LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK
Session and Graduation.
People say when you're happy time goes by faster and I feel that way, three months go by but everything is still the same as it was three months ago, my script assignment is over I started preparing for the graduation hearing, I feel a little anxious not because I am not confident with my script, but I do not know what will be asked at the hearing, he said, whether I will answer it well, facing the professors is much more difficult than writing the thesis.
“Hi miss here there is a luxury car but you don't see it” Arnaf said as he stood leaning on his car
“ Gosh,, since when are you here” I said, I was not aware of Arnaf's whereabouts until passing through it
“ what you think, I've been here since 30 minutes ago”
“ sorry I was too nervous to not notice around me”
I got into Arnaf's car and headed off to college, to be honest I was still nervous but Arnaf assured me everything was going to go well, he held my hand all the way to the front of the courtroom, it was time for my turn, but I'm sure it's time, my friends held my hand and encouraged me, I sighed and went into the courtroom, I tried to answer each question calmly, the professor shook his head with a sigh, I came out worriedly, as far as I knew this was not a good sign,
“how?” maya said
“ I answer all questions but I'm not sure it will end well”
Ibas hugged me and said
“ You have tried, believe in yourself, the result will definitely be good”
Arnaf pulled ibas and kept him away from me
“ aren't you a new kid coming in, you shouldn't be going to campus” Arnaf said
“ I really shouldn't be here, but because my dear brothers will trial I came to encourage” said Ibas
“ You heard that Mr. Arnaf, ibas not only here for MY but also for us” said shanty with a smile
After the trial was over we all had lunch together to release any lingering tensions after the trial. The graduation announcement was coming out on Saturday morning, and the farewell party was held the following evening, Ibas was in charge of organizing the party as he became chairman of the university organization in place of Maya
Next day.
I arrived at the campus at 8:30 everyone had filled the mading to see the graduation announcement, Maya, Tian, Shanti, and Dion came out of the crowd and looked at me sadly
“ Mahirah our names are all on the board but your name is..” Maya said with a sad look on her face.
“ don't worry you have to keep Mahirah” spirit said Shanti
“ You can try back if you want” said Dion
“ What are you guys saying, is my name not there, am I failing?, quickly say” I said with an anxious face
“ You've tried, I know your script is perfect, I didn't even expect this would happen to you” Tian said with a sad face
I ran through the crowd, my hands were shaking while searching for my name among the rows of other names, my tears were dripping without me noticing, I came out of the crowd crying, I hugged Maya and Shanti
“I can't find my name, dad will definitely kill me, I'll be gone.” I said while crying
“what you say is passionate, do not talk carelessly” said Dion
“you can not find your name in the first row, second, third or fourth, you know why (while holding my face) Mahirah yaqzanah windarwan your name is in the letter of achievement, your value is highest, your value is highest, if you don't believe just look at yourself” said Maya
I ran into the crowd, and looking back at the announcement, I smiled seeing my name listed in the achievement letter, I came out of the crowd and hugged my friends, they were all outrageous but I felt very happy, I was very happy, we hugged and jumped around because we were happy, like children.
We gathered in the hall, received congratulations and also the last lecture from the rector, after which went shopping for preparations later that evening.
On Saturday night, cars and motorcycles filled the parking lot, people came in beautiful clothes, they all headed to the hall. red carpet, he said, the lights and camera flas welcomed everyone who came right in front of the hall, it felt like the perfect night to dress up like a princess, I was in the middle of my friends who loved me, trying to think things through, she said, I was happy, free, scared and lonely at the same time
“ tonight we forget the time limit, tonight we forget our heartbreak, and keep dancing like we are the best” said ibas from the stage
Out of nowhere he got those words, the man was always full of passion, and I loved that spirit.
It was like seeing Arnaf through a crowd, I slipped into a crowd to meet him, I looked for him but Arnaf I couldn't find, someone patted me on the shoulder
“ MY who are you looking for?” maya said
“ I saw Arnaf,”
“ MY tell me the truth? You like Mr. Arnaf kan” said Maya
“ I not only like Maya, but I've fallen in love with her, Maya this is a secret, please don't tell anyone. Ok!” say
“OK!, find your beloved and take him to the dance floor” said Maya
I just smiled at Maya, Maya returned to the dance floor and I looked for Arnaf among the crowd,
“ MY where is Arnafmu?” said Maya who approached me again after some time
“ I don't know, I can't find it” I said
Maya pulls me to the dance floor
“ let's dance together, the song is very beautiful” said Maya
The song suddenly stopped and changed with the dance song, Tian knelt down and asked Maya to dance, Dion knelt down and took Shanti to dance, everyone in pairs, I was thinking about going down but mom pulled my hand, she said, he reached out and asked me to dance, I danced with Ibas, I thought this friendship would end after the party was over, but I was the only one who thought so, they also think the same thing, we promise as much as possible not to refuse to gather together even if it is just drinking kofi at the cafe.
The party ended, the night changed to morning, I woke up in the morning and exercise as usual, after exercising I was confused what to do, what, I thought about going to the hotel and taking Arnaf to lunch together as a thank you for his help all this time, upon arrival at the hotel I saw Arnaf, but he ignored me, he passed me, he passed me, I greeted him but he acted as if he didn't know me. This was the first time Arnaf ignored me, I chased after him and pulled his arm to stop his steps
“Arnaf “
“ What's up? Quickly tell me, I don't have time to mess with you?”
“ Arnaf what's wrong with you?, why are you being cold to me? Did I make you angry?”
He left without answering any of my questions, which sucks. Look, I'm not gonna come and see Arnaf again before he comes and sees me.
