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Arnaf put a seatbelt on me, he turned the car back on, drove at high speed, I could feel a gust of wind so fast, I unconsciously grasped the seatbelt so firmly, I could feel the wind, Arnaf drives while occasionally looking at me from the windshield. Some time later he stopped, he opened my seatbelt pulled me down from the car, jammed into the forest, climbed a rocky hill, he pushed me into the sea from the top of a cliff, I let myself drown, I close my eyes, if it has to end then let it be, let it be, I am tired of receiving pain, what malik did 5thn then made my heart bleed, my soul feels dead, I endure only to get an answer, I endure only to get an answer, why did he do all this to me, now that I know everything, that reason once again makes my heart bleed, now not only my soul, my life will be gone, may you always be happy Arnaf you don't know what you're doing today is good.

I felt someone holding my hand pulling my body against my head, my lips touching something, I opened my eyes, I found Arnaf kissing me, he stole my first kiss in the water, he had ruined my dream, I tried to let go, but the grip was so strong, one hand held my head, and the other grabbed my waist, I unconsciously enjoyed it, it felt like my whole body was getting hot among the cold sea water.

he pulled me to the surface, I was so angry

“Arnaf Raizada, what are you doing?, why are you kissing me? “ my question with high tone

He smiled, then he grabbed me by the hand, I was so surprised, I thought he would kiss me again, but he turned my face west

“ stop talking, this is not the time, look at the sunset, very beautiful right?” ucapa arnap

For some reason I obeyed the word he said, I saw the sunset with the mega rays around it, I had never enjoyed the sunset above sea level was very beautiful, it was very beautiful,

The sun was already sinking, I also started to wake up

“Arnaf what are your plans, why did you kiss me earlier, what is all this?”

“I don't have any plans, let's swim to the shores”

I was very upset, he had ruined my dream, and did not answer my question, without realizing I was following his words, We swam to the shore,

“Arnaf what is this place?”

“ini is the project location of friendship”

“Arnaf, I'm freezing”

“Sit down, I will light a fire?, I will also look for food, you must report it?”

He lit a fire, caught a fish, and burned a fish, while I just sat by the fire, and watched him

“I don't know what your problem is, whatever it is listen to me, there is no time to go back as it used to be, be it friendship or relationship everything will change, you will be able to feel the beauty of this life if you can accept every change that comes with a roomy heart” said Arnaf while burning the fish caught

“Talking is easy, but reality is not that easy” I said while seizing fish that have been cooked burned

“Are you so hungry that you robbed such food, come close to the fire to dry your clothes, eat slowly, the fish is still hot, after all I will not take it” Arnaf said with a smile

We warmed up near the fire while enjoying the grilled fish, I kept thinking, what the man's head was about, why he always pissed me off. I walked a little away from the fire

For some reason I followed his words again, I lay on the white sand and looked up at the sky

“Arnaf ..”

“What?”

“We'd better go home, besides the round moon and stars scattered there are so many black clouds in the sky I think it will rain tonight”

Arnaf suddenly lay beside me

“ Do you really like to destroy people's pleasure, I just lay down and you take me home instead, tell me honestly, are you afraid of me? Or on yourself?Relax I won't eat you”

Not long after it rained, I said it but, he wouldn't listen, I got up from where I was lying, I looked around who knew there was a place to shelter, but he was still lying down

“Arnaf it rained and you're still lying down? My arnaf had just dried up and was now wet again with rain, the fire had also gone out, Arnaf did you hear me, why are you still lying down, you know better this place let's get up quickly, we find a place to shelter. Hi shitty guy, ya've been lying down I'll go,”

I kept talking, but he didn't respond to me, I was about to leave but Arnaf took my hand and stood up

“so romantic atmosphere now, want to dance with me?”

“Are you lost your mind, “

“if the problem is music, just relax I keep some music in my watch, I beg you, one song only”

I obeyed his wish, we danced in the rain on the beach, after the song ended Arnaf pulled me, we ran into the forest, I did not deny in the forest there was a settlement, he said, Arnaf took me into one house, he said that it was his house, he told me to take a warm bath, he also gave me a change of clothes, I felt like this was all prepared by him, when I finished I approached Arnaf who was lighting a fire in the fireplace, we sat in front of the fireplace while enjoying warm tea, we were talking indeterminate direction until we fell asleep, it ended already tonight, he said, it didn't feel like I had spent the night with him, it was almost dawn when Arnaf woke me up, he asked me to chase the sun, I didn't understand what he meant, but I followed him, we went out on a bike, we went out on a bike, we drove long enough, we stopped in one place, arnaf asked me to run up the hill, upon arrival there we sat under a shady tree on the edge of a cliff, at that time the sun had not even risen yet, he was serving the warm tea he had brought in a small flask, and a little biscuit, I didn't even realize what he was carrying, not long after the sun rose in the east of the city, what a magnificent view, I could see the whole city from the hills, the city view and the sunrise of the beautiful sun in addition to the cool, cool air, what a perfect morning.

The sun started high, the arnaf asked me back to the house,

When I passed the place again, I just realized, there are so many houses there but no one, there are only old-fashioned ethnic-style buildings that are shabby uninhabited, uninhabited, we drove around the place, arnaf showed me various places while explaining his work plan, I just realized there was only one house there that looked well maintained, the house of Arnaf. I wonder how the story goes, why this place became empty without residents..

“ Arnaf tell me why you're so good to me, in an instant you turn my pain into happiness, turn my tears into a smile, but on the other hand you also shatter my dreams”

“color you make my heart pound, but only in a dream, hahaha.”.

Arnaf I'm gonna choke you to death....