KEEP THE FAITH (Believe in God)

Wedding Feast

Nia

When I look into your eyes

I don't see just you

I see my today, my tomorrow

My future for the rest of my life

After doing a lot of exhausting preparations, I was finally here in the bridal waiting room to close my eyes while letting a fairy put on my makeup. My heart keeps pounding for the first time in my life to be dressed like this. Aaaah long ago it might have been over an hour, I had to sit waiting for my makeup to finish, what did this woman do to my face why so long ago. A few minutes later it was finally finished, the woman helped me to change my clothes with a wedding dress. Long dress in white like a bride.

I look at myself in the mirror, is this me ? I don't believe that her clothes look so fancy, my hairdo, make up, and these high hills, I don't feel like I am. What if other people were laughing at me, aaah it's really uncomfortable whether a princess has to go through all this to look beautiful . But I'm not a princess, if I make a mistake how? I was still stuck in front of the mirror while continuing to imagine unimportant things.

"Wah Mbak is beautiful, really like a princess, I feel very happy to be able to dress up Mbak Nia". Said this middle-aged woman oh yeah usually other people call her Nik Buk.

"Ahh Buk Nik can, I'm so embarrassed myself, is this not excessive ?" my answer is timid .

"Of course not, today the main character is Mbak Nia, surely Mas Farhan will be very happy" he replied while confirming a little of my dress.

"Haha I'm not sure" I replied with a forced smile.

"Mas Farhan must have been waiting for me to deliver" Buk Nik took my hand to the wedding hall.

I stopped in front of the door, observing at a glance what was in this large and luxurious room. As in my dream, the beautiful white curtains, white roses everywhere, every table and chair was beautifully arranged, red roses on a small vase, and so on, various kinds of food are also available and this red carpet, I look for the existence of Farhan in the midst of a crowd of guests who have come. He was talking to his friends. Even though this was just an ordinary party just having dinner together because the marriage contract was over, I felt very happy. Moreover, seeing Farhan's smile, seeing her smile every day that's my life's hope now, I will try to be a good wife so that Farhan can continue to love me.

Farhan looked at me he smiled and approached me, ehh since when did he look at me? I'm daydreaming too much.

Farhan stood in front of me and thanked Buk Nik, then looked back at me and grabbed my hand. "You're so beautiful, dear" He kissed my hand like a prince asking a princess to dance. All eyes were on us, making me very embarrassed. Farhan probably noticed that I was uncomfortable and then he whispered "Remember what I said, don't look at other men, don't smile and talk to them, stay quiet beside me understand" he said it made me want to laugh this nervousness disappeared a little.

"If I do what you say they'll think I'm arrogant" I teased him.

"Why, do you really want to be close to them?" he said he seemed to be feigning jealousy.

"You believe me you're only a man in my eyes" I replied with a smile.

"But you will still be a beautiful woman in their eyes, aaaah we should just go in let them eat themselves "he replied wanting to pull my hand to enter the hotel , haha it seems like she is really angry.

"Honey, this party is for us if we are not in the party all in vain dong, I want to enjoy this party and greet my friends" I said begging.

"Then promise me you will do what I say" he said, looking at me. I nodded too.

"Well I won't make you jealous" I said with a sweet smile.

"Don't smile like that someone else can see you now" I immediately pouted at her scolding, she stroked my hair gently "Alright because you're already beautiful like this, I'll let you be a princess a day do whatever you want" she replied, giving up on making me feel bad.

I pulled her hand so she could come closer, I whispered something to her "I am your queen, I will not let anyone treat me like a princess". My words managed to make Farhan shocked and looked at me, I just smiled sweetly towards him, "Let's greet the guests" I said as I pulled him to walk after me.

Farhan did not want to walk, he kissed me in front of the invited guests, then looked at me and whispered "My heart, I can't wait for this party to be over" he said.

"You want to die, right ?" I followed her when she was angry, but I laughed because she was so sweet. We both laughed. The invitees applauded us.

You go to Farhan's business partner's desk one by one, sit down for a while to say hello, Farhan doesn't allow me to shake hands with them.

"A really cool, but you find a wife who is really pretty" teased one of the guys there.

"Haha you think what an object of interest, this is a gift that God sent me to know" replied Farhan casually.

"Congratulations, you look very happy" said one of the girls there.

"Hehe yes thank you" Farhan replied.

"Cieee there are jealous, surely many girls who are heartbroken because you are married, you know not called lo in the office what ?" answer another guy.

"What do you guys call it ?" Farhan asked, I just kept quiet as Farhan ordered he still gripped my hand not to let go.

"Girls say you're a Boss of common property, so no one dares to deketin you because they've already sentin to make you belong together, so no one dares to, if anyone deketin lo surely they'll be far away from that kid haha".

"Seriously, you guys are really crazy haha" Farhan just relaxed . But my feelings began to feel bad, this is what is called jealousy, but Farhan is handsome anyway want how else should I be grateful because no one dared to take him. "Have you not papa ?" Farhan asked me because I seemed to be daydreaming.

"Ahh of course not papa" said I smiled.

We had dinner together I heard some people whispering "Beautiful but knew no one said he had no parents, poor people anyway so maybe Farhan was just like him, whether it's easy to like, especially Farhan's good" I feel weird, I keep eating my food, now I'm sitting with Mariam, I felt calm because there were still friends chatting. Farhan was busy talking to the other guests.

"Sister Nia sister is not papa, sister looks pale!" ask Mariam to worry.

"I'm fine" I replied calmly. "You came with your brother, huh ?" my many.

"Yes, that's him talking to his friends again" Mariam pointed to a tall and handsome man, of course they look a lot like me.

"It would be nice to have a brother" I asked envy.

"Yes seneng no one nganterin anywhere, but there is no fun also he always set me this can not, it can not, even though he is a guy but very chatty, but very chatty, sometimes I think which woman wants to be the same she haha" he said but it appears that Mariam also loves her brother.

"Haha looks like he's good and handsome" I replied origin.

"Haha maybe people who don't know him yet think of him like that, but if I already have bullying and nagging every day would understand" he replied again.

"Ahh I envy that if I also have a brother, there must be someone who would protect me like that as well" I replied making mariam feel bad.

"Son Nia don't be sad, God is very fair God knows what is best for his servant, now Brother Nia has a husband like Kak Farhan seems to love big brother, he loves his brother very much, I was surprised to see you guys kissing hehe" said Mariam shyly, I was also embarrassed. "Although I do not know what Kak Farhan is like, but I can tell that Kak Farhan really loves Kak Nia from earlier he glanced this way continuously" mariam said again making me look towards Farhan, hehe was right Farhan smiled because he saw me looking at him. I was too carried away by my daydreams, I didn't realize that Farhan might be worried about me, right Mariam said I shouldn't feel weak like this. Allah has given me a husband as great as Farhan.

"Did he look this way ?" ask me again curious.

"Yes, maybe Kak Farhan is afraid that Kak Nia is seduced by other men hehe" Mariam laughed teasingly at me "By the way Nia did not invite Kak Ardan?" tanyanya.

"I'm sorry my husband doesn't allow it" I replied feeling guilty of course Mariam would want to meet him.

"Haha I'm not papa how can I understand" he said to make me confused.

The night was getting late, at 11 o'clock the new event was finished, we did not go home we stayed at this hotel. Farhan asked me to take a bath first, I also took a bath aaaah tired, but I did nothing earlier . When I finished leaving the room, I saw Farhan lying on the bed still in his suit.

I looked at him for a moment, he was already asleep must have been tired, I helped him take off his suit and socks. Then lay down next to her while pulling the blanket. I looked at her for a long time, she fell asleep quietly, I stroked her face she did not move at all, I kissed her cheek and whispered good night to her, then returned to where I slept in a beautiful dream.

Love your self before you give your love to others !! Hehe ^