Love And Wounds (Bara And Selin)

Chapter 13: Every Day is a Learning

After cleaning his body which can be said to be sad, Selin is currently standing in front of the door of his twin room with his hand holding a tray in his hand. Rough breaths unceasingly came out of Selin's mouth.

His hand hung on hold to grab the handle of the twins' room door. "Mmmm," Selin was at a loss for words to start calling the twins, she was so ashamed that she hurt the twins.

Selin closed his eyes and inhaled a deep breath to gather his courage. "Ju.." Said restrained.

Chequek! Without Selin touch the door opens by itself.

"Lake Bun," said Juna from inside his room.

Selin walked slowly into his son's room. Seen in the corner Jeno is hugging a doraemon doll with both eyes are reckless, while Juna sits quietly as usual.

Seeing the look of her two children so sad inexplicably made Selin want to cry again, quickly she put a tray on the table and then sat on the edge of the bed. "Ang, Jeno.... Mother.."

Greb. Before Selin finished her speech, Juna and Jeno hugged her tightly. Rebellious tears that Selin had been resistant to come out without being prevented.

"Sorry we are... Hix.. Hicks.." Jeno said with tears streaming down her face.

"You're not wrong, son, hiks.. Hix.. The wrong Mother.. Sorry about the yes.." Selin returned the embrace of the two not losing tightly.

Being a mother is new to Selin, she is still fumbling and far from experienced. Every turn of the day when Selin had to learn to be a mother, she always tried to give her best but she was also just an ordinary human who would certainly make mistakes.

"Hiks.. Hix.. Maafin... Ndaa love you guys.. Hix.. Hix.. Hicks.."

Selin and Jeno sobbed while Juna just took a long breath with a flat look as usual. Not much they say they're just busy hugging each other. The night felt long enough for them, because for the first time Selin told me about his past. About his marriage with Bara which eventually ended in divorce.

After Juna and Jeno hear all her mother's stifling past, their affection for Selin grows, their admiration for Selin increases. In this world there are so many heroes who are so extraordinary but for them Selin is the only best hero in their lives.

Selin leaned against the wall with both eyes closed with her two children sleeping on both thighs. They don't know since when they went to dreamland, but what they do know is the past that Selin has been covering up.

"Mother will try to give the same world to you, Mother will not care about the words of others, Mother's focus will be on you only."

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"Lo's cell is called the same boss," said Syakila who managed to lay off Selin's job.

"Me?" Ask Selin astonishment.

"Yes there's a splinter!"

Selin nodded then rushed to enter the room of his superior.

"Good morning sir." Say Selin politely when you are welcome to enter.

"Oh yes Selin yes, please sit." Selin nodded in understanding then sat down on the chair provided.

"I have a job for you." Said his superior.

Selin bent his eyebrows curiously. "What special tasks, sir?"

Selin just silently silent with a mind that is busy digesting the words of his superiors.

"But this is a secret, people out there should never know. You can also refuse I don't mind. How's it?"

Selin sighed casually, "I personally want to sir, but I have two children at home. Can I ask them permission now?"

"Come, let's call them. Your decision must be there now. Please come out after there is a quick answer back here."

"Mm, good sir. Excuse me."

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After another employee went home Selin was still sitting back and waiting for a secret task from his boss, he was actually curious what task he would get. Hopefully he can still do it.

"Come here," Invite his boss who now Selin knows his name is Raka.

Selin nodded and rushed to follow Raka who was walking into a room. Chequek! Raka opened the door and let Selin in. Selin freezes when he sees three other employees who become his new team, but what makes Selin stunned is the existence of Bara who is there.

Selin stared at the place with eyes that looked at each other with Bara. It turned out that not only Selin was shocked, Bara felt the same way. She did not expect Selin to join the investigation team.

"Let's go in," said Raka who managed to disperse the Selin reverie.

Selin walked slowly and sat down and joined the others. Selin smiled wryly considering the habits of Bara who has not changed until now, which is his unique habit that is more comfortable doing something on the floor instead of on a chair and in front of a table like everyone else.

"Well, since everyone has joined, I'll explain why you're here. You are not here to laze but to find out the truth about something, after I checked the financial statements here I found embezzlement of funds that seemed to have been done very long by the perpetrator. So your job is to help me to check the reports that are in front of you, and find the real culprit. You gotit?" Said Bara with charisma that so radiated from his body.

"Eye sir," they said in unison.

"Let's start," take Bara and start taking the file in front of him.

Actually Bara just open the file it's origin because his view does not switch from Selin direction. There was gratitude as well as worry seeing Selin join in here, on the one hand he was happy because he could see Selin more often but on the other hand he was hard to forget Selin who certainly already had a new life that he could not enter.

Bara sighed heavily then got up to leave so that his employees were more comfortable. When Bara was out of the room the five employees breathed a sigh of relief and cheered happily. They immediately look for a position as comfortable as possible.

"Find the position as comfortable as possible, everyone to part 5 of the file if it is finished you can go home." Said Raka who instantly understood by everyone.

Selin drifted in his busy search for strange things in his report. Maybe Selin's job is quite heavy compared to others because he has to check the financial statements which is certainly not easy. Because he was too busy with his work he did not realize that his other colleagues had left the room one by one.

Bara who had been waiting outside returned to the room he thought all employees had finished doing their duties and went home. But when he opened the door his steps stopped when he saw Selin who was cool asleep on top of the pile of files he had been checking.

Barra sat next to Selin with a straight look at Selin who was fast asleep. Both Bara's hands were folded with his head leaning against the wall, slowly his eyes closed with a thin smile adorning his face. After a long time Bara was finally able to fall into a deep sleep without a heavy mind lodged in his head.

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