LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK

is this true?

Akmal khan, that name is no stranger to me, he is Zian's co-worker in the police force, I remember Zian once mentioned his name and praised him, he has good achievements and reputation in the police force.

I allowed Akmal to sit down, but I came out of my room, I approached Frida and asked

“Frida when will the new employee meet me?”

“ Thank goodness miss does not think the man is a new employee, it turns out I was anxious for no reason, miss the new employee will come after completing the formalities in the HRD” section

“ Take him to see Mr. Ritwan, I will send a message to Mr. Ritwan, go.”.

I went back to my room and sat down with Akmal

“Sorry to keep you waiting, you are an inspector general of police, which I say is true! What business got you here?”

“ can you help me miss”

“ what help do you want from me?”

“I want you to be my lover”

“Why?”

“color you make me unable to sleep well and eat quietly”

“I do know who you are, and you may be, but didn't we just meet and talk today”

“ what I have to say, miss is so beautiful that any man who sees can fall in love with you”

He said it in a displeased tone, I felt his words and attitude were the opposite, he was praising me but his way was insulting me.

I heard a noise outside, Zian barged in and Frida followed him

“Sorry miss I tried to prevent her from entering”

“Nothing Frida, go and get three cups of tea”

Frida went to get us a drink, I gestured to Zian as if I said “ sit here with me” Zian understood my gesture and sat down beside me

“I don't know what Mr. Akmal has said, but whatever it is you can't agree” Zian said as he sat next to me

“I expected it, you've known everything for a long time Zian, but I don't understand why when there's an easy way you choose a difficult path” said Akmal

“Enough, tell me what really happened? If not go from here” I said

“Zian tell him” Akmal said

Zian just kept quiet and shook his head, Akmal looked at Zian as if forcing him to tell a story but Zian did not budge in the slightest

“ well, listen to me Mahirah, there is a thief who admires you, I want you to publish our relationship so that the thief comes to me” Akmal said confidently

“ Hahahahaa... Are you kidding inspector, if catching criminals as easy as that there is no point in having a lot of policemen”

“you are right Mahirah, I totally agree with you” Zian said with a faint smile

“of course it won't be easy but you have no other choice, if you don't agree with me I'll put you in jail, you know young lady buying brain blood clotting drugs is the same as buying haram” stuff, Akmal said

“ Hah...(sighs) Do you not know who you are threatening?” say

“I know, very well know Miss Mahirah Yaqzanah windarwan, I know with certainty a little help from you will be able to make me catch a classy criminal like me” Akmal said

Akmal just smiled and didn't say anything, and neither did Zian, I thought if I helped inspector Akmal there was a chance that my face would be exposed to the media and I didn't want that to happen, but if I don't help her, you'll probably know what I did to Adriana, I don't know what to do, is there no other way?

Frida came into my room with three cups of tea

“ Jeez this world is very strange, an actress returned to the homeland alone to be hot news, ahh, do not know what the person wearing the mask is really an actress or her assistant, ckckck...” said Frida while laying tea

“ You said what frida”

“ Miss, actress named Aditya returned to F country this morning, the news spread to become hot news”

“ I do not have to be your lover, I think I can imitate the style of Aditya”

“ I do not agree, whatever the plan should never appear before the man Mahirah” said Zian

“ But why Zian”

Zian didn't say the reason, I urged him but he didn't say the reason Inspector Akmal just smiled looking at us arguing, frida was silent too

“ enough, stop it here. Thank goodness I agree with your plan, I will do the preparation right now, tomorrow morning there will be news of the return of Mahirah Yaqzanah Windarwan to the homeland, I am sure this news will be hot news as well, and we will catch the criminal at the airport” Akmal said

then he left, Zian also went after inspector Akmal he said that if he did not agree and tried to convince Akmal to cancel his plan, I asked Frida to return to work, and I continued my work, and I continued my work, after some time Zian returned to my room, he looked angry and anxious

“ Thankful if you have lost your mind, I have said he only gives empty threats, why you even want to help him” he said in a high tone

“please Zian, lower your voice this office is not a forest, after all he is just a thief”

“ Do you really think he's just a thief, he's not an ordinary Mahirah thief, he's a psychopath, do you know he killed 20 guards just to steal old-fashioned jewelry”

“True, take it easy he will not eliminate me, after all he is my fan right!” I said casually

“ Jeez this woman really.. (clenching her hands in front of my face because of anxiety) Mahirah, he even went to all the places you posted on your social media account”

After hearing Zian's words I was terrified, but I couldn't back down after advancing, Zian was forced to support me, I didn't expect my good attitude to unconsciously put me in danger, either, because I've already left everything to the secretary, despite the fear I have to face it.

In the afternoon when I came home from the office I stopped by the mother's restaurant, I hugged my mother tightly mother asked why but I just said I missed her, I didn't dare tell mom that I put myself in danger just to help inspector Akmal catch a big-time criminal, I went home with mom, I went into my room, I went, I sat by the window, watching the light slowly dissipate, the day darkened, I pondered my decision, wondering if I was doing all this because I wanted to help the inspector, or am I just thinking about myself as I always do, do I endanger myself because I'm afraid my father knows what I did to Adriana,

The moon was bright, I laid my body on the bed, I closed my eyes

I woke up in a field of flowers, I was walking towards a big road, the sun was so hot it turned pitch-black, everything was dark that I could not see anything, I started to feel scared, I felt scared, I screamed but my voice suddenly disappeared “someone help me, I don't want to be alone” the scream of a frightened heart, I heard the sound of a car from behind me, I heard the sound of a car, I ducked and closed my eyes for fear of being hit, but I heard the sound of the car stopping, slowly I opened my eyes, the light from the car lights dazzled my eyes, I closed my eyes with my hands, I watched from my fingertips a man get down from the car, he stretched out his hand and I grabbed him with a happy feeling, she said, I couldn't see her face but I could see her eyes were so warm and familiar....

“ Mahirah...Merciful....Merciful.... Honey let's get up quickly, the sun has risen, not only because it's Saturday you can laze” sound mother's voice

I opened my eyes, took a deep breath and smiled to see my mother in front of me, “it turns out I only dreamed” My words in my heart,

I washed my face and went to exercise, the weather today was so sunny,

🎶 do you ever feel like a misfit

Everithing inside you is dark and twisted

Oh but it’s okay to be different

Cause baby so am I🎶 heard my phone ringing, I thought who called me early in the morning and even then at the weekend it was from my mother,

I picked up the phone from mom, mom asked me to come home soon but why did mom's voice sound panicked? Did something happen?