KEEP THE FAITH (Believe in God)

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Nia

There is no place more fun than home. It felt so tired, after work I laid my body for a while in bed, straightened my back that felt crumpled, my legs, my hands? I forgot something, I promised I would never complain again.

The clock has been pointed at 10 pm, I have to get up and take a shower, all day my body feels sticky. But I felt like I had no energy, let's rest for a while, and I ended up sleeping.

I opened my eyes, because the light was too glare I looked around, flowers? red carpet? white curtains surrounded the hall, many chairs were lined up neatly and the invited guests were also sitting sweetly watching? ehh watched what? all eyes are on me.

I feel confused and look next to Farhan? I saw Farhan sitting next to me smiling, he was wearing a white suit, with a red rose nailed to the top. I was still wide-eyed not understanding, Farhan clasped my hand he came forward to approach me, what would he do? Is he going to kiss me? I closed my eyes, but Farhan only whispered, "His wife you are so beautiful today". I opened my eyes and Farhan smiled right in front of my face this time he really wanted to kiss me, I closed my eyes again.

"STOP !!" The sharp cry surprised me, I opened my eyes and looked for the origin of the sound, Ardan He came closer then pulled my hand, I followed him confused. Wait what's he doing? is this my wedding? I forced my hand "Stop!!" angry say.

Ardan turned around and looked at me his tears came out, he looked disappointed without saying anything he slapped me .

I was surprised, I glared at him and returned his slap we fought, and as usual I was the winner hoho, The invited guests who had been sitting sweetly now stood up to encourage our fight, he said, I looked for Farhan, he just stood there giving an expression he didn't like.

I smiled and approached Farhan, I tried to grab his hand, but Farhan immediately let go of his hand and passed away .

"NO !!" I screamed and woke up from my dream, ahh thank goodness it was just a dream.

I grabbed my phone, it was 4 in the morning, I saw some incoming messages.

Farhan

"Have you come home?"

"Tomorrow do you have time? mom wants to have lunch together!"

"Have you slept?"

"Good night sweet heart, have a sweet dreams, see u tomorrow 🥰"

Ardan

"You're home, don't forget the treat, I'll pick you up tomorrow? I'll wait 10 in the morning in front of your boarding house!"

I'm confused how this is I supposed to go with who? Waitie? am I a playgirl now ? Oh God how is this?

I closed my eyes thinking does this have anything to do with the dream? Who exactly is the person I like?

Farhan is a quiet and mature guy even if we meet still feels awkward.

Or ?

Ardan is a nice guy, who always talks a lot without being awkward, I always laugh beside him and of course make me feel comfortable.

I have to make a decision if not? maybe I wouldn't be able to have even just one of them, but ...? who am I? sok felt really contested by two rich young men. Ahhh basic, Nia you are crazy, I flailed my bed with my hands, then squeezed the pillow with anxiety, is not possible right? I screamed and put my head under the pillow.

Finally this is what I chose to help Aunt Farida cook lunch, assisted by her assistant also, Aunt Farida said she liked my cooking hehe.

We had lunch together, Me, Aunt Farida, and Farhan. Aunt Farida talked about how our relationship continues, is it ready to go to the guarantee? Honestly I answered that I still have not talked about it with Farhan, and besides I am still in college, I still want to be able to graduate and become a sergeant, aunty Farida understood, but it looks like Farhan is a little disappointed.

After eating Auntie asked me to relax and talk to her son, well here we are, in the back garden beside the dining room there is a beautiful fish pond and there is a small waterfall that the rustling sound of the water can calm the soul. We sat in the park seat, I chose to sit in the front seat of the Farhan seat we were facing each other now just a small table that separated the distance between us ciee haha .

Still feeling we only occasionally smile while enjoying the scenery, before long bi mina gave us a glass of mango juice and some complementary small meals.

I can't wait and start a conversation, "House, very comfortable yes, I never dreamed I could have a house like this" I said amazed.

He just smiled then looked at me, "If we get married then this house will be your home too"

I felt bad to hear her answer even though I felt glad I only returned it with a smile.

"Where is your job, do you enjoy it?" tanyanya.

"To be honest I don't like you working there, must be tiring and also a lot of strange people there, do you often meet them? do they tease you often?" said worried.

"Don't worry I can martial arts they won't dare to mess with me" I replied calmly.

"But still I feel unsettled, after all you are a beautiful woman again, I don't want them to look at you" he said.

I smiled "Are you jealous now?" godaku's.

"Yes I'm jealous" he replied firmly while making my cheeks red blush. "So can you stop? I can give you money if you need money, after college break , learn no need to tire of work anymore".

To be honest I was happy to hear his explanation, but my pride could not accept it. "I'm fine anyway we're not married, I don't like receiving money from men, I can still find myself I want to go to college with my own business, I'm not, thank you so much for your attention".

"It's !" Farhan.

" Yes ...?" I also looked at him.

He took my hand, it was warm but it seemed like his hand was trembling a little, I wanted to take it off but I couldn't bear it.

"Marry me, I don't want to see you alone anymore, I hate to see you working hard alone, let's do it all together, I'll be happy if you make me a backup" she said sincerely.

My heart is beating fast, how is this? I have to answer what? Should I be happy? On the other hand I don't want to be underestimated? I'm a strong girl I can take care of my own life."I'm sorry, but.." I stopped my words because I was still confused.

"Is this too soon? I can understand, think about it? and give me your answer if you're ready, I'll try to accept whatever you answer"

"Thank you for understanding" I lowered my head in relief.

Farhan let go of his gang, then stood up as if he was embarrassed "Now is Sunday going for a walk?" he said divert the conversation.

I accepted the invitation, and we ended up going to the amusement park. I don't understand why he brought me here.

"Why are we here? you like to play around like a kid?".

He smiled "Ria said you wanted to go here very much, but not willing to lose your money just to play games, anyway we will try adult games, so do you dare ?" answers explained.

I was ashamed of myself and could not answer.

Farhan bought a ticket and handed me a bracelet, he said with this bracelet we could play anything. I am so happy and excited.

We tried various kinds of games, from roller coasters, lala rangers, to entering the haunted house.

"Hey aren't you scared?" Tanya Farhan broke my daydream.

It seems he was afraid to think I was, acting pretentious ahh "No why should I be afraid, to people I am not afraid especially only of ghosts"I walked first leaving Farhan behind before long a skull fell hanging in front of me.

"Yyyyy....!!" My reflex screamed and twisted my body I stepped on Farhan's foot by accident .

He roared in pain as he held his leg "He is not afraid? your legs are really strong"

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it" I really felt guilty. When I looked at Farhan's back I saw a female ghost approaching, "Uaaahhh" I cried out in fear, Farhan straightened his body to calm me down. I hugged him tightly, soaking my face in his second.

"Nia, the ghost is gone" he said to me, and I let go of my embrace with a canticle.

"I'm sorry" I said again in embarrassment.

He smiled and grabbed my hand, the exit was still far away, continued to be beside me if a ghost approached you could hide behind my arm he said later. I nodded slowly and followed him.

Outside Farhan was busy rubbing his arms, "It turns out not only are your legs strong your hands too"

I just smiled embarrassedly, because I was so afraid to see many ghosts approaching that I clutched his hands firmly, hehe it must have hurt.

Farhan be honest, do you also like? hehe.