LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK

Like the Reoni Part 2

I was shocked to see Arnaf losing balance and almost falling, I stopped my electric surgery and started to make out with my feet, I stroked my bike with all my strength, as fast as I could because I didn't want Arnaf to follow me, I stopped in front of the fountain because I was tired, I washed my face and sat down on the chair beside the fountain, stretching out my legs and arms and closing my eyes for a moment, as I opened my eyes I saw Arnaf giving me a bottle of water, I took the water and drank it.

“ why do you keep following me? Do you have no other job.. “ I said.

“Why? Is there a ban to follow you”

“ yes, for you it exists, because you already have a lover you can't act like this to me, Go.

“ Why? don't you miss me?”

“ me... I missed you. No! I don't miss you, I even wish I hadn't met you”

“Really it!”

“already I don't want to talk to you anymore”

I walked away from her but she kept following me, mother called me and told me that she had arrived and was on her way to GF, mother asked me to have lunch with her upon arrival, I had lunch with Father, mother, uncle Rai, aunt Rana, Arnaf, Malik, Adirana, Ali, Zian, Lusiana, Akmal, Ezzah, Frida, Maya, Tian, Dion, Shanti, Shanti, abdul is also there. It's like 2nd place, everyone I love is in the same place, it's just that I feel weird, why Arnaf's girlfriend isn't here, we all had lunch laughing together, I said goodbye to them after I finished eating because there was one place I wanted to visit, I went to the parking lot, then walked into the forest, I continued walking until I reached the edge of the cliff.

“ This place is a memory that I can not forget, a place where I lost my dreams, I used to not feel sad, because the presence of Arnaf coloring my days, but that lost dream left me deeply hurt today.” I said to myself as I shed tears, I sat on the edge of the cliff, enjoying the beauty of the sea in the hot sun, I remembered the times I spent with Arnaf, my tears kept flowing, my eyes kept flowing, I removed it many times but these tears did not stop dripping

“ sucks” I shouted loudly

“ What sucks switty?” arnaf said from behind as he walked over to me

I wiped my tears and turned to look at her

“ why are you here, go... I want to be alone” I said

Arnaf shook his head as if saying no, and still walked over to me, he sat down beside me, and he was still walking,

“ Our past is very beautiful switty? What makes you so upset you remember...

Arnaf recounted what we had been through together, without me realizing I was swept up in the story to laugh together, laugh at the stupid things we did as children,

Without realizing that time had passed, the sun was already about to sink, and suddenly Arnaf asked me to stand up

“Switty stand up fast”

I followed his wishes

“Let's repeat one of the memories that happened”

“apa?”

Arnaf pushed me into the sea, but this time I returned to the surface and did not let myself sink like that, Arnaf jumped into the water and pulled me into the water, one hand pulled my back in his arms and the other hand pulled my head until we kissed in the water, the kiss made my whole body so hot that the coldness of the sea water turned warm, warm, without me noticing that I was enjoying it and returning the kiss, we came back to the surface, my hands were clutching her shoulders and I kissed Arnaf again, the arnaf's hands were getting tighter and tighter...

“ Mahirah... Where are you?” vaguely I heard a scream calling out to me, it grew louder and louder until it made me wake up and pushed Arnaf's body away,

“What are you doing Mahirah, this is not true” I said in my heart

“ I'm here” I said while looking up at the cliff

Malik and Adriana saw me and Arnaf from above and they both jumped up,

“ what are you two doing here?” malik

“Malik view... Sunsets are very beautiful seen from here” said lusiana

“ We are enjoying sun” Arnaf said in an annoyed tone

After seeing the sunset we swam to the edge and went home to the inn, without me knowing Arnaf continued to follow me from morning until night, Even he got to dinner at my house, Dad asked him to stay over, and he did not want to, but I forbid it, I asked him to come home, but Arnaf chose to stay the night, according to what Dad said,

“I don't know what's on his mind, he's had a girlfriend but all day he followed me, he even kissed me again today, he said his lover arrived last night, he said, but instead of spending time with her lover she was with me, my curiosity for Arnaf's lover grew, as did my desire to rid her of Arnaf's life,

Should I see him no! Nah! Nah! I can't see him what if I get out of control and do something, not Mahirah, realize, tomorrow I will reveal myself publicly and resolve all conflicts, eliminate all the scandals related to me, but I am confused, what if someone asks about my Beloved, Why should I tell Luciana to say that I am looking for a future husband, I should just say that I have not found the right man to be my husband, yes it is, but if I said that there would definitely be a lot of men who would approach me and disturb me after the event, I was confused, what should I do? it's getting darker and darker I'd better sleep” I said to myself

the next day.

I went out of the room to go to work out, when I opened the door Dad, Frida, and Arnaf were waiting for me, we jogged together, at 6 we went back to the Villa, and, for breakfast and get ready for a ribbon cutting event,

“ If only the show was not 7 hours I would definitely invite you to see the sunrise switty, like that time” said Arnaf

“Sorry but I didn't think to do”

I was surprised that all the guests had arrived, I asked when they arrived here, Frida said they arrived here last night, because the invited guests were obliged to stay, the reporters have also gathered, as the plan of the lady, journalists who come are not only journalists invited by the company, but journalists from F country also many who come to cover this event, he said, they couldn't get in because they didn't have an invitation so they waited outside the gate, I asked Frida to order the security forces to allow the reporter in even without an invitation if she could show her identity card. The ribbon cutting event takes place with wisdom and prayers for success. At 8 am the gate is open to the public, everyone is enthusiastic about everything there, there are busy taking pictures, there are busy tasting all the food, there is also a walk with his lover. it was amazing that the place was so crowded, the beautiful music on the stage accompanied all the activities that were done there, I went up on stage and started playing the piano in a beautiful tone, and I was really happy, not long after Ali, Zian, and Luciana got on stage too, Ali started playing drums, Zian and Luciana started playing guitar, we played music together very beautifully, he said, to keep all the attention on us, I know that everyone is wondering about me, everyone present in this place knows Ali, Zian and Luciana but who I am....