LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK

Cetita Flashback Arnaf 5th.

Arnap then looked at me and kissed my lips forcefully

“Do I look like I'm kidding switty?”

I shook my head and hugged her tightly, she whispered a word of love in my ear, I felt so happy that I shed tears,

“Basically you stupid girl, I so fucked you, why can't you realize it, I told you no, I can't leave you, I can't leave you, I'll teach you a lesson and this is a lesson from me Never forget this”

“Do you really like to play me”

“I didn't play you, I just didn't get to tell you that I love Maya, and you know that Maya is you, At first I thought I loved someone else, but I'm happy because it turns out the Maya I love is the woman I've loved for a long time, I'm happy because Mahirah and Maya are you”

“ How can this happen”

“ this is destiny and I love this destiny, switty Never leave me, promise me, I never say it, and today I will tell you, Mahirah Yaqzanah Windarwan I love you, I love you, Will you marry me?”

I nodded my head and said

“I also love you so much” we cuddle very long,

“Wait a minute, (my words while releasing his embrace) If you love me so much, why didn't you keep your promise 5thn ago?”

“ I keep my promise switty... I didn't lie to you, it's just.

“Tell me cote”

“Good... I went to F country to meet you, and proposed to you under the Tower of Love, because I was too excited I left 2 days before, after arriving there, I went to the hotel to put my things, I was so excited, I go shopping all day, I look for clothes for me to wear and gifts for me to give you, the next day I go to the salon to tidy up my appearance, I want when you see me you will be enchanted, you will be fascinated, after coming home from the salon I realized someone was following me, I managed to outwit him, I thought I managed to get away from him, the next day, I was preparing to meet you in neat clothes, a bunch of flowers in my hand and a gift, I saw you in beautiful bridal attire behind me, I walked over to you, before I could meet you there was someone behind me, when I realized I was in a barn with my legs and hands tied to a chair, I tried to escape but to no avail, I saw a child lying on the floor unconscious, I tried to wake her up to ask her for help, when she woke up, she was crying, I saw her face covered in bruises, I asked her what happened to her, and she said, she was looking for her mother who left her with her father, but she found her mother was gone, he tries to find out what happened to his mother and he learns the fact that it was his father who eliminated his mother, when he asks his father he was beaten, he is dragged to the barn, he is dragged to the barn, it looks like she was beaten to a faint, I told her if she helped me get out of there, I would help her too, and she agreed”

“ cote who's the kid?”

“ The boy was named Rifay, he helped me untie and we ran off together, but the man was chasing us both, he managed to catch Rifay and when he was about to beat Rifay I tried to fight him until I was seriously injured, Rifay who saw my head covered in blood ran away from me, I thought he was a traitor but before long he came back with a knife, he pulled the man and then stabbed him so many times that he was gone, after that I no longer know what happened, suddenly my world became very dark, when I woke up I realized I was losing my sight, at that time I thought that maybe I would lose you forever, I could not accept my flawed self, therefore I never told you, nor tried to call you, then uncle came to me, he said, he said he'd take you to see me but I told my dad and Uncle Wantar not to tell you what happened, I let you hate me, she said, back then I thought it would be better if you hated me, because if you could accept my flawed self, I couldn't accept that, I didn't want you to get a disabled man like myself”

“ Everything that happened forced us apart baby, you know when I got out of the hospital, I asked about Rifay, dad said he was in jail for killing his own father, he said, at that moment I found out that the man who beat him and took us captive was his father, I asked him to release him from the punishment, because he did it to save me, and he helped me, he said, after getting out of prison Rifay became my friend, I asked my father to allow Rifay to stay with us and give his name to Rifai, but he strongly refused, I'm confused why you're acting like that, but you explained it to me, you told me that Rifay is actually my cousin, Rifay's mother is my father's sister, Grandpa and grandma don't allow aunt to marry uncle, aunty finally chose to elope, and from that time the father never met again with the aunt, until one day the aunt came in front of the father, grandmother and grandfather in a state of dying, not long after she died, after the aunt died, the grandmother was very sad to find her daughter tormented because of her own husband, until she fell ill, not long after the grandmother also died, and the grandfather also died, the successive deaths gave deep sorrow to my father, at that time I did not know anything, because I was in the dormitory, my father only reported the news by phone, he said, I was not allowed to go home because I was testing, despite knowing that Rifai was his nephew father could never accept it, because in Rifay flowing uncle” blood

“ cote do you know why your uncle is evil to you”

“Yes I know, grandfather gave all his property to Dad, uncle is very angry because of that, he thinks that he is also entitled to grandfather's property, because he is grandfather's son-in-law”

“ how can you know?”

“ mother who told me, what else do you want to know dear?”

“ Cote where Rifay is now”

“ You want to know? (i nodded my head) Rifay lived happily as Malik Raizada”

“Malik?”

“ I tried hard to persuade dad, finally dad agreed but he put forward the terms, Rifai had to give my name to Rifay and change my name, I don't know why dad did that, Rifai had to give my name to Rifay, even so me and Rifay don't mind at all,”

“I know why cote, because uncle does not want you to be hurt, if one day your uncle's sodara comes to get revenge you will stay safe while Malik will be doomed, your father made Malik a shield to protect you” I said in my heart

“Why do you daydream, what do you think”

“ I was thinking how can you see normally now?”

“I can see after 2 years, I just got an eye donor back then, I started looking for you when I could see again, I wish I could see you and apologize for what has happened, she said, although it was not purely my fault but you must have been hurt, when I came to your house you were no longer there, I was very sad at that time, but I was very happy to find you again, bad things have happened between us, whether it's how many tears we let out, now let's make our happy story.

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