold Selin.


Bara chuckles. "Indeed, with my rich condition, what can Net, besides pity, especially if he has to drive," added Bara hoping Anet will have one thought with him.


Anet rolled her eyes lazily. "Pity so take care of yourself, old is still a bother many people."


Raka who had been bored with my behavior Anet finally spoke up. "On!"


"No papa, just relax." Bara had known Anet long enough, even before she married Selin. So Bara has been very understanding of Anet's rude attitude when he is very caring and responsible for the people around him.


"Juna with Jeno I'll take her home, as they'll school tomorrow as they sleep on the chair." Finally Anet received advice from Bara.


"Jaudah please mintain a mattress to the sisters," said Bara who was immediately reciprocated by a steady loop from Anet.


"No, they went home. They'll sleep in the car, too." Anet rolled up her shirt and squatted down to prepare to carry Jeno.


"Why what?" Raka noticed Anet's movements full of question marks.


"Yes want to carry Jeno," Anet snorted bitterly, could the man ask unimportant things. Obviously Anet was trying to get Jeno into his carrier.


"How much does Juna go?"


"Yes, it's the same, you're surprised so men aren't!"


Raka closed her eyes hoping that her stock of patience was still left. "Seek what cake, usually just nagging to be a female!"


"Heh what you said!"


Bara chuckled at the cheque fight before him. It has been a long time to not see Raka get carried away with emotions when facing women, usually she is very cold and ignores the surrounding circumstances. "Loh ko so fight, already malem nih."


The two humans immediately stopped saying again. Currently they are both busy carrying the twins into their respective sling. When he managed to hold Jeno, Anet asked permission to go home to Bara. Then walk side by side with Raka to the outside of the Hospital.


They were silent without any intention of talking. Raka slightly approached Anet then took the car keys that were in his grasp. Anet's reflex opened her mouth to grumble, but closed back because she was tired of having to fight with Raka.


After getting the key, Raka quickly opened the car and put Juna into the passenger seat slowly. After finishing, Raka then helps Anet put Jeno down comfortably.


"Where are you going?" Anet asked as she saw Raka get into the steering chair.


"Whisper, let's sneak in." Said Raka to Anet who was still standing outside.


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Anet had finished cleaning her body then walked leisurely to sleep with the twins. Both of her eyes were rounded when she saw Raka sleeping beside the bed, Anet thought that Raka was gone. "Eh ko sleeps too" asked Anet.


Raka was already lazy to hear Anet's nagging, then closed both her eyes. "You're the one who sleeps at the soupa, tomorrow I have a meeting to be fit!"


Alright for now Anet was a little kind, moreover she saw the exhausted look from Raka's face so clearly. Fortunately, the twins' mattresses are wide enough to accommodate four people. Anet walked to the other side of the mattress and then spread her body. "Bersihin tikit napa's body!" Said Anet slowly, before long Raka got up from her sleep and walked into the bathroom.


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Slowly Selin's hand was raised to touch Bara's face. "How are you doing? Already improving?" Selin lirih.


The one asked only nodded in response. Selin smiled faintly then pulled his hand back. "Please don't look as pathetic as yesterday, I don't like worrying about people I hate."


Bara only closed his eyes for a moment in response.


"You should be fine at all times, so that I don't feel guilty about cursing you." Selin said again only in response to a nod by Bara.


"Thank you for saving my life" Bara finally spoke up.


Selin smiled wryly. "Don't just thank me, I deserve a gift."


Bara chuckled faintly. "What do you want a gift for? Don't ask for the expensive."


"Mmm, maybe I'll think about it. I'll definitely ask for that gift." Say Selin and both eyes that close and open alternately.


"Alright, call me when you've managed to think about it. I will definitely give it," replied Bara softly with a view that never switched from Selin.


Selin smiled faintly. "really? I have a little doubt."


Bara only sighed, his hand outstretched to stroke Selin's head. "Did you miss me?"


Selin thought for a moment. "That's it, but sometimes your face comes to mind, and if it happens sometimes I want to be in your arms."


Bara nodded in understanding. "It turns out all this time I've been missing you all the time. To the point that it feels claustrophobic, and very frustrating. After that incident, I tried to find you to apologize and explain what really happened. But unfortunately I never found you" Selin did not comment anything waiting for Bara to continue.


"Every day I pray to meet you accidentally. But it seems like nature is working together so that we don't meet" A smile full of pain rose on Bara's face.


"The day we met was the day of my prayers which I prayed every day. I can't believe God will listen to my prayers. That day, I was so happy to meet you that it felt almost crazy."


"really? I can't believe it" Selin said with both eyes closed.


"You don't have to believe. All you have to do is appear before me at all times" Bara replied expectantly.


Selin chuckled meaningfully. "I wouldn't do such a shitty thing."


"Well, I'll find you wherever you are." Answer seriously.


"Do it if you can" Selin replied softly.


"So now I have permission to see you anytime?"


"Hmmm, do it if you can."


"Okay, with pleasure."


Selin smiled faintly then approached towards Bara, his hands outstretched to hug Bara full of yearning. Not having to wait long, Bara returned Selin's embrace was no less tight.


"Even if I knew it was just a dream, I could at least be happy through my own imagination." Selin murmured in the heart with tears flowing from his eyes.


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