LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK

He brought you back

I woke up in a field of flowers, I was walking towards a big road, the sun was so hot it turned pitch-black, everything was dark that I could not see anything, I started to feel scared, I felt scared, I screamed but my voice suddenly disappeared “someone help me, I don't want to be alone” the scream of a frightened heart, I heard the sound of a car from behind me, I heard the sound of a car, I ducked and closed my eyes for fear of being hit, but I heard the sound of the car stopping, slowly I opened my eyes, the light from the car lights dazzled my eyes, I closed my eyes with my hands, I watched from my fingertips a man get down from the car, he stretched out his hand and I grabbed him with a happy feeling, she said, I couldn't see her face but I could see her eyes were so warm and familiar....

“ Mahirah...Merciful....Merciful.... Honey let's get up quickly, the sun has risen, not only because it's Saturday you can laze” sound mother's voice

I opened my eyes, took a deep breath and smiled to see my mother in front of me, “it turns out I only dreamed” My words in my heart,

I washed my face and went to exercise, the weather today was so sunny,

🎶 do you ever feel like a misfit

Everithing inside you is dark and twisted

Oh but it’s okay to be different

Cause baby so am I🎶 heard my phone ringing, I thought who called me early in the morning and even then at the weekend it was from my mother,

I picked up the phone from mom, mom asked me to come home soon, mom's voice sounded panicked Did something happen?

I ran to the house because I was worried that something might happen, when I got home I shouted to my mother, a waiter told me that she was in the living room, I saw my mother sitting with her head down, I'm approaching mom soon

“ibu what happened?”

“ should be the mother who asked you, what happened Mahirah, why did the entire television channel announce your return this afternoon? What to say to mom “ said mom anxiously

“mom calm down, no problem whatsoever that I should worry about”

“ Mahirah true mother, there is nothing to worry about, she just makes herself bait to catch a high-class criminal who has been a fugitive for 5thn, he said, who killed 80 antique museum guards, which I said was not Mahirah” said Ali who suddenly appeared in my house

“apa? Thankful why you did it baby,” said mother while holding my cheek with both hands

“ Have you no love to father and mother” continued mother again

“ Sorry mom, I have no intention of hiding this from mom, it's just that I don't know how to say it”

“ Mother does not blame you for hiding this from mother, whose mother is concerned is you who make yourself as bait, “ said the mother while wiping her tears

Mom pulled me into the room and locked me up, mom kept me out of the house, I didn't know how to convince mom, not long after she opened my door, she looked at me and she looked at me

“You should be fine son, if anything happens to you I swear I will fire that inspector” whispered mother to me

Mother took me downstairs, and there was inspector Akmal, who didn't know what he was saying to me until she let me go with him,

We went to the airport in pretty good preparation, I've been wearing a GPS watch just in case, about 200 policemen were deployed across the international airport and most of the cops went undercover and mingled with me, reporters were ready to welcome me there, cctv camera was already there, honestly I was nervous, I felt nervous, Zian gave the photos that had been hidden from inspector Akmal from the photo, finally the face of the criminal was revealed,

‘I really can't believe anyone is crazy about me like, if only Arnaf were..wait first what I just thought’ I said in my heart.

It was about time, I was getting ready in my position, the earphones were active, I walked out of the airport, as if I had just arrived that day, the crowd of reporters immediately confronted me, I paused for a moment and answered their questions,

I turned my face to see who was talking, I saw a man with a mask and a black hat coming out of the airport,

“ inspector clock direction 12” says

I saw the policemen chasing after the man, but suddenly someone pulled my mask off, I turned around and ducked, someone pulled my hand and asked me to run, we ran quite far from the airport, I asked him to stop because I was tired, I thanked him when he turned around, I was surprised because it turned out that the man who asked me to run was the man who was wanted since 5thn ago,

“ criminals here, then who they pursue” I said in my heart

I took a step back then ran, the man kept chasing me, because he kept running while looking back, I hit a man, I almost fell down but the man held my body, he held my waist, he held my waist, and my hands were holding onto her, my wits stopped when I looked beautifully into her eyes, it felt like it was paralyzing my soul, she stole my attention, I didn't know if what I saw was real, I didn't know if it was real, or just my delusion because I missed Arnaf too much, he made me stand up slowly, without thinking I immediately hugged him tightly, with breath gasping I whispered the word longing

“ I miss you Arnaf”

She returned my embrace, she called me very tightly and said

“ Bawdy girl, I miss you too, why did you leave without saying anything, would a friend do that? ”

Hearing those words I realized, that the man I hit and hugged, that man was really Arnaf, I was neither dreaming nor fantasizing, I tried to get out of his arms but he pulled me back into his arms,

“your presence again makes me tired to think will this just be an endless escape” I said in my heart

The criminal pulled me away from Arnaf, he grabbed me while pointing a gun to my waist behind my cardigan

“Arnaf help me, this man is a criminal” I said in my heart

“ why do you hug someone's future wife carelessly” said the criminal then took me away from Arnaf, occasionally I turned and saw Arnaf, Arnaf, I hope by doing this Arnaf will understand that I don't want to go with him,

I was taken to a building, into a room, he tied me to a chair, I had to think of a way to break away, I wouldn't be able to fight him, I wasn't stronger than him, there's only one way.

“ Mr. hades what do you want why you terrorized me like this, you said if I came back you would stop but why do you want to run your promise” I said helplessly

“ mr. hades, my name is not hades my name is basel”

I let out a breath

“ why didn't you say from earlier, if you're not lord hades I don't have to fear you (i smile) mister basel why you scared me like this, you caught me and hurt me, my hands hurt in rope, this rope is very rough, if you want to scratch me then tie it with a cloth, I beg” I said gently

“ are you in pain?, I'm sorry to hurt you, I'm afraid you'll run away from me like I did

He opened the rope that tied my hand and was about to tie me with a scarf, I whispered to him that I would not run anywhere, I said that he was handsome where maybe I wasted and ignored a handsome man like him, he draped the shawl that he was going to use to tie me to my neck, he menguruan his intention to tie me, he, I held my wrist and realized the watch on the GPS set had slipped out of my hand, as she looked at me I said that my favorite watch was gone somewhere, somewhere, for a moment I felt that this criminal was very strange, he looked like a good person, I wondered if he had really killed 80 people, or if he really did judge me, until she treated me so well, she took me out of the room, I took her hand and I saw there were so many beautiful antique jewels, she told me the history of the jewelry one by one, he also told me how he could get the jewels, from the story I could understand that he was more cruel and cunning than I thought. I can only praise him for surviving him, I think if he knew I was pretending he was going to eliminate me, I should pretend to be interested in him until inspector Akmal comes. If he doesn't come until tomorrow morning I swear I'll eliminate him

For some reason I suddenly felt sleepy until I yawned in front of him, he smiled and asked me to sleep, he took me to the room again, then he left after seeing me lying down and closing my eyes, I knew because I wasn't really sleeping, I got out of bed and checked to see if there was a way out of the place, the door was locked, all the windows were iron fences, the glass I can break but how can I pass through this window iron fence, I hear the sound of wind channels above the room,

“ Mahirah calm down, it might just be cockroach” I said talk to myself

But the sound was getting louder, I was sure there was a big mouse in it, I went back to bed, lay down and pulled the blanket, I hid under the blanket because I was afraid, I heard the sound of falling objects, I heard the sound of falling objects, or maybe the rat fell, I felt something at my feet, I think the rat really fell, should I scream?