LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK

Mistakes

Inspector Akmal took me to the hospital for a check-up, the doctor said my leg was scratched by a bullet, the injury was not serious but the anesthetic in the bullet layer also hit my legs to make my leg muscles become limp so my legs will not be able to be used to walk in the next 3 hours, after hearing the doctor's statement I was angry at inspector Akmal, but he promised to be responsible for this situation,

“ Sir you're virtual friend, you helped me catch Basel but I don't even know what your name is?” akmal

“aku Arnaf Raizada, I came from S” country said Arnaf

“ oh yes Arnaf, what brings you here,”

“ I came to meet Mahirah, I heard from the news today he returned to the homeland” said Arnaf

“ Ehem...ehem... Is Mahirah making trouble with you also” Akmal said while mirroring me with the intention of teasing me

“ whatever my business with Mahirah it is not your business both” said Arnaf

Arnaf went out of the treatment room, for some reason from those three hours I felt Arnaf was jealous of Akmal, I didn't know this was just my feeling or he was jealous, anyway,

inspector Akmal was astonished to see Arnaf's strange demeanor, I told him that Arnaf did not know that I was Mahirah, I asked the inspector to drive me home, and he said, because I didn't want to be in the hospital any longer, he agreed and drove me home,

Upon arrival at the house of inspector Akmal asked me to enter the house, I was surprised to see Arnaf in my house, as well as Arnaf and their mother were surprised to see me

“ Glad what happened to you dear, your brother why what inspector made you like this, tell mommy not to be afraid? ” said mother in a panicked tone as she walked towards me, mother pulled my hand off the shoulder of inspector Akmal and pushed it away from me

“get away from my daughter” said mother in an angry tone

“ Mahirah” said Arnaf in surprise got up from his seat and walked up to me, he pulled me up and carried me into my room, he dropped me over the bed violently, then locked the door, he came back to me and cornered me at the end of the bed

“ You are Mahirah yaqzanah windarwan? Why don't you tell me, you lied to me by saying your name Maya why? Answer me switty” he said in an angry tone

I was shocked to hear Arnaf calling me switty, I pushed Arnaf's body away from me

“I didn't mean to hide it Arnaf, it's just that dad asked me to hide my identity if I wanted to study abroad”

“Malik, Mahirah what are you doing inside, why are you locking the door” shouted mother from outside the room

Arnaf opened the door, I was surprised that my mother called Arnaf by the name of Malik

“ Mom why mom calls him malik” my question

“ Because he is indeed Malik dear, right!.” said mother while staring at Arnaf

“what's going on now, if Arnaf is Malik then Malik is who, is he an adopted son who was made a shield by uncle Rai, if that's true then...Adriana.I've already punished the innocent, I have to correct my mistake, No I will take care of it tomorrow, it's already 3 in the morning, my left leg still hurts still can not be used to walk and I feel tired” I said in my heart

“ Blessed are you daydreaming? You hear mom or not?” mother says

“ I'm sorry mommy, my head is a little dizzy, was mom saying what?” say

“alah... Your head is dizzy, you need to rest, let's help you lie down, close your eyes, mom will come out, come on Malik” said the mother while covering me

Her morning.

I was getting ready to go to sports, my left leg was back to normal, although the scratch still hurt a little, I walked down the stairs, my mother came to stop my step, she said, I greeted my mother and I greeted me back, my mother forbade me to go to sports but I managed to convince my mother to let me go, and I also left, I wanted to run away from all the problems in my life, I ran as fast as I could, suddenly one of my bodyguards pulled my hand and stopped me, he said that my leg was bleeding, but I realized I was ignoring the pain in my leg, I bought and treated my wounds in front of the super market before going home because I didn't want to worry, I asked my bodyguard not to report this to mom, I came home with limp legs and gasping breath, and I was so scared, I went to the kitchen to get some water I saw Arnaf and mom was preparing breakfast

“ mom already said you can't exercise first why you're stubborn” said mom approached me, mom took a glass and place the water I was holding then poured water for me

“ Drink, son, you must force yourself,” Mom said while stroking my hair, I know from your breath panting, I looked at mom with a smile “ clean yourself, I know, and come down for breakfast” said mother

I nodded my head, I went back to my room and cleaned myself, after I finished the bath I called Frida and asked her where she was? And whether the task I sent him through the massage had been completed, I went down to the bottom running small on the stairs

“ Young miss” shouted a waiter

He came up to me and then he asked me to lift my left leg, mother and Arnaf came up to me in a hurry

“What's up? What's going on, son? “ says mom with worry

“foot bloody miss madam” said the waiter while making me sit on the chair

“ again” I said with a sigh

“what do you mean again? Waiter quickly get me the medicine box” said mother while removing my bandage slowly

“it don't need mistress I'm here, I'll treat it?” said Inspector Akmal

“Good of you here, hurry up here and treat my wound, I have to go” immediately

“ you can't go anywhere before your wound heals, this is command”

I watched Arnaf, he turned his face away, then went upstairs, I wondered if he didn't care about me, she said,

“ say one thing Miss CEO wound this is not because it was scratched by a bullet, after driving you I went to that place again, I saw bloodstains and blood-stained tissue in the corner of the room where you were held, this morning I received a report of your foot from the doctor, there's a deep hole under the bullet stroke, tell me what happened, when and how the wound was on your leg but we didn't notice it in the first place?” inspector Akmal said

Everyone looked at me anxiously, mother shed tears

“ do you really like to hurt yourself, if you do not love yourself at least remember I gave birth to you against death can not you live well for your mother, 5thn ago you slashed your own arm, and now you let your leg bleed, you know it would be very dangerous if you lost a lot of blood,” said the mother crying

“ before you hurt yourself again, you just take this mother off, you, because I can't watch you torture yourself like this” said the mother as she picked up the fruit knife on the table and gave it to me, I brushed off the mother's hand until it was thrown, I pulled my mother in my arms

“ mom what mom said, never think so, I love mom very much, mom need not worry, I've lived well, I've lived well, your daughter got hit by a nail while trying to escape from Basel, but Basel's mother had already treated my wound, she took care of me so I could walk normally without pain, which is why the inspector didn't see my wound”

My speech

Lukaku's been treated, inspector Akmal said he had a lot of work to do, frida said that everything I ordered was done, mother forbade me to leave, she said, so I asked her to go so she could know why I had to go. I told all the deeds of my fugitives in the country to my mother, how I played Malik to make him fall helpless, my mother was angry and I got a very loud earlobe as punishment, but I'm glad you said that she would help me atone for the sins I've committed without having to reveal the secret to anyone.

Adrianna... I cameing