LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK

Who is he?

Next day.

I try to act like I don't know anything, honestly I'm very curious about what's going on, but it's not good to interfere in other people's affairs, especially madam hesti has been so good to me, she said, I was thinking maybe mistress Hesti would tell me if I should know, or maybe God would tell me...

I went out with a cheerful smile, down the plantation road to campus, I saw the plantation employees were chatting, ignorant thoughts just flashed by, opportunities would be lost if the ignorant thoughts were not done.

I walked slowly closer to them, for a moment I was silent because I heard those who were talking about the planned departure of lady hesti, I turned around and returned home

“ lady hes... Lady hes... Lady hes where are you?” call me with a loud voice

“ Basic you brat, don't you have to go to college? Why did you come back”

“Mrs hes tell me what happened? I heard the workers say that you were leaving, and last night I heard you handed over all the estates to the young master, why did I feel you were leaving for good”

My words, unknowingly took out everything I was trying to hide

“You eavesdropped on my conversation last night? “ asked with a surprised face

“ well brat, go to college now, I'll explain to you when you get home, if you don't leave now you'll be late, you'll be late, if you get kicked out of class you know what's going to happen next” he said as he pushed me out of the house

“ Well madam hes, I'll leave now, I hope you don't renege you” replied as she walked away from home

I went to college as usual, the lessons were boring, the friends who would rather gossip than study, I was always left alone on campus, they said I was boring, sometimes I also feel that what they say is true, how else do I feel that books are more honest than humans, not only honest books also always make me curious, that's what I always say whenever someone asks me why I'd rather learn than play with friends.

I honestly always felt lonely... What else could my father put so much pressure on my life...

Time passes quickly, it's already late afternoon if I don't get home in time madam hesti will lecture me again...

I closed the book and rushed home, as I walked on the prairie I saw a man lying there, I approached him and noticed him, who was he? Come from where? I don't know, she's sleeping or fainting, why isn't she awake? Did he not feel that I was here, I surrounded his body and kept watching him, as I passed one leg, I suddenly stumbled and fell right on top of his body, my face was right above his, the man opened his eyes, the face was expressionless, it opened my eyes wide, slowly he raised his hand, he put his index finger on my forehead and slowly removed me from the top of his body.

“hai miss, it's still afternoon, I know I'm charming, but I'm not interested in a perverted woman like you” she said arrogantly and a slight smile at the tip of her lips

“You're not interested in me, but just keep watching me, you even jump on my body? “ said the man in a tone of disbelief, making me very upset

“I did notice you, but I didn't jump on your body, “ I replied

“ Forget it, who are you ? Why are you lying here?” much

“who am I? Why am I lying here?,, I'm just me, I'm lying here feeling tired

“You can't be here sir, do you know whose plantation this belongs to? This plantation belongs to the young master, do you know the young master is very... If he finds out you're lying here you'll get in big trouble” I said

“It looks like you are very close to young master?” ask her with a wry smile

“Of course,, so you better get out of here,” I replied firmly

“Then call the young master of this plantation owner here, I want to see, what he will do when he sees me lying on his plantation” he said against me

I left the man with an annoyed face, without me realizing I had reached home, without realizing I had been talking to myself all the way, I don't know how many people saw and thought I was weird.

When I saw mistress Hesti drinking tea in front of the house, I approached her, I told her what happened, but mistress hesti did not believe me, he just thought I was sleeping somewhere and dreaming, to convince mistress hesti that what I said was not a dream I couldn't tell her that I fell on that man, she said, so I pulled him out into the fields to show him the truth,

Arriving at the field, the man disappeared somewhere, mistress hesti smiled and invited me back home, I know the meaning of the smile on the face of mistress hesti signifies what she did think was true, it is true, but I can't do anything, though,

I wonder that annoying guy who's lying down goes kenama? He was challenging me with a withered face, but when I came back why wasn't he around?, was he afraid of the young master?

Who exactly is he?

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