Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Chapter 17: I just stopped showing it!

"So where are we now?" Ask Bara who since then only in reply to long breath by Selin.

"Why do you even look so frustrated" Bara raised one eyebrow in astonishment at Selin's confused face.

Selin let out a long sigh, his gaze not shifting from the rest of the money he held. With remaining energy Selin lifted his gaze and stared fixedly at Bara. "The money remains this way, if I take a taxi to the office I can not go home, continue to take the taxi to my house Father who will not be able to go home." Selin said, full of confusion.

Bara chuckled, it turned out that it managed to make Selin confused half-dead since earlier. "Just go home to your house" replied Bara firmly.

Selin's reflex raised his gaze quickly "Eh," Selin instantly froze in a place of astonishment with Bara's unexpected answer.

"Don't think strangely, now we go home to you. It's also impossible for us to go home to the office with this appearance, after arriving at your house I can borrow money to go home, right?" Bara said that managed to make both Selin's eyes sparkle.

Selin flicked his finger excitedly, it turned out Bara could produce a brilliant idea in the midst of his confusion. He was disappointed in himself, why such a thing was unthinkable by his sex brain even daydreaming since then like a dazed person.

"Why is he daydreaming again?" Bara muttered a little annoyed in the heart. "Taxi!" Without thinking Bara hailed a taxi and immediately pulled Selin to follow him.

"Let's go in," Bara's orders were immediately taken by Selin.

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Selin got out of the taxi with Bara trailing behind him. He opened the doormat to retrieve the key to the house he had been hiding. All the gestures of Selin did not escape the astonished view of Bara standing behind him.

Selin rushed into the house then tidied up the slightly messy sopa pillow. Fortunately today his two children did not play in the living room so Selin was not ashamed of the condition of his home. "Come in, please sit down." Take Selin to Bara who is still standing at the door of his house.

Bara nodded and slowly entered me in a minimalist house but felt warm and full of calm. Bara smiled faintly when he saw a large photo plastered on the wall that showed Selin being embraced by her two children. "Your house feels lonely" said Bara.

Actually, it is not the Selin house that feels lonely, but Bara's heart is suddenly quiet to see the warmth that emanates from the photos attached to the walls of the Selin house.

Selin who was busy opening her shoes chuckled, "Juna and Jeno seem to be out, they have a photo shoot." Answer to Bara.

Bara nodded in understanding at Selin's response, his eyes were again cool exploring the line of photos that appeared before him, slowly raised his eyebrows when he realized there was no photo of Selin's marriage. "Are you married again or not?" Suddenly a question popped up in Bara's mind.

"Why aren't your wedding pictures on the wall?"

The deg! Selin froze in place, it felt as if his entire body had turned to stone and his tongue had turned twisted. "What do you drink? I'll make it?" Selin replied pretending not to hear Bara's question.

"Anything" replied Bara with a mind that floated somewhere.

Bara constantly wonders about Selin's life which he now does not know. "Is that a rumor?" Bara's heart turned claustrophobic given the rumors about Selin he desperately ignored, many rumors circulating about Selin. She said that since her divorce from Bara, Selin has become a night woman and the two children Bara met a few days ago have no father.

But Bara's heart still rejects the rumors, Bara knows Selin very well he can not do it as bad as the circumstances that hit him. But why do things seem to lead Bara to believe the rumors. Bara divorced Selin in the hope that Selin's life would turn out to be happier than when he was with her, instead of turning out to be destroyed like this.

Elsewhere Selin was busy neutralizing the pounding of her heart that was beating so fast, her body turning trembling with sweat drenching her forehead. "Haaah," He let out a heavy sigh and quickly wiped his forehead with a tissue.

"You can you can definitely get through this Selin" muttered Selin to himself. Selin tried to strengthen himself and rushed to make a cup of coffee for Bara.

Selin quickly approached Bara with a tray of coffee in his hand. Do not forget the fake smile full of calm adorning her beautiful face.

Yoke! Suddenly his steps stopped when he saw Bara was grasping a frame containing a photo of himself and his two children. Somehow the scene immediately made Selin want to cry so badly in the place where he stood. Kriyiet! Selin clasped the tray firmly, with a feeling of tightness he again walked towards Bara.

Yoke!

Bara put the picture frame in her hand to its original place, slowly her gaze lifted towards Selin with a sad feeling and full of question marks. "Who's your husband?" Ask Bara who managed to make Selin stuck.

"What do you care?" That's the only sentence that made it out of Selin's mouth.

Bara ruffled her mane a little frustrated, "I care so much for Selin, please answer me correctly." The voice is a little high.

The test!

Slowly the tears escaped from Selin's eye patch, with Selin's slightly vibrating body returning Bara's gaze towards him. "When have you cared about me?! Since when?!" Sneak Selin with tears that have poured soaked his face.

"Originally you know that there is not a second of my life that doesn't care about you, I just stop showing it" Bara replied with a sidelong look.

Selin lifted up his gaze, "Hiks, hiks. No kidding! If you really care about me, you can't betray me Bar!"

"Cell, I know I was wrong. Everything that happened in the past because I wanted to protect you from my mother, I pretended to be having an affair to get you out of our marriage ties that every day made you cry without my knowledge!"

Selin shook his head in disbelief. "Hiks, hiks, I don't believe."

Bara stared at Selin full of pain. "You can't believe me, but please answer one question. Are you married again?" Asked Bara with a feeling of anxiety in his heart.

Selin shook his head in response. A sigh of relief came out of Bara's mouth, finally a wide opportunity lay before him even though on the other hand he had to accept the fact that Juna and Jeno were born without a father.

Selin quickly reached into his pocket, "Go! It's money for you!"

"Cell," Call Bara Iirih do not want to move.

"Why?! Now you are satisfied to see me suffer?!. You better go and don't come back to this house!" Dispel the concubine with a broken feeling.

"I'm fine to go home right now, but please answer me!" Pinta Bara is full of requests that only be answered by Selin.

"Did you miss me?"

The deg!

Selin remained silent with both eyes drowning in Bara's sight.

Bara grabbed Selin's hand and grasped it tightly.

"Cell..... Me," Bara said.

"Very missed you." Bara lirih.

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