LOVE AND HATE THAT I THINK

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Dad held me tight and tried to calm me down, mom gave me a glass of water, somehow the water that you gave me was sweet on my tongue..

Next day.

“ Mahirah let's wake up my dear, your father is waiting for you to exercise” Mommy said

This body was reluctant to get out of bed, but because my mother woke me up with affection and my father was waiting for me to open my eyes and try to get up

“ Beautiful mother's child seems to forget to smile, did you forget what mom said”

“ If I smile when I open my eyes in the morning, my day will be much more beautiful, where maybe I forget the message mom” said with a smile

I was getting ready for sports, after that I went to see my dad and exercised with my dad, when we came back after the gym, the mother was enjoying a cup of tea in front of the house, she had also prepared milk for me, and juice for dad, we sat down together

“How are you now nak” said mother

“ don't hide your own pain dear, daddy doesn't allow daddy girl to do that” said dad

“ mom's dad, I fell in love with a guy, even though I knew he already had a lover he loved so much”

“Nothing dear, rest assured there will come a time when a man loves you more than the love of father and mother, a man who will love you more than himself” said the mother

“ then about your desire to return to F country how?” ask Dad

“ I'm sure dad, I want to go back and get away from him, if I stay here, I'm afraid I can't control myself not to get close to him and love him more and more

“ Well I will prepare your return and also your mother, I have to finish the friendship project that I have started with Rai, after father's work is completed I will go home” said father

Dad cleaned up, prepared and then left, I went inside the house, cleaned up all my stuff, after I finished sitting alone in the living room, he said, just fall silent and reflect on my decision to leave this country just to get away from Arnaf,

I heard the sound of the car stopping, I thought it was Dad but when I saw from the window it was Arnaf who came, he spoke to the mother who was busy taking care of flowers, she said, I didn't go out to see him but I listened to his conversation with mom

“ excuse me, aunt ajda “ said Arnaf

“ You're Arnaf right! How are you doing, son?

I was surprised that Mom and Arnaf knew each other

“ aunt what are you doing in this house?, and where are the women who lived here before”

“ My husband bought this house for Mahirah, I came to see it, while the woman who lives here has moved out negri”

“ She's moved ya!” said Arnaf

I called my mother because I was afraid that I would reveal the identity I was hiding, I told my mother that a woman named Maya left her a cell phone to return to Arnaf before leaving, and that phone is on my car's dashboard.

“ Arnaf before Maya leaves he leaves the phone to return to you, the phone is on the dashboard of the car,” said the mother while opening the car door, picking up and giving the phone to Arnaf

Arnafpun said goodbye to mother and then left

“ you do not need to keep your distance from me Arnaf, because I will go away from you and also from your life, I will try to forget our moments with”

Not long after, Dad came back and said that the preparation for my return was done, Dad took me and my mother to the airport, I boarded my private plane, Dad, for a long time I did not enjoy the pleasure of being on my own plane.When I left country F I had to take a public plane, sitting among so many people, it was my first experience, it was my first, if I remember that time I was upset because I was not used to the situation but given that it made me smile, I arrived in F country after taking 3 hours flight, he said, when I got off the plane Ali, Zian, and Luciana greeted me with a necklace of flowers, I missed them all so much, we ate and took a light bite in the mother's restaurant, they asked me what my plan was going forward, I told them I was going to go into my father's company, I asked you to let me work in his company again as a tecnical supervisor, I chose that position myself, and you agreed, we close the conversation with our busy promises, when we are in the country, once a day we will eat together, if not during the day then we will have dinner together.

It's been a year since I've been home, it's been nice to be back in my house and my room, as beautiful as any outside world is the best place to come back,

“Nona Mahi mistress calls miss for breakfast” sounds the voice of a housekeeper

“Iya, aunt Dita, tell mom I'll be down in 10 minutes”

I slept for too long, it seems like I was really exhausted. I get ready in 10 minutes and get down from upstairs to the dining room,

“good morning mom” I said while hugging mom from behind

“good morning my dear daughter” said the mother who then kissed me on the forehead

“Good morning Miss mahi, how are you Miss?” said aunt Dita

“My news is bad, and it's all because of aunt, aunt how long have you been working as a housekeeper” I said as I pulled up a chair and sat down to prepare for breakfast

“already 15 years young miss” said aunt Dita while pouring milk in my glass

“ Already 15 years aunty working here, should aunty know my habit, I used to wake up in the morning and exercise, I was not home for a year and aunt has forgotten it” I said

“ this morning I entered the lady's room, saw my sleeping lady so did not have the heart to wake up, I'm sorry, this will not be repeated, miss what breakfast, fruit or bread?” said aunt Dita

“ well, today I forgive aunty if it happens tomorrow I will punish aunt, I want breakfast fruit course” I said with a smile

Mom shook her head looking at my attitude I knew she actually knew that I was just joking with Aunt Dita, I wasn't really mad at her.

Not long after the sound of the house bell was heard, the mother asked Aunt Dita to open the door, after some time she returned to the dining room

“ who came so early bi” said mother

“ A young lady mistress I forgot to ask her name, but she said master asked her to come here, I asked her to wait in the living room” said aunt Dita

After breakfast, my mother and I approached the woman

“ hello miss, sorry to make you wait long” said mother

He who was sitting in the living room stood up after hearing the mother's words, mother gestured with her hand to let him sit back

“ Good morning madam, good morning young lady, my name is frida, I was assigned by mr. Windarwan to be the assistant young lady, this is my personal data” he said while giving his data to mother

Mother blinked one eye at me, it was a gesture from mother which meant that Frida had good qualifications in the academy.

“Frida have you been a personal assistant before?” much

“to be honest I just graduated yesterday and this is the first time for me, but although I do not know much about the duties of my assistant will learn quickly and try hard not to disappoint young miss”

She nodded her head, which means she agreed

“Alright frida my name is Mahirah Yaqzanah Windrawan, congratulations you received, hope you really do not disappoint” I said as I reached out

Frida shook my hand and said

“ thank you very much young lady, I will try not to upset miss”

“ good work frida...