LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK

what happened? So Am I's

Luciana shook Malik's hand and Malik kissed his hand, from which I knew that Malik idolized Luciana, she looked like a child who had just gotten a new toy. They ignored me talking like an old friend who just met, this is so annoying, what Luciana said

“Malik you are a land crocodile... I want you to come after me, and leave your wife” Is she aware of what she's saying, I know she likes to joke, but she says it, I'm sure there's a plan behind her arrival, I know, whatever it is, the problem will come to me as well, but what's with Arnaf I feel like he's so different after coming back from F country, he's been a little quiet, he didn't ask me to fight either.

Arnaf left my room, I went to follow him

“Arnaf, you're fine”

“i'm fine, I'm just tired” he said

I let him go and back in my room, Malik and Luciana were gone, I tried to contact Luciana but her phone was left in my room, I let them and continued my piled up work.

Slowly my work was done, time was getting dusk, I was about to go home but I remember tomorrow I had to go to college during the day I probably wouldn't be able to come to the hotel, I thought, if my work today is not finished then tomorrow will accumulate again, I think to solve it first before going home, one by one the files are finished I do, just one more file, this is a new project file, this is a new project file, the report about the renovation of the art building, when I went to the location I have not seen the art building, I forgot about it because of Malik's strange attitude, what should I do?, what?, I was thinking of asking Arnaf to take me to the location for a while but when I went to Arnaf's room, he might have gone home, Malik? She wasn't in her room either, I was about to call Luciana but I remember her phone was on me, she didn't see me anymore maybe she was busy working, she said, I called Zian but he said he was outside doing his job, I remember Zian once said if I needed a car I could use his car, I went in Zian's room and got his car keys, he said, it's late but I keep going, I think it might be fun, after all I haven't driven far by myself in a long time, I have 2 bodyguards who always follow me, after all, I have no reason to worry or be afraid.

I drive in a sports car, tonight the moon shines brightly, the stars are scattered as if to light up the streets, I open the roof of my car, I drive very fast, he said, until the scarf I used to tie my hair flew into the air, the moonlight seemed to break through my unraveling hair, just let my sash disappear, I still had another, I thought

Upon arrival at the art building, I thought I would be alone but it turned out that the workers were there, I asked if they worked for the full 24 hours, he said, they say the work is done 24 hours full but the worker is split into 3 shifts.

I finished my work quickly, on my way home I saw the forest behind the cliff where Arnaf pushed me, I stopped my car, went into the forest, stood on the edge of the cliff, the sky was very beautiful, the view was very beautiful, as I looked down I saw Arnaf by the beach, lying on his car, whatever he was doing there, I decided to let him go and come back.

Next day

I went to the hotel to drop off the files I brought last night, I saw Arnaf's room but he didn't I asked Ezzah but he didn't know either, I saw Malik's room but he hasn't come either, I don't know what's going on right now, the two sisters aren't in his room either, but why should I care, I have to rush to campus, if I'm late the lecturer will get me out of class.

I arrived at the class on time, the lecturer held an impromptu quiz, I had no preparation for this quiz, but fortunately all the questions I could answer correctly, the class was over, I went to the library to return the books I borrowed,

“MY” Say someone...

“oh maya” saysku

“you used my name to live peacefully, I want to know how you are” he said with a smile

“I'm fine, thanks for that time” said I

“I will quit college and be sent to another country, I owe you what I have to do to repay your kindness maya”

“mm... Help me to take care of the student orientation, can you?” heed

“ very good maya, when your life is destroyed you try to rebuild with new things, I have no problem with you MY, I, but I suggest you don't make friends with petty people like” Shanti said as she passed us

“ isn't he Shanti, your friend, I see you guys are always together but now”

“ a friend will not betray MY, it is not important that you want to help me or not?” maya

“with 3 conditions, first accompany me to eat, I am very hungry, do you want?”

Maya agreed to accompany me to eat, we went to the cafeteria and ordered food, and ate together, she paid for my food too, it seemed like she was a good person, she said, after he finished eating he asked me what the 2nd and 3rd condition was for me

“ The 2nd you have to tell me your problem?”

“well, actually me and Shanti have been friends since the orientation period, we became friends since then, in addition to getting a friend I also got a lover named Davit, you will not know him, you will not know him, because he went to law school, I know shanti and Davit go together a lot but recently I found out that Shanti and Davit were in a relationship behind my back, I broke up with Davit because he was unfaithful, I don't want to be friends with Shanti anymore because she took my lover, I can't work with Shanti anymore I want to fire her from the organization but even though I'm the chairman I can't do it, he didn't do anything wrong as a member, honestly I approached you because the other friends were away from me they thought I was a petty person trying to fire Shanti because she was dating Davit, I feel lonely without friends, I think I feel what you feel so we can be friends”

“not only do you feel what I feel, I also feel what you feel, not just so my friend will also help you, too, and the 3rd condition you have to obey all my orders, the orientation period lasts 1 week, right?

You have to obey my orders during that time, how? You agree! Or..”

“aku agrees” says maya

I thanked him for his words and said goodbye, I asked him to come to my house tomorrow, I agreed to petrify Maya not because I felt sorry for what happened to her, but because of Shanti's words “ when your life was destroyed you tried to rebuild with new things” these words gave me a different spirit, hearing those words I felt I found myself who was lost, I felt, I who have destroyed betrayal.

I called Uncle Rai to ask his permission, because I wanted to do something new that I had never done, take care of orientation time whether it would be fun or tiring, or troublesome or maybe all three!.

“what happened, did I fall in love again... My heart was pounding so hard, my world seemed to stop when I looked into his eyes, everything became silent,,,,