LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK

Father and Memories...

Next day.

This morning is so beautiful, it is a pity to start with a farewell, it is time, madam hesti will leave and I will definitely miss her a lot, I drove madam hesti to the airport, I will take her to the airport, I cried in the arms of mistress Hesti like a child that her mother was about to leave behind, for some reason I could not hold back my tears, I did not feel like taking them off

“Hesti , maya, until when will kaliang cuddle and forget the people around” heard the voice of father

I took off my arms with mistress hesti and turned to hug father.

“Dad.. I miss you” I said

“Liar...if you miss me you will call me often. My girl yamg naughty” saut father

We're taking away mistress hesti

“Windar..” call uncle Rai while waving...

“Rai.. “ said father while hugging uncle.

“I'm glad to see you here buddy,” said uncle Rai

“I am also happy to see you, it has been a long time we do not chat, do you have a minute” said father

“Dad,,, why did you ignore me.. What uncle is more important than father's own daughter, really unfair” I said spoiledly

“Since when did you turn into a jealous girl? “ says dad

“I'm just kidding, I'll go to college, see you dad, see you uncle”

I left my father and uncle, but my curiosity brought me back, I wanted to know what they were talking about, I saw my father and uncle sitting in a cafe by the window, I went up to them and sat under the window, listening to what they were talking about

“genesis 5thn then should not have happened, if maybe I want our child back in a relationship” said uncle Rai

“you're right, I'm expecting the same thing, but I don't want to force them, we better not interfere in the affairs of the children, let them choose their own path. The events of 5thn ago were part of an inevitable destiny, even so I am happy because our friendship is unshakable, how is malik?”

“windar, there's something I want to tell you, which I haven't had time to tell you 12 years ago, I adopted a son, the boy's son danin , malik kept pushing me and finally I made him a shield for my son, I know what I did was not good, but I had no other choice, I could only think of this,”

I was surprised to hear Uncle Rai say that, even more surprised when I saw Arnaf and Malik approaching me, on the one hand I still wanted to listen to the conversation of Rai's father and uncle, they were getting closer, and on the other hand, they were getting closer, I rushed up to them and pulled them away from the cafe, I didn't want them to see my father, I didn't want anyone to block my way to my destination. Both Malik and Arnaf they can't know who I really am.

“Why are you here?” much

“We want to say goodbye to mistress hesti, but it looks like we came late” replied malik

“ we saw you sitting on the corner of the cafe floor, so we approached you, tell me? What are you doing there” said Arnaf

“I didn't do anything, I just followed a handsome guy, I intended to ask him to get acquainted, but it seems like he already has a lover” answered me with a smile

“good perverted woman” said Arnaf

“again.... Why do you always call me a perverted woman?, sucks “ I said cutting off Arnaf's words while stepping ahead of them

“ Do you want to see miss Maya? Let us take you” said mr. malik

“I can go alone Mr. Malik, thank you for your offer” I said as I waved

I walk down the airport road, I'm lazy to go to college, but I also don't know where I should go and what I'm going to do, I can't overtime, I can't, if I had gone back, I might have left...

‘Tid..Tid...Tid..” the sound of a mobol horn

“Well Miss Maya let us take you? “ said Malik

“ Well if you insist, I want to go to the UK” campus

I got in the car, this might be my chance to find out the contents of Malik's head,

On the way I asked Malik if he had any childhood friends and what he thought of the promise made in those days, I was surprised that he said that his childhood was so bleak, how could such a beautiful memory for me be so bleak for him, plus, saying that promises made in childhood are not important because they will change with time, for him, mass is only a part of the journey of life that must be left behind, like a beautiful ex lover when becoming a lover but must be thrown away when becoming an ex, and,,

I needed time to say I was okay, but every word hurt me, the one who couldn't see deep in my eyes, who couldn't hear far from my heart, this is not true, how can I hope when reality gives me no hope,

On the other hand Arnaf who is always annoying it makes me amazed, he said that promises are still promises, promises must be kept, whether the promise is said in childhood or when he was an adult, he said,

Somehow Malik feels foreign to me now, he is different from the 8-year-old boy I gave as my 5th birthday present.

Indirectly I get the answer to my question from the incident 5thn ago...

Sighing.close eyes...

I tried to get some peace for the open heart wound back

“Maya..Mayan... Build”

My eyes refused to open to hear the sound of malik

“Hai perverted woman wake up... It's already up campus”

My eyes opened wide at Arnaf's voice, the guy sucks

I opened the door and went straight out, I ran away from the car because I could no longer hold back my tears.it seems I still hold a love for malik,, I want to ignore it, I want to ignore it, I want to forget why it was so hard...

“Maya... What happened?” ali said

“Ali tell me, how long have we known each other,”

“6thn, we've been friends since 6thn ago, tell me maya, what happened? Who hurt you?”

I can't say anything to Ali, the pain is too much, Ali then hugged me, the embrace was warm, made me feel better, she said,

“Ali I want to go home and rest in friendly, I feel not good”

“Maya I came all the way from country F because I miss you, let me take care of you today, because tomorrow I have to go back” said ali

I allowed him to be by my side...

Arnaf hit Ali when he saw me crying while talking to Ali...