LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK

Wandering the world

Dad sent a woman named Frida whose age is not much different from me, she is only one year older than me, I feel something is not right, I asked my father to give me a technical supervisor position as far as I knew it didn't require an assistant, I called my father to reposition my position at the office, and dad said I'd take the position I wanted.

I said goodbye to my mother and went to the office with Frida, along the way Frida said my schedule today started with attending a meeting at the seminar building to greet me, the meeting will be attended by shareholders, board of commissioners, board of directors, finance managers, subsidiary leaders, etc, deputy director and all the important parts of the company will also be present to invite me to join the company, I feel more awkward, I realize I am the purti of the company owner but this is too excessive, I know, when he got there, Mr. Ritwan who is a member of the board of directors and vice father welcomed me and immediately took me to the meeting place, everyone who was sitting simultaneously stood up and greeted me, since everyone had gathered, Mr. Ritwan opened the meeting by introducing me as the new Technical Supervisor, everyone present looked surprised to hear the announcement, the members of the board of directors refused me the position, they said before I moved to college I worked well as a CFO (Ciep Financial Officer) how my position was then down to Tachnical Supervisor, they insisted on forcing me to become CEO (Chief Executive Officer), everyone agreed with the board of directors I could do nothing but agree to it,

After the meeting I called my father to tell him about the matter, and this is why I sent Frida as my assistant, dad as chairman of the board of commissioners and the highest shareholder can put me in and give me a position but in the end the one who decides is the board members, dad has predicted what will happen, he said, I asked to step down from my post but they wanted me to step up, to be honest I didn't have confidence but dad said I just had to work well, the rest leave it up to time and circumstances, and I did that.

Days passed and I was just busy with a pile of my work, I was trying to run away from my own feelings, I was focused on my work so I didn't have time to keep thinking about Arnaf, sometimes I still remember him.

“Nona I heard HRD has got someone to fill in the Technical supervisor” said Frida suddenly entered my room with a rush

“ just a month you work with me but you've been acting” I said

“ this time what's my fault miss?” he said with a gloomy face

“ You forgot to knock on the door again,”

“ sorry miss I'm in a hurry because I think this news must be important for you” he said

“ This news is not important to me, but it's also good that you said it, now tell me do you bring the profile of the new employee?” ask while looking at him

“ miss why you need the profile of the new employee, he will come later, you can find out everything directly, that's good right!” he said while lifting the halis

“ I only dress miss, of course I bring her” he continued

I asked him to put the new employee's profile on the table and asked him to leave, seeing his cheerful attitude and often acting silly just to make others smile, and also the innocence that I like to see myself in the past, I used to also often act silly just because I do not like to see others sad, because I do not like to see others sad, I used to be happy just because of the little things, but that was, somehow it felt like happiness was reluctant to get close to me.

because of frida's attitude I daydreamed until I didn't realize my ballpoint pen came out of my hand, I searched around the table but I couldn't find me looking down the table, there was a person opening the door and then entering, I knew who entered my room without knocking on the door, who else if not frida, ignorant thoughts flashed through my head, I would hide under the table, frida will definitely look for me outside, let her look for me until she gets tired

“ Miss is not in her room, it looks like she is out, I will look for her” sounds frida

“good frida go find me until you're tired” I said inwardly

“ Miss Frida wait, I just heard about it from my friend, I want to know what Miss Mahirah is?” the voice of a man

“ She is an example of the perfect woman but she is also very cruel if you make a mistake you will be finished by her, do you know, she is also very cruel,

I quietly came out of my hiding place and stood behind him

“really, then do you think he will forgive you these words” I said

The man gave the code with his eyes on Frida but he didn't notice it and just kept talking

“Of course he'll forgive me, you know why, because he's afraid of me”

The man just nodded, Frida turned around and looked at me, she looked surprised to see me behind her

“ No missus, I'm just talking about lizards, I said lizards are afraid of me, missus from anywhere? I've been looking for miss since.” he said in a panic

“ you call me cicak”

“no miss where might I dare”

“ do you think I'm deaf frida, I didn't go anywhere, I was under the table to pick up my dropped pen and I heard everything, now go outside and stand on one foot in front of my room now” I said in an angry tone

Frida followed my words, she went outside and stood at the door with one leg, I spoke to the man Frida had brought in

“ Who are you”

“ Miss her..” saut frida from outdoor

“ What am I talking to you, pull your two ears with your hands crossed” I said angrily

“ You don't have to scold him until like that, My name is Akmal khan,”

Akmal khan, that name is no stranger to me, he is Zian's co-worker in the police force, I remember Zian once mentioned his name and praised him, he has good achievements and reputation in the police force.

I allowed Akmal to sit down, but I came out of my room, I approached Frida and asked

“Frida when will the new employee meet me?”

“ Thank goodness miss does not think the man is a new employee, it turns out I was anxious for no reason, miss the new employee will come after completing the formalities in the HRD” section

“ Take him to see Mr. Ritwan, I will send a message to Mr. Ritwan, go..”ucapku firmly.

I went back to my room and sat down with Akmal

“Sorry to keep you waiting, you are an inspector general of police, which I say is true! What business do you have with me”

“ can you help me miss”

“ what help do you want from me?”

“I want you to be my lover”

“Why?”