LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK

Me and my sadness...

I feel better when I get home, Ali is my best friend, since 6 years ago, somehow Ali is always by my side when I need someone, sometimes it came to my mind that he was an angel sent to me, the best thing about Ali was that he could always comfort me,

Ali and I were talking in front of the house.

“Ali the man, the man I was waiting for in the tower of love..."

I can't go on with my words, I can't hold back my tears, Ali held both my hands

“Enough, do not continue again...Cry Mahirah, let go of all your pain, just destroy all your love and hope until you are not left, do not hold back your tears, I allow you to cry today, but there is no other day” said Ali

I cried so much in front of Ali, suddenly Arnaf came to pull Ali and hit Ali to fall.

“ Ali are you okay? Arnaf what are you doing? “ my question while petrifying ali to stand

Arnaf pulled me away from Ali

“Maya are you okay? she made you cry 'why are you still defending her?” said Arnaf

“MY who is this guy, why did he suddenly attack me?” Ask Ali

“You, how dare you, you have made maya cry” Arnaf said while holding ali's shirt and preparing to hit her again

“Arnaf release him, you have misunderstood” I said while holding Arnaf's hand trying to release his hand from ali's clothes

“Arnaf let him go, Ali is my best friend, I am crying because of other problems, and Ali is here to comfort me, but what are you doing? You hit him?” say

Arnaf took his hand off Ali's shirt

“really, I'm sorry, I didn't know that you were her best friend maya, somehow I didn't like to see her cry, once again forgive me” Arnaf said as he stuck out his hand

“No problem, I was happy if someone noticed my best friend like what you did” Ali said while shaking Arnaf's hand

“ What are you doing here?” much

“Daddy asked me to pick you up, he wants to meet you, dad has tried to contact you many times but you can't be reached” he replied..

I went with Arnaf to see uncle, he also invited Ali with us, I thought Arnaf would take us to his hotel but he instead took us to his house,

I just found out the zada family residence was very beautiful, a large house surrounded by a flower garden and there was a fountain in front of the door, the grandeur was visible when we entered the house,,, and,,, Arnaf asked the whereabouts of his father to a servant, the servant said that the uncle was in the pool, and he took us to the uncle, in front of the door leading to the pool, suddenly my steps stopped when I saw the malik in the pool, he was staring at a woman sitting in front of him with a smile.

“MY What guy in the pool is malik?” Whisperer Ali

I smiled at Ali, but it seemed like he realized my pain, he took my hand, we walked past the malik and the woman approached the uncle who was relaxing, but my eyes could not turn away from the woman.

“You have come, who is the man holding your hand is” said uncle

“dia my friend, her name is Ali”

“Alright, let's sit down son, there's something uncle wants to talk to you” said uncle

“Arnaf why do you whisper with maya, tell us, what do you tell maya secretly” said uncle

“Arnaf asked why I kept staring at uncle malik, I will tell you why, I looked at Malik because malik was not wearing clothes, I just did not expect that he was so sexsy”

“I didn't know that miss Maya was interested in me, and I didn't expect you to be able to praise me in front of your lover” said malik walked over while clasping the woman's hand

“Hei perverted woman, wake up. Didn't you see that Malik already has a woman, are you not ashamed to say that in front of his woman” said arnaf

“so this woman is your woman?” much

“introduce my name adriana badzlin, I am his wife malik” the woman said as she reached out

“ you already know who I am, so I don't think I need to introduce myself” I said as I shook the woman's hand,

“ Because you guys have gathered I will say my goal is to gather all of you, I will cooperate with wander word in a project, this project is a friendship project, I will work together with wander word in a project, I've already told this to Arnaf and Malik, now that I'm telling you maya, it's important for you to know who will handle this project, tell me you can manage college time with a job instead of”

“ Father may I know why maya is involved in this project” says malik

“Color MY is a representative of wander word, not so lord Rai” said Ali

“what was said by ali was right, I hope the three of you can work together to realize this project” said uncle

“I will try uncle, but because I still have to prioritize my college I can not promise anything”

“No problem son, you just have to try your best, do not force yourself, keep making college a priority sutamu” said uncle

“Uncle if nothing else can I take maya away?” ask Ali

“Color I picked you up, I will drive you also” Arnaf said

I did not accept Arnaf's offer or refuse his offer, all I wanted was to get out of Malik, we walked out of the house, Ali still did not let go of his hand until I reached Arnaf's car,

Arnaf drove me home, on the street I just kept quiet, and Ali too, Arnaf too, I know they secretly saw me occasionally in the windshield.

Arnaf opened the roof of his car, I lifted my head looking up at the sky that was turning red, the road was getting crowded...

“Arnaf this is not the way home” said Ali

“ I take a detour, don't you see he's so pathetic, we'll take a short walk after that I'll drive you home” whispered arnaf on malik

I could hear her voice, but I remained silent, I had no strength to argue or cry.

Arnaf's car has stopped, I know we're home, I don't know why I don't want to get out of the car and turn away from the sky, the mega rays in the sky make me feel peaceful, I don't know how long I've been looking at him.

Arnaf put a seatbelt on me, he turned the car back on, drove at high speed, after a while he stopped, he opened my seatbelt pulled me down from the car, jammed into the forest , climbing the rocky hill, he pushed me into the sea from the top of the cliff, I let myself drown, if it should end then let it be,, I am tired of receiving pain....