KEEP THE FAITH (Believe in God)

Family 1's

Other things may change us, but we start and end with the family !

Ever heard the proverb, the depth of the sea can still be measured in the heart who knows? which means it is difficult to guess the mind and heart of a person.

Like Nia, who knows what she's thinking. Looks okay outside but inside? Farhan is still anxious to think about his wife and also his wife's family they still do not want to make up, but now Mr. Fajar sends data that 50% shares in FK Group will be given to Nia her long-lost daughter ... or ? well that's how it is . Maybe because Mr. Fajar feels guilty and wants to make amends. But 50% is not too excessive company of that size, after all Mr. Fajar still has 3 more children. Farhan did not think he was confused what to say to his wife whether he would be happy or vice versa ?

I don't know Farhan is just focused on work !

He said in his heart, trying to eliminate excessive anxiety for fear of seeing his wife sad.

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Raining ? The sun shines so bright that it causes excessive heat during the day, but now why suddenly rain ? Such is the destiny of God who will know what will happen in the future.

Nia's course was completed at 3 pm today, now she should be able to go home but because she did not bring an umbrella so she had to wait for her handbag. She did not want to contact her husband for fear of interrupting his work.

While waiting for the rain to stop Nia ordered coffee and some packs of her favorite potato chips. He started to open his laptop and work on assignments, he did not want to lose his scholarship and also wanted to be able to graduate faster. In addition, he also wanted to busy himself not wanting to think about his family, especially about his father who suddenly came looking for him.

I don't know how busy he tried not to think about it but the memories of the time just keep teasing him, running to face his question.

Nia was thinking what would happen if she did not want to forgive her father, would this blood tie just come off ? If something happened to his father would he feel fine ? If he was willing to forgive his father whether all the feelings of hatred that were ingrained over the years would be forgotten. If there was someone he could talk to.

Nia grabs her phone she gets tired of thinking about this, she wonders what her husband is doing.

"Hubby !" just typing one word, will her husband reply to her text or not? but until 5 minutes no response hhhh maybe he was busy.

Ardan who finished with his class also went to kantin because there were other classes later, he saw Nia sitting alone while grumbling looking at the cellphone, Ardan smiled he walked closer to his stepbrother.

"Hay my beautiful sister what are you doing ?" said Ardan while sitting in front of the table where Nia was sitting.

That reflex turned to "Sister ? since when did you call me brother ?" enable ice cool mode .

"Haha come on how long have we not been chatting, you're afraid brother-in-law is jealous huh ?" ardan teased his brother.

"Stop playing family" said Nia still in a cold tone.

"Don't be like this, you know papa is very sad because you don't want to forgive him, it seems like lately papa is rarely at home, he is very busy working and I think his weight is also down" ardan said explaining their father's condition was hoping that Nia would be a little interested.

"What do I care about ?" not even looking at Ardan.

"You know, regret always comes later, if you don't want to forgive it's okay, I don't want to have a brother like you" Ardan said.

Nia looked at Ardan sharply, "What am I sorry for someone who never cared for me !" he said he was provoked by emotions.

"Papa cares about you, you know why you always like to give people who can't afford it ? I used to think it was because papa was a good person, but I now know he did it because he felt guilty about you, he helped others and hoped others could help you too, because he can't help you, papa is afraid to meet you like now papa doesn't want to see the fact that he has abandoned his child, because papa is afraid you won't want to forgive him" ardan told me what he knew.

"It's good that he thought that way, didn't he leave long ago and didn't want to look for me ? why is he coming now ? is it because I'm married so he doesn't need to take care of me anymore ?" nia said she didn't want to lose.

"That's because Dad saw you, that guilty feeling comes up again, if he doesn't see you maybe he won't suffer like this ?" said Ardan again.

Nia was shocked to hear Ardan's words that seemed to blame her "So this is all my fault ? You never felt what I felt then why now you're saying all these things, know what you are, you know, since dad loves you that's why you love him and you'll never understand what I'm thinking, you think only your father suffers ?" Nia could not bear it anymore she wanted to cry, she immediately packed her things to leave.

"Sorry not like that, I just want you to make peace, you must also suffer so much I will not force you anymore, just please try to think again how happy papa if you forgive him, just think again, we'll be family and ..." Ardan had not yet spoken Nia had stood up and cut off his words.

"I'm sorry I have to go now !" nia said without waiting for an answer from Ardan she immediately went running in the rain.

Ardan took a deep breath looking at Nia's running back pungungung leaving him "Hhhh I shouldn't have interfered !" Ardan was sorry for all his words.

At home Nia immediately went to her room without answering bi mina's greeting.

Bi Mina was worried because she saw Nia coming home soaked. He called Farhan to tell him about his non-state.

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Dikantor Farhan is holding a meeting with several staff and also an infestor. After explaining the presentation he made, his secretary approached and whispered something.

Farhan's face turned pias, he apologized for not being able to continue the meeting and asked his secretary to continue the explanation and answer questions that might be given.

Without waiting for a response, Farhan immediately ran out of the room, walking hurriedly towards the lobby below where his car was parked. His mind was mixed because of the message from Bi Mina that his wife came home early there might be a problem because he came home soaked and crying. What's going on ? What made him hurt ? nia sms also not yet I read maybe there is a serious problem here.

Farhan drove his car violently, through the swift rain and did not care about the sound of the car horn sign the driver was angry because Farhan was driving recklessly.

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Already 10 minutes Nia in the bathroom, Bi Mina who was worried went up and checked the condition of her employer. He knocked on the bathroom door because there was no sound from outside the door.

"Miss is fine, do you need anything" he said in a slightly loud voice.

"No bi, thank you !" said Nia from the bathroom, still heard sobs being held.

"Miss has eaten yet ? I made you some food, huh ?" Bi mina was still worried.

"So I've eaten dikantin !" Answer Nia

"Alright if miss needs anything please call me !" said bi mina again, although she was still worried at least she felt a little calm because Nia did not faint or anything like that. He just wishes his master would come home soon.

Nia just agreed with Bi Mina and, Bi Mina was out of the room.

Nia was just sitting on the floor leaning against the bathroom, she was drowning in her sadness, crying silently. He just wants to melt his mood, if he can be a better person, who can let go and forgive what has happened in the past. Focusing on what he's done wrong, maybe a lot of people are hurt here, not only him but his father, and Farhan might be worried if he sees himself like this. But he could not help calm himself he still could not forget what happened, the sadness was still very much felt the memories still look very real.

He remembered his memories with Mariam.

2 Days ago, when Mariam told me about her father's story and his family, though she also lacked affection because her father's wife was 3 and had 7 children, she said, he still loves his father very much even though sometimes his stepmother and even his stepbrother always insulted him because his mother was just a maid who tempted his employer to marry him. But the truth is, his father, who was crazy about his mother, was at a time when he felt very upset, but it was only while in the end he did not care what others said, all he knows is that he loves his father, when time can be turned again and his father is alive he is eager to make him happy, not being a bad boy who always feels less and he wants more filial.

Nia thinks isn't her words similar to Ardan's ? Regrets always come too late.

Huwaaaa ! Nia no longer knew, her mind and heart were unwilling to cooperate.

Farhan arrived home, he ran to his room and looked for his wife, he was increasingly worried because his wife was not there, what might still be in the bathroom this is already 40 minutes, Farhan took a deep breath and opened the bathroom door.

He saw his wife sitting on the floor crying, Farhan looking at his wife and his hand down his wet body covered with clothes that were almost dry.

"You hurt ? what's going on you're okay, right ?" farhan was worried.

"Girlpool !" Nia's cries grew louder as she hugged her husband trying to find shelter.

Farhan felt sad even though he did not know what happened he hugged his wife "It's not ok !" Farhan stroked Nia's head which was still covered in a veil.

A few minutes later it seemed like Nia had started to control her emotions, Farhan was looking at his wife, pulling her chin so she could look him in the eye.

"Why ? what's the problem ?" said Farhan in the softest tone possible.

"So Ardan ..." Nia could not continue her words and cried again.

Farhan kissed his wife to be quiet, then his hands tried to undress his wife.

Nia laughed, confused as to what her husband would do. "What are you doing ? I'm sad why are you taking off my shirt ?" said Nia with a frown made as sweet as possible to divert the tense atmosphere earlier.

Farhan looked at his wife and touched Nia's forehead. "Hey, what do you think about at a time like this ? how long have you been sitting here, been playing in the rain, your clothes are wet all why not take a shower, just because of a fight with your friend and then tomorrow you do not want to go to college for reasons so sick ? you bad boy" said Farhan annoyed with worry.

Nia shook her head feeling guilty, her face looking like a helpless cat.

"Hhhhh let's take a shower !" said Farhan again.

Nia touched her forehead, because she felt pain from her husband's flick. "Huwaah, you are so angry with me, why did you hit me !" Nia came back crying.

Farhan was startled and checked his wife's forehead which was already flushed "Ah sorry am I doing it too hard ?" Farhanpun rubbed his wife's forehead to ease her pain. Nia just kept crying.

Damn Ardan what did he say to my wife to make her like this ?

Farhan was furious that he wanted to teach anyone who dared to hurt his wife.

Extra :

Ardan was focused on listening to the lessons from his lecturer, suddenly he choked and coughed several times. All eyes were on him. With a strange smile from feeling embarrassed Ardan nodded and apologized. They laugh at Ardan's ridiculous behavior.

*What the heck, cook someone is talking about me ?

Rasain you Ardan vengeance from the author ! Hehe* ^^