KEEP THE FAITH (Believe in God)

Love me like you do !

*You're the light, you're the night

You're the colour of my blood

You're the cure, you're the pain

You're the only thing I wanna touch

So love me like you do ^^

Just thats song but Grey was not here ahaha only Farhan or Zain !!! (Author again halu*^^)

The night is getting late finally Ardan asked for permission to go home, he thought about various plans what he had to say tomorrow to Mariam, what if Mariam really wanted to run away from her marriage and run away with him, and then, and if Mariam accepts the marriage and doesn't want to leave, will she be okay ? Saying congratulations and passing away just like that, will he be able to do it ?

Back at Nia and Farhan who were preparing to sleep in their room. Nia looked at the face of her husband lying next to her.

"Mas it seems, I've seen a scene like that ?" nia said curiously.

"What ?" farhan.

"When you calmed Ardan down, I've seen that scene before, have we met before, at the hotel I worked maybe ?" nia tried to remember.

Farhan hugged his wife he knew what his wife wanted to hear "Never stop, maybe you're tired let's go to sleep already night" Farhan did not want to be honest of course he would be very embarrassed if his wife to remember the incident at the hotel, he was grateful that his wife was not good at remembering the face of a man.

"Emmz, would you really help Ardan if indeed Mariam wanted to divorce her husband ?" nia said she was not thinking about her past.

"Yes, I'll help her !" farhan said confidently.

"How do you help him ?" nia was still curious.

"You don't trust your husband ? you marry a great man, you will know for yourself !" farhan said as he looked at his wife.

Nia was silent with a mocking expression, her husband had indeed become arrogant just now.

"What's that face of yours, you don't believe me ?" farhan said as he pinched his wife's cheek.

"Let go of the sick tofu !" nia punched her husband in the hand to stop.

Farhan laughed "Why ? where does it hurt ?" he said while stroking his wife's cheek. "Don't worry, it might not be easy because it's a family matter, but it also concerns the happiness of your friends and sisters right, trust me I can definitely help them !" farhan said, then kissed his wife.

"Your words are like my fathers, what if I still don't want to believe ?" nia said while mocking.

"Do you want me to pinch again ?" farhan whispered in his wife's ear.

Nia laughed with amusement "Haha stop, I believe you baby !" nia said while hugging her husband.

Farhan smiled and hugged his wife "Thank you for believing in me !" lirih.

"Why thank you all ?" nia said as she puffed her face so she could look at her husband.

"That sounds weird !" Nia again drowned her face in her husband's presence. "I will always believe in you because I love you, no matter what others say I will still love you !" nia said as she closed her eyes, she felt peace in her embrace.

"Good work, that's all I need" Farhan also closed his eyes. They were asleep in the silence of the night.

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The next morning Mariam woke up to hear Azan at dawn, yes they did not need an alarm to wake up early because it had become a habit, especially now that their house is close to the Mosque so the sound of Azan is the most melodious alarm sound in the world.

Mariam immediately went to the bathroom, she flushed her body with warm water memories of last night are still clearly visible, her face became reddened now. He tried to neutralize his thoughts, then he realized that his body ached all especially the back and legs.

Finished he came out and looked at his body in front of the large mirror that was in his bathroom. Red scars were everywhere, he felt ashamed of himself. He immediately covered his body with clothes.

Mariam turned on the room lights to wake her husband. The blanket they used only covered part of her husband's body. Mariam abandoned her intentions after seeing her husband's upper body. His eyes grew bigger, his body felt weak, his tears suddenly flowed just like that, the pain he felt in his heart, his lips puffed up from feeling an overwhelming pain.

Looking at her husband's body that was filled with the marks of a knife or sword scratch, could it be a whip ? there was a shot in the left hand. What is this guy doing that has a lot of scars like this ? How much life has he gone through ? It must hurt a lot ! Although not experiencing it myself just by looking at the scar, surely everyone will feel the pain.

Slowly Zain opened his eyes as the bright light of the lamp began to disturb his sleep. He saw his wife sitting and crying beside him. Zainpun woke up he also felt confused about what happened to his wife why she was crying.

Gently Zain wiped away his wife's tears "Why cry ? did something happen ?"

Mariam looked at her husband's face "Did it hurt so much ?" mariam.

Zain was confused as to what his wife meant.

"Wounds on your body, why are there so many wounds on your body, does it hurt so much ?" mariam is still in her sobs.

"Oh this !" Zain understood what his wife meant. "Isn't this cool, it's proof that I've devoted my life to the country" Zain smiled "It doesn't hurt at all you want to touch it ?" zain said, holding his wife's hand.

Mariam pulled her hand she would not touch her husband.

Of course it makes Zain sad whether his wife does not like his body like this ? Zain took a deep breath trying not to get angry.

"For a scar cop to be like a medal, you know this gunshot I got when I caught a gang of drug dealers, this knife prick, this knife, it's because I saved the girl who was being kidnapped, this scratch because I was fighting with a robber and this is because ....." There was so much that Zain spoke proudly of all his sacrifices. Then he showed me his back with burn scars "Look at this I got it when I saved Mr. Mentri's baby, when his house was on fire and he raised me to the position of police chief, how cool, right, even I can have a tattoo like a dragon without drawing my body" Zain said with a smile.

"Don't say all those terrible things with a laugh, it must hurt once however you have to take care of your body, you are always in a dangerous situation. What am I supposed to do when I see you hurt again ?" mariam said while looking down.

Zain smiled "That's no big deal I was ready to accept all the consequences when I enrolled in military school, besides you are a prospective doctor, you will see a lot of events like this, you will see a lot of things like this, strengthen your heart, imagine how many people you can save." Zain smiled at his wife.

Mariam did not know what to answer, she approached and hugged her husband. "How can I bear to see everything huwaaaa, I want to stop being a doctor" Mariam cried even louder.

Zain smiled and stroked his wife's hair "Already, don't cry !" zain calmed his wife.

It was a sad morning for Mariam, but not for Zain he was happy because his wife cared so much for him, even his wife cried just because she saw the scars on his body. Although he was a little worried as if in the future he got a similar accident. Huh, don't think about it, just think about the good thing when Mariam is already in your arms Zain.

What should I do ??? know ahh !! hehe^