Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Chapter 68: It's not all yours

"Hosh!"

"Hosh!"

"Hosh!"

Irregular roars of breath collided with the air, Bara pecked with a gaze full of pain. His head turned to the sky to hold back his tears from dripping. Slowly his gaze came down to see the commotion he had already made. As he looked and listened again about his past pain, Bara slowly lost control and could not control his emotions anymore.

Bara stared softly at the door and then at some photos scattered on the floor. He walked towards the pictures then crouched down to pick them up one by one while smiling wryly.

Brak!

Bara's open balcony door reached into his pocket to pull out a match. With a hard-to-interpret feeling Bara threw the photo into the trash. "I don't want to see you anymore" Bara said, burning the photo.

"Hahahahaha," He laughed out loud with tears slowly streaming down his eyes. He laughed at himself so pitifully, all this time he had to endure all the disappointment of his pain and anger alone. Without anyone beside him.

Being away from Selin does not make her okay, she must try to make peace with herself and forgive Selin's mistakes because at the wedding it was not only Bara who suffered but Selin too. With little doubt about the relationship he is living with Selin, there is little fear and trauma if this relationship will return to usher them into pain.

Slowly Bara's body fell on the floor, he sat down as he leaned against the wall with blood dripping from his palm. "What should I do," he murmured softly with a slowly closed gaze.

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Brak!

Brak!

Brak!

The sound of someone's steps messed with Selin's focus while he was at work. Slowly his gaze lifted and turned to the source of the voice. Before long Kania came in a hasty step with a careless face like she had been crying so much. Selin just remained silent and noticed the movements of Kania who seemed to come out of Bara's room.

Shortly after, Hermin from the next division approached him. "Cell!" Call him pale face.

Selin frowned both of his eyebrows curious. "What's wrong?"

"Pak Bara had a great fight with Mbak Kania, there was also a sound of something breaking!"

The deg! Selin did not believe it, it was impossible if Bara was angry like that. "The hell," muttered Selin with a floating mind.

Without thinking again Selin immediately rose to see the state of Bara. Syakila who had been silent since then just stared at Selin full of worry. "Where are the cells going?" He shouted as Selin left just like that.

"Let's wind tremble." Selin answered in a hasty manner.

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Selin let out a long sigh then prepared to knock on the door of Bara's room. But the knock did not get any answer, with Selin finally opening the door of Bara's room with a little fear.

"Mara?" Call him when he finds no presence of Bara in his national seat. Selin was struck when he saw the glass scattered in the middle of the beam and what managed to make him jerk was some drops of Fresh blood dripping onto the floor.

Selin immediately panicked and looked for Bara's whereabouts, his steps halted when he saw the balcony door open. He immediately rushed over hoping Bara would be there.

"Bara," Call him with a choked breath. His feeling turned tight as he saw Bara sitting helplessly with a hand drenched in blood.

Slowly Bara's view opened with a view towards Selin. Silent! They just stared at each other without a word coming out of Bara's or Selin's mouth. After a few minutes just pecking finally Selin went to take p3k and approached Bara to treat it.

Selin sat down next to Bara and slowly pulled Bara's injured hand to be treated. Bara just resigned and let Selin do whatever he wanted. A sigh of relief came out of Bara's mouth as she felt the calmness Selin gave her, but the woman just kept quiet and treated her wound.

Bara noticed Selin who asked him nothing, he behaved like an adult waiting for his partner to tell him without being asked. Bara's hands are stretched out to gently stroke Selin's hair.

"Look at me" muttered Bara straightly to Selin.

"I'm heavier than you think" Selin replied with a sad look.

Selin smiled with relief when Bara's look was as friendly as before, without waiting for long he immediately shuffled and then embraced Bara which of course was immediately welcomed. They hugged each other with feelings of calm, no conversation of any kind just mutual silence and enjoy the calm they feel.

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Selin was smitten at his desk with a mind raging in his mind. He regretted why he had not asked what had happened and was even so mature and did not ask Bara anything. Finally now he became over the edge himself.

"Where's the boss doing?" Tanya Syakila was curious.

Selin only shook his head weakly then buried his face in a pile of his own hands breathing as much air as possible then exhaling slowly.

"Cell, you're called tuh." Said an employee who approached him.

Lazily Selin raised his head and sat down as before. "Who's the guy?"

"Sama Mak Lampir."

Selin rolled his eyes lazily then carried a pile of files on his desk. "Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh."

"Excuse me." Selin said politely and went straight into the room. It turns out that his presence has been awaited by Kania.

"Sit down!" Kania orders with a hostile look. "Where's the report I asked for," Kania continued in a loud voice.

With a flat face Selin immediately gave some files to Kania. Kania nodded while reading Selin's report. "Good, it turns out you can indeed be directed in the business of work. But unfortunately not in love." Kania began to change the subject.

Selin only gave a faint chuckle and there was no intention to refute.

"Why until now you are still aggressively seducing Bara! Remember that you are not worthy and do not deserve to be beside him!"

It felt like Selin wanted to laugh out loud when he saw Kania's angry look so noticeable. "Wooing? Please take care of your words!" Selin said with a piercing look.

Kania looked at Selin with a dislike look. "Bara deserves better and better than you."

Stupid with what Kania said, currently Selin just wants to go and not see the face of the annoying woman. "Excuse me." Selin moved and prepared to leave.

"Do you think your relationship will go smoothly, you're sure Bara won't leave you again?" Said Kania who managed to stop Selin's steps.

Yoke!

Yoke!

Yoke!

Selin turned around and approached Kania, his hand stretched out to clean the dust on Kameja Kania's shoulder. "Urus alone your own life which until now no one accompanied. If necessary I can create a private class to learn to seduce others!" Selin's whisper that managed to make Kania glare full of anger.

Grep's! Kania blocked Selin's arm and then kept the hand away from her expensive shirt. "About!"

Selin smiled triumphantly. "You're great at work but pathetic at romance!" Selin said reversing the situation.

"Don't be proud, you're sure Bara likes you completely. Do you remember why Bara was late for Father days? He came to me first, I was number one and you? Hahahaha The number. Are you sure for five years without your presence he didn't mess with me? You stupid woman!" Said Kania with great satisfaction because she could see the change in the look of Selin's face that turned cloudy and mute.

"Don't be proud just because Bara was nice to you. Because he's not good to you, he's also very good to me. So stop as if it had its whole self."

"Speak as you please, for you also know who the owner of his heart is. Definitely not you!" Selin said then to keep her body away from Kania. "Excuse me, I don't want to waste my time just chatting with a woman who isn't as qualified as you!" Selin immediately rushed out leaving Kania who was restraining emotions.

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