
Prologues
*Have we ever thought about what we live for in the world ? Day by day, we try hard to survive. Wishing to look into the sun tomorrow, to walk forward without looking back, leaving behind all the haunting memories like nightmares.
Forgetting our loved ones to become stronger and able to survive in this cruel world. Nia Rahma is trying to figure out what life really means. Finding out the truth through this story, how Nia Rahma found herself as a true Muslim woman, not as an orphan left behind by her father and mother, or as a poor girl who lacks the affection of her siblings and friends. Find out who he really is, what makes him happy and how to appreciate others around him.
By trying to be a good wife, she began to know what happiness is whether it is faith and Islam that can make man strong and firm with his stance. In the difficult journey of life Nia Rahma made it through.
Happy reading !!
Author: Little Star*^^
Nia
On a clear Sunday, sunlight began to break through the cracks of my curtains . Ahh this is my habit, to sleep again after the dawn prayer and to be lazy all day. Ordinary is kos hehe's son.
I don't know what time it is, I'm lazy to open my eyes, "kruyuuuukk" ah my stomach, I'm hungry.
Finally I tried to open my eyes and I saw a plate of fried chicken on the table, ahhh my eyes sparkled I immediately took it and bit it .
"Aaaaaahhhh" a sharp and loud scream resuscitated me, I opened my eyes. And a pillow floated right on my face ."Why did you bite me" Ria glared and wiped her wet foot on my teeth .
Haha I involuntarily laughed instead "Sorry, I'm so hungry sorry".
"Instant noodle cooking there" Ria pushed me with her feet, and quickly covered her entire body with a blanket.
Ahh, I complained in my heart, this is how the poor college boy. There is no noise of parents asking their daughters to help with homework, cooking or maybe just sweeping the floor or washing dishes. Ahh stop fantasizing about living and be grateful for what we have, I said in a heart of comforting myself who longed for the warmth of family.
A moment later I was ready with two bowls of noodles on the table. Without me having to call her first, Ria automatically woke up and smiled then kissed me then immediately passed and sat down before me.
"Lo so sweet really, you know what I want." While grinning Ria started eating the noodles I made.
"Bas on how many years I live with lo , you never want to cook" I grumbled while eating my own noodles
"That's what friends are for, isn't it ?" she even let out her sweet smile without any use.
"Ahh I already feel like your foster mother now" I replied cuek
Ria laughed giggly an "mama" he said while whispering .
Haha Ria laughed again "From the relationship of our mother and son already like a couple of lovers know"
"Najis hoeekkk" I said with a laugh this is not the first time Ria has said that.
"Haha lo siih so quickly find a girlfriend there let us not be confused with lesbian" he said
"Well, you already have a girlfriend" I said casually while continuing to eat noodles
"If I don't have a girlfriend want to go out with me" he's still not satisfied teasing me .
"Will not I still normally know, you know my motto, gk no relationship before marriage ...."
"All men are crocodiles, I've been horrified how many times you say the word to me until the bosen dengernya . You have never been in love anyway, you have to try deket same man used to know it feels later you will be addicted" he said at length after cutting my speech.
"That's what I'm afraid of Ria, I'm afraid of being close to men if I forget myself, all the defenses I've built all this time, everything will be destroyed." I'm being honest
"Here you are too timid, just relax sis, you want me to know the same guy, a lot of guys in the literary department want to be known as you want yes ?" Passion.
"So!" I replied firmly "If you dare to give my number to a guy, I will not want to meet you again !" I said angry and took an empty bowl to wash it off.
Finally Ria feels guilty "OK okay I will not be as clear as your number anyway".
"Thank you" I said cuek, I'm not angry with Ria I just silenced it, all day I have no mood to sleep again I clean the house, wash blankets, wipe all the furniture, sweat, mopping, mopping, this is what I do if my mind piles up, because I can't get angry like other people who can make fun of me to make vows or destroy things to dampen my emotions, I prefer to busy myself with cleaning .
To this day I still continue to build a solid wall, to protect myself from creatures called men. I'm sick of seeing what kind of terrestrial crocodile boys I've met. Always come to the hotel, every time with different girls. Just by giving a few pieces of money to be able to play all night. The world is old how can this happen over and over again every day ?
How many women have cried because of the abandonment of someone they love, or how many innocent babies have had to die because of the mistakes of their parents.
I gulped bitterly imagining how many children like me, my mother had to die just from falling in love with a man who could not even account for her love. Or like Ria who had to live this life on her own because her parents divorced, they did not want to take care of her, for their own reasons. What they did, why they couldn't account for what they had started. Say I love you from the beginning of a relationship to the end with the word I hate you. All because of human selfishness, I can't blame anyone, either, because I don't know if I'm capable of living in this very cruel world.
Saying that money is everything, looking down to ask forgiveness from others when the mistake is not our fault, and without shame say thank you for being able to get money even in a dirty way. Now money has become the highest tyranny, at least that's what I know.
In this world there is no one else but me and Ria we have no one, just depend on each other and protect each other. Sometimes there are times when we want to give up, but we are ashamed of God who gave us breath to live. Although we sometimes think life is unfair, we believe God is always with us, and God knows that we are strong and able to pass this test.
I drown in my daydreams until all my work is done . I smiled at the fragrant, clean and shiny boarding room, "Yes the effort will never disappoint the results" I said glad to be proud of what I have done.
Nia's good work, a new destiny is about to begin !! Hehe ^