Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Chapter 61: Thank you for being okay

Selin froze as his body was suddenly grabbed by someone. But strangely he did not feel unfamiliar with the embrace he felt, let alone the smell of a typical perfume someone who was very familiar in his sense of smell. Slowly the embrace unraveled, with Selin eagerly looking up to see who was hugging him, a feeling of anxiety filled his mind he was afraid of being let down by his own expectations.

Selin was pensively in disbelief at what he saw. "Hiks.. Hix.. What is this dream," Slowly his hand stretched out to touch the face of the man before him with tears that had not stopped since. Bara welcomed Selin's hand and held it warm. The tears that Bara had been holding back from earlier finally came out as well, they looked at each other and locked onto each other. "It's not a dream... It's me." It's me." Said Bara quietly with the body that was shaking because of crying.

Selin closed his mouth in disbelief, he could only let out tears with an increasingly tight feeling. Bara stroked Selin's head affectionately, before long Bara carried Selin into his warm embrace.

"Arggghh... Heuu.... Heuu... Heu..." Selin was crying in Bara's arms.

Bara closed his eyes and then kissed Selin's forehead lovingly "Sorry," muttered Bara guiltily for making Selin cry so much. Selin just nodded slowly then tightened his embrace on Bara. "Bar, Thank you very well.hiks.." said Selin on the sidelines of his cry.

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Selin leaned against the chest of Bara's field with an already calmer feeling. Now they are both calming down in the passenger seat of Selin's car. Bara lowered his head to pay attention to Selin who was calmer if appealed earlier. "Is it better?" He said while stroking Selin's arm to give him peace.

Selin simply nodded in response, now he did not have the strength to simply speak. Because he just opened his mouth to talk tears will always precede him.

"Why cry? What a shame is it with me?" Bara asked as narcissistic as usual.

Selin did not answer, then pinched Bara's arm in annoyance. Bara slightly grimaced then chuckled triumphantly. "You're so sweet I know, just not sober. From now on I will try to get you to accept me again, I know it is not easy. But I'll try." Speak with confidence.

Selin did not reply and chose to close his eyes with complete calmness. Bara chuckles, though,

Alone, "In a moment Raka is here to send us, you don't have to bother driving." Selin simply nodded in response.

Shortly after that the person being talked about came as well. "Where's the key?" Raka asked as she sat in the steering chair. Selin reached into his pants and gave the key to Raka.

"Tante Meta has been contacted, he asks you to come home quickly." Raka said that managed to attract Selin's attention.

Slowly Selin distanced her body from Bara then looked at Bara question mark. "Hmmm, I'll stop by for a minute tomorrow. Now take a break first," Bara turned his gaze outside with a glaring gaze.

When the car had driven Selin began to dare to ask. "You rarely go home?"

"Hmmm," Bara muttered in response.

Selin saw a look of pain that was so clearly emanated on Bara's face. "Why? Where do you go home? You got a new house?"

Bara let out a long sigh like he was reluctant to answer Selin's questions. "I have a new home, but I rarely visit."

Selin understands Bara's actions show that he does not like to discuss his relationship with Meta, but Selin chooses to keep asking out of curiosity. "Where do you sleep?"

"In the apartment!" Wiry Raka who was not spoken to.

Selin mangosteen then turned to look at Bara. "Why do you rarely come home?, surely a lonely aunt. Your relationship with Aunt is fine, right?"

"Not really." Bara closed his eyes for a moment then straightened his back and returned Selin's gaze.

Raka who felt anxious herself with the attitude of Bara who was pretentious Cool finally chose to speak up. "He can't go home because you always keep your cell, if you miss him sometimes like half stress!"

Selin gawking felt strange because it was unusual to hear Raka's rambling on Bara. Usually the man always respects and idolizes Bara in front of anyone. But what makes him even more astonished is the fact that the relationship between Bara and Meta is not okay.

Bara gave a hostile look towards Raka. "Don't listen to Raka's words, her mind is still not perfect. Some of his sanity was left on the plane."

Bara gasped to listen to the facts that Selin just said. "Have you forgiven Mama?" Said Bara with a sad look towards Selin.

Selin smiled warmly, "Since I have always tried to forgive him, because having hatred for others will only make our lives suffer. It's just I never forget."

Bara was pensive with a feeling of amazement at the woman before him. "Thank you Cell, at least from today I won't be ashamed when I see my mother's face. I don't know why seeing him makes my guilt and my longing for you all the more so." Lirih.

"That hurts me is not just Auntie, but you are also a Bar. If I deserve to be forgiven why don't Auntie?" Selin stroked Bara's shoulder giving her strength. Selin knew Bara had been suffering, Selin was sure that deep in his heart Bara was still very affectionate and respectful to his mother, only that his heart had been too hurt and difficult to forgive.

"Mmmm," Bara nodded with a feeling of tightness that filled his mind.

"Go home, fix your relationship with Auntie." Selin said then grasped Bara's hand trying to give strength.

"Thank you" Bara said, sobbing in Selin's arms.

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Selin rushes down from the car to meet his two children who must be suffering. When he arrived at the living room a shout had already greeted him.

"Yes!!!" Shouted Juna and Jeno who were running towards him.

Selin came running to immediately hold the two children. "Jeno Junaa!!!"

Greb!! They hugged each other to strengthen each other. Juna and Jeno cry full of pain in Selin's arms. "Yahoooo!!! Hix... Hix.. Hicks.." Selin who had initially stopped crying again let out tears.

"Mother is not alone," Selin broke her embrace. While sobbing Juna and Jeno looked at each other did not understand.

"Haiy..." Said Bara who had been standing at the entrance.

"Of Balaaa!!" Shouting hysterically they then ran towards Bara.

Bara smiled warmly then crouched down to align their height with their arms spread out. Greeb! Bara's body staggered slightly back as the twins scattered into his arms.

"Heuu!!! Youuuu!! You!! You know!" Again they again cried hysterically, only now their feelings had turned calm and grateful.

Selin turned his gaze away with tears returning to flow. Puk! Puk! Puk! Selin turned his head as his shoulders were patted by someone. "Neeet!" Pekik Selin hysterically then hugged the woman he had considered his sister.

Anet let out a sigh of relief with a faithful hand stroking Selin's back to channel tranquility. "Everything is fine Lin. Do not cry," said Anet with a tight feeling. Though deep in the heart, Anet felt that something was making her claustrophobic. Seeing Bara who is fine, not necessarily make his heart calm, he still expects the presence of someone who until now has not known his condition.

Chequek! Raka got out of the car then walked casually into the house. Upon hearing the sound of one's footsteps slowly Anet's gaze lifted, her body instantly froze with a glazed look as it knew that the one standing before her was Raka.

Raka knitted her brows when she noticed Anet's gaze on her, Raka smiled faintly at Anet with one eyebrow up and down.

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