LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK

What's wrong with Malik?

The days continued to change, I saw that neither Arnaf nor Malik were heard discussing Mahirah, both of whom were busy with their respective work, my heart felt relieved but also scared as if something bad was going to happen, I hope this is not a time of calm before the storm.

“ Maya what do you see?, are you paying attention to Mr. Arnaf, he is handsome but it will be difficult to get it, he already has a lover and he is a loyal man” said Ezzah

“I didn't notice anyone, oh yeah does Mr Arnaf have free time?” Much

“ Are you going to ask the young master out?”

“ haha.. do you really think that way? Yes I would like to ask her out on the project site, Mr. Rai asked me to see how far our planning has gone on the field, but he said I should take the handsome young master to”, I said, pointing to Arnaf's room

“This handsome guy has no time miss” saut Arnaf

I was surprised to hear his voice, whether from when he was standing at the door, no matter how much he had heard, my hand pointing at him was still not lowered, Arnaf lowered it and said,

“ You can ask Malik to drive you, I can't” said Arnaf

suddenly Malik came and pulled Arnaf out of his room, they talked while occasionally glancing at me, I know for sure, although I could not hear the conversation but I was sure they were talking about me, I know, after they finished talking they came up to me, looking at me strangely, Malik suddenly said

“Arnaf is busy, I will replace him to go with you, we will go this afternoon, now you go home and prepare the items you will bring, we will stay 2 nights, we will stay, if dad asks just tell him you left with Arnaf”

What they talked about and what happened I didn't really understand, I wanted to call Ali to tell me everything, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to do, if I had thought I was 5 years dependent on Ali and Zian, I kept troubling them, I should have started thinking to myself, but I'm not sure because these thoughts sometimes betray me, if I follow my heart, maybe I'll get hurt again,

the day seemed to go so fast when I thought a lot, I went home to prepare the clothes I had to bring, ah yes my makeup, toiletries, toiletries, the files I had to bring were all ready, I called Malik he said he was going to pick me up, somehow my heart kept feeling restless, not long after Malik came to pick me up, we went to the project site, we went, all the way we just kept quiet, occasionally he glanced at me making me not feel comfortable ‘if he wants to invite me to talk why not just talk’ muttered me. The journey felt so long because when I went with Arnaf I did not pay attention to the journey.

Finally we got there, when I first entered I felt like I was in a different place, maybe because some places had been renovated, Malik parked his car in front of the house, since it was dark we decided to rest, I went in the room, took a shower and got ready for bed, as I pulled my blanket

‘tok..tok..tok...’ sound of the door being knocked.

I opened the door and it turned out to be Malik

“ada what Malik” Tanyaku.

Malik barged into the room, looked back and forth, watched every corner of the room even check the windows, then he sat on the bed and sighed, I approached him and sat down next to him

“What are you doing, Mr Malik? What are you looking for? Much

“ I just make sure this place is clean and no insects will disturb your rest” he said in a calm tone

“ is the room clean? Are there insects? If there is nothing else please leave, I want to rest” I said gently

Malik left my room.

Next day.

Malik took me around, why did Malik keep watching me or maybe it was just my feeling, I started to grow angry

“Malik what's wrong with you?” ask me firmly

“ nothing maya” he replied casually

After saying that I was more sure that if it was all just my feelings, I separated myself from Malik whether he realized it or not, I did not care.

‘ 🎵do you ever feel like a misfit...

everithing inside you is dark and twisted...

oh but it's okay to be different...

cause baby so am I🎵' My phone sounds

Oh it turns out from Ali, I talked to Ali while checking and writing the survey report I was surprised when Ali asked me to have an affair with Malik, I don't know what was on his mind, but I'm not going to do that, I also said it out loud to Ali.

“Maya..Mayanist..Maya.”

I heard screaming calling me in the middle of the noise of construction, I saw my surroundings but I saw no one but the workers who were busy with their work, was this just my feeling.

“Maya..Mayan...Maya.”

“Wait a minute, if I hear that voice again then this is not my feeling.”

“Maya...Mayan...Mayan...May

“you go where I am, do you not know if I am worried, listen maya whatever happens do not disappear from my sight” he said with a worried tone while calling me

I felt so angry, I broke away from her embrace and slapped her.

“Are you lost your mind Malik, who gave you the right to call me, “ My words in a high tone

I was about to leave Malik but Malik took my hand,

“Maya, forgive me” he said

“let me Malik”

“where are you going?” tannya

“I want to go back to hotel” replied me

"what about our work" said Malik

"i'm done looking, I'll make a report at the hotel alone, if you still have work please, I'll go home alone" I said with an angry tone

“I will take you, I will take you and I will take you,” he said

“I can go home by myself” I said

I don't know what he was thinking, he just kept following me, I went home to pick up my things, I came out in anger and said I was going home by myself,I was so angry that I was reluctant to sit in the car with him, but I was also confused how I could go home, actually what happened to Malik, why it was so strange, without talking he left, he left, then he came with his car, without talking he pulled me into the car, he forced me to sit in the back seat of his car

“Be quiet and sit quietly, you come with me I know you're still angry but let me drive you home too” he said gently

I was sitting in the car with a sour face, he was driving without saying a word, every now and then he looked at me from the glass, every once in a while he looked at the glass as well, I wondered what he saw, I looked back and there was only one bike following us, and that was Dad's man's bike, and Malik knew that guy was following us, and what he was doing, he said, I told you not to follow me closely and make people suspicious, I sent a message to Ali, but Ali said everything would be fine.

Upon arrival at the hotel I went down the door of the hotel while Malik was still following me, when I arrived at the reception I saw Adriana crying, she looked at me and Malik, she looked at me, I ignored him and was about to leave because I did not want to interfere in other people's domestic affairs, but Malik stopped me, he held my hand, I let go of his hand but he took my hand again and stood up

“ I told you, don't disappear from my sight” said Malik in a high tone

I tried to let go of her hand but she clasped too firmly, Adriana approached us, she tried to let go of Malik's hand, but she also failed.

“What are you doing Malik, let go of my hand” I said in a soft and angry tone

“Malik let go of his hand, do you not feel ashamed after cheating behind me, you will cheat in front of me also” Adriana said in a high and angry tone

“Checking? Malik are you cheating behind Adriana's back? And what does it mean to cheat in front of him?” say

“don't pretend to be holy in front of me Maya, you've been cheating on me with my husband, and now you're pretending not to know anything” Adriana said

“ what did you say Adriana, I cheated with your husband? That will not happen Adriana” I said in a calm tone

Malik just kept quiet and it made me even more upset

“ Malik release my hand I said,” I said firmly

Malik let go of her hand, but she just kept quiet without saying anything and it pissed me off

“ What are you doing Malik? Why do you just shut up and not talk, talk , say something, tell him that there is no relationship between us” I said firmly

“ nothing to do you say, then why did you go out of town with my husband, even you stayed there ” saut Adriana

“ I went to the project location with him for work no more” said I tried to convince him

“ jobs? What job made you stay in my husband's room and cuddle in the middle of the road” Adriana said in a tone of disbelief

I was surprised by what Adriana said while Malik just kept quiet, I felt even more annoyed to hold both of Malik's shirt collars while asking him to talk.

“why do you listen to him maya, forget what he said, I will explain everything to him later the most important thing now is you” said Malik calmly

“what you said Malik, are you not sane, actually what happened to you until you were more concerned with me than your own wife” I said firmly

“ you said he was more important than me right! then well malik, and you're Maya, you're a beautiful woman, you can get anyone why should you take my husband?”

“I am a beautiful woman, I can get anyone including your husband, why not? I hate it so much, I took it from you to destroy it.......