Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Chapter 59: Plane Tragedy

The smile on Selin's face slowly faded and changed with a circle of tears that began to wet his face. Selin scooped up a lot of oxygen to slightly ease the tightness in his mind that was so great. "No way, no way!" With trembling hands, Selin opened her phone to see the photo of the ticket Bara sent.

The deg! Selin froze with a tongue that changed. Bulan tears increasingly rushed out of Selin's eye when he found out if the name of the plane on the ticket and the one shown on TV the same.

"Hiks.. Hix.. Hix.. No way..." Selin hit his chest that felt tight. His body slowly slid to the floor with a cell phone displaying a ticket Bara sent yesterday afternoon.

Selin sobbed violently in the midst of the passersby, everyone who passed by looked at him with pity, their hearts slashed and not a few of them approached Selin and tried to calm him down. However, everyone's efforts did not produce anything, Selin was still weeping and sinking into such intense pain.

"When we meet again,"

"Can we say "How are you?" With each other?.... Or maybe "How are you doing right now?".... "Have you been suffering all this time?"... Or "Did you miss me so much?" Can we be like that Selin?"

Memories of the last time Bara called him before leaving ring so clearly in Selin's mind. His head nodded like crazy.

"Yes.. You can ask me how you are doing.. Hix.. Hix.. Or ask if I miss me... Hix.. Hix.. Please don't go like this.. I can't afford... Hix.. Hicks.." He said alone while hugging his knees with a body that was shaking violently.

The shadow of Bara's face while calming Selin on Father's day appeared so clear in his eyes. With an annoying and innocent look Bara stroked the top of Selin's head and smiled broadly. "Don't cry, you're strong. Sorry I'm late. Now that I've come, everything will be fine. Let's go to the twins who've been waiting."

"Hiks... I'm not strong.. Hix.. Hix.. You can be late but don't just leave me.. You must be fine with the bar!" Selin murmured to himself while sobbing full of pain.

Selin's mind drifted as Bara bailed to him by the shore. Could it be that it was the true farewell and parting given by Bara. "Goodbye, from Bara Kenzo Julian who used to be so cowardly and couldn't protect you, from him who's already smashed you to pieces."

"Arghhhh.... Not likely.. Why do you always leave me as a bar!!"

The face of Bara's nose that always seemed to be so clearly visible in front of Selin. "Are you okay?" Maybe now Selin won't hear Bara ask her how she is.

Selin lifted his gaze and wiped his tears swiftly, now was not the time to cry over the uncertain thing. Bara could not have gotten on that plane and now he is fine. "He must be fine" said confidently trying to convince himself and then rising with all his might.

"You're gonna be okay. I'm sure it is.. Hix.. Hix.. Hicks.."

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Selin drove his car at high speed, the sound of the horn that others gave him was no longer considered. Currently what Selin wants is to quickly arrive at the airport and make sure for yourself whether Bara was a passenger on the plane that crashed or not. Although it is very clear when viewed from the ticket Bara must take the flight, but Selin hopes there is still a miracle that is almost impossible.

"Hiks... Hix.. Hicks.." Selin's body trembled violently with a feeling of tightness that filled his mind.

After arriving at Selin Airport ran with all his strength so that he could quickly ensure the true state of Bara. "Excuse me Ma'am, I would like to request the data that was aboard xxxxxx .." Selin said trying as calmly as possible when his heart and mind were already very shaken.

"Sorry information about passengers can not be divulged carelessly, whether your family is a passenger on the plane."

"It's not so Mama but.." Selin's tongue turned muffled with tears constantly flooding his face, Selin looked down with a tongue that felt heavy talking back.

"Sorry Ma'am, if there is a brother who is a passenger please provide proof of the evidence."

Selin massaged his temple in frustration he did not know what evidence to give, however his relationship with Bara is unclear. "Huuuh, my god." Mumbles Selin with eyes closed.

"Excuse me. I'm asking for my son's data, I'm his mother. Here's the proof." A woman whose voice is not foreign.

"Selin?! Why are you here?" Feeling his name called Meta turned towards Selin.

"Mmm, this is the data you asked for." Said a flight attendant part of the ticket.

"What business are you doing here? go there!" Say Meta with hardened face veins.

"Tante, I just want to make sure Bara's okay," Selin stepped a little closer towards Meta's former mother-in-law.

"What right do you have!" Snapping Meta with clenched hands.

Kania who turned out earlier beside Meta tried to calm down. "Tante, now is not the time to scold Selin."

"Still Kania," muttered Selin softly with a look of disbelief at Kania, he was astonished at the situation that such a Kania face still looked relaxed.

Meta ignored Selin's state and paid attention to the passenger data displayed on the screen. "Oh my God, Bara!!!!.. Argh... Argh.. My son!!!" Meta was hysterical with a body that almost collapsed fortunately there was Kania who was swiftly holding his body.

When looking at Meta responses like that, the prejudice is increasingly becoming worse. "Bar..." Call Selin lirih then looked up to hold back his tears from coming out.

"Aante! Auntie!" Said Kania panicking as Meta drowned.

"Tante," Selin quickly helped Kania.

"So get out, don't touch me! If only he had never known you, Bara would not have left the house and hated his own mother, you little girl!" Snapping Meta not willing to touch Selin.

Selin just quietly resigned in place, he did not have the energy to refute every speech Meta issued. As a mother, Selin was very understanding of Meta's feelings which must have been very hard hit.

"Tante let's go, let my subordinates check it out. Aunty should calm down first, I'm sure Bara will be fine." The Kania speech that Meta subscribed to then passed from before Selin.

After the departure of Meta Selin opened his mobile gallery. "Mr, I beg you. This is proof of our wedding card, she's my ex-husband. And this is the last chat he gave me, I beg you." Selin said he was still trying to see passenger data.

"From the data we have, Bara's brother Kenzo Julian became a passenger on a xxxxxx plane and likely a victim in the plane crash."

Selin closed his eyes with his body increasingly trembling, he sobbed full of pain. However his heart tried to deny, still the reality of slapping him was so great.

"That's hard, Ma'am, we're going to defend the condolences."

"This must be a dream," Selin said softly still rejecting reality.

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