KEEP THE FAITH (Believe in God)

Dinner

Farhan

I smile like an idiot when I think about you !

"I want to have a child !" nia's words this morning really made me crazy, how could she say it with an expression like haha so sweet that I miss her. Even though I know the truth he said it because he just wanted to make me happy. I know he's not ready yet, but how will I be 30 years old soon, it's time to be a father, ahh imagines a little girl who looks like Nia calling me papa must be very sweet. Sorry for the moment I want to be selfish not thinking about anyone but myself. Ahh what did Nia do huh ?

I texted him. "How's your day, fun all right ?"

Tring* yes he replied "Everyone looks at me, I feel uncomfortable" I want to laugh but also feel guilty must look strange wearing such clothes.

"Hehe but what can they see ? but if you're not comfortable don't push yourself !"

Tring* "I'm fine, only the first day can not be happy dong. hehe i miss u 😘" Ahh so sweet Nia you can always make me this happy.

"I can't wait for tonight !"

Tring* "What's up tonight ?" hah base did he forget, ah surely he pretended to forget.

"Certainly make little Nia"

Tring* "Haha you scared me!"

"What are you afraid of My Queen"

Tring* "Later you will eat me right?", Nia you really want to tease me now?

"You're so sweet, what should I do other than eat you. I'll pick you up later, text you at what time you get home"

Tring* "I'll tell you later, bye bye darling, I still have to learn"

"Hey kiss me first !"

Tring* "Haha muachh, be patient !"

Just texting like this alone has made me happy, does every couple also feel this way ?

"Tok tok" Anton knocked on the door and I told him to come in.

"What's up ?" much

"That, Mr. Fajar from FK group, invited you to dinner he said take your wife too"

"Why tumben, instead of him being so busy"

"He said he wanted to ask me something about the construction of a new school.

"Is there a problem ?" ask me for wonder

"I don't know either, be careful because if beruuras with the company he all must be perfect right"

"Yes I know, I'll pick up Nia"

"Shemm by the way it seems like today you are very happy, is there any good news ? you want to be a dad, right ?" she smiles to tease me, but why does my face become hot, ah I am ashamed.

"You're talking about is there no other job, right ? I want to give you more work"

"If our boss is a friend, if I am the senior, you can ask me anything hehe. Oh yeah my wife is probably going to give birth later this month, boss if you can give me some time off ?" said pleading.

"Ah want to ask for leave why not talk from earlier, how long is one week ?"

"Are you the boss, my wife must be in trouble if I'm not at home 2 months ok !" said pleading.

"No way, one month" I said cuek, actually I'm also jealous why he had to have a child first, ah stupid why I became childish like this.

"Alright one month, but my boss is on leave but still gets a salary right ?" ask again.

"You want too much huh ?" but looking at his heartless face also "Ok later I give you a bonus too"

"Well, that's dong bro! I doain lo cepet-cepet deh "Anton answered happily while patting my shoulder.

"Udah quickly came out, before I changed my mind !"

"Ok thank you boss " Antonpun came out with a big smile on his face. Haha he's so stupid for love. (Not aware of himself is the same hehe).

I picked up Nia, I saw her sitting in the chair where I used to pick her up, I smiled seeing her she just kept quiet and waited. He ran to the car after seeing me.

"You said we'd have dinner with the group's FK owners, right ?" Tanya Nia was enthusiastic.

"I often see him on TV he is very generous right, always helping people with difficulties especially orphans and underprivileged children" I just quietly listen to Nia look very enthusiastic when talking about it. "Actually because his name is the same as my father's, sometimes I think if he is my father, in others he is good especially to his own family, sometimes I think if he is my father, he also still looks handsome despite being old ahh how is this I'm really going to meet him is I allowed to ask for an autograph ?"

"Just ask if his wife is not angry" I said.

"He's the same wife? well I'll meet with Miss Destiana too, yey I'll ask her for an autograph too" she smiled happily.

"Hey is this your fan girl mode ? if you're talking about Korean guys as well as this hysterical ?" mocked him.

"Are you jealous ? anyway I never talk about Korean guys anyway, because talking about you is more exciting hehe"

Blush, my cheeks must be blushing right now, why am I so happy to hear what he said. "You're talking about me why ?"

"Hehe is there, by the way what do you have to do with Mr. Fajar ?"

"We worked together to build the school"

"So you also donate?" tanyanya ah her eyes look sparkling I'm embarrassed to say not to join the donation.

"Of course I'm with you, our company will run the construction"

"Seriously, my husband is so cool !" he smiled at me. I also smiled with his attitude. He waved his hand in my arm and leaned there .

We have arrived at a restaurant, it turns out Mr. Fajar has been waiting with his family. We shook hands I was surprised to see the guy who was with Nia in the art room first. Ah makes me remember old memories, suddenly I just want to behave in front of them.

I wrapped my hand around Nia's. "Fajr sir introduce this to my wife Nia" they shake hands as if they were also astonished by Nia hehe's appearance, but in their honor I told Nia to open her veil.

We started to have dinner, with a nice chat talking about each other's business and family. It turns out that his name is Ardan and he is one of the children of Mr. Dawn.

We're done eating, it should be time to go home, but why is everyone silent, should I be the first?

"This is Mr. Farhan, ahem but it seems like you can still make it easier for me to call you Farhan" said Mr. Fajar starting the conversation again.

"Of course sir, no need to hesitate" I replied kindly. Mr. Fajar's face seemed to turn serious.

"There's actually something I want to say" He looked at me as he looked at Nia, Nia just smiled back at him. "Actually before I married my wife, I also married a woman named Alia Rahma"

The deg! is that not the name of Nia's mother I also look at my wife she was silent.

Mr. Fajar continued his words. "I was unlucky, My wife died after giving birth to our child, we had a baby girl because I used to feel unable to take care of her alone so I entrusted her to my wife's parents, since my own parents had also thrown me away, he would not accept the baby. Because I felt like I failed as a father, I did not dare to visit him, the guilt was always there but still until he grew up I did not dare to face the fact I did not dare to look at him, I did not dare to look at him, but now I think I should apologize". Mr. Fajar looked at Nia, but Nia was still down not knowing what she was thinking. "I never knew what she was growing up to be, but when I saw your marriage, I saw her your wife was really similar to my wife so I started to figure it out, it's true that you're my son, I'm sorry, papa!" Mr. Fajar started crying but Nia just kept quiet without expression.

"I'm sorry Mr. Fajar, I don't know what's wrong with you either, but it looks like my wife is not well now can talk about it another time" I said.

Nia looked at me and then looked at Mr. Farhan "No I'm really well, sorry you seem to have the wrong person, both my parents died when I was born, so it's not possible that I have a father now"

I looked at her not believing what Nia was doing right now.

"Nia I've been looking for your origin, sorry papa you are a baby papa, it's wrong papa for never taking care of you, for leaving you but .."

"Quite, it seems you're wrong people, I have other needs excuse me!" Nia stood up and walked out.

I couldn't stop it so I said goodbye too "I'm sorry, it seems my wife is very surprised please don't put in the heart"

"This is my fault, please take care of him yes" said Mr. Fajar his tears still flowed.

"Sure, excuse me" I immediately ran after my wife.

Nia was already standing in front of the car, I also opened the door for her. We were silent all the way.

In Nia's room lying waiting for me to take a bath, I came out of the room and sat down beside her stroking her soft hair. "Darling you're okay ?"

Nia smiled and sat down "Of course" She kissed my lips deep, but I could feel her sadness. I stopped it too.

"Is he really your father?"

"Of course I didn't tell you my father was dead" she said, stroking my hair, whether she wanted me not to talk about this.

"If there's anything you have to tell me, understand!" I'm still worried about seeing her like this I better see her crying.

"I want to have kids, let's get started!" he whispered, smiling, trying to look okay, then kissing me. I can't do anything I just do what he wants. Maybe this way I can cheer him up, or maybe he's the one trying to cheer me up.

After we finished she fell asleep, I stroked her gently, peed her forehead and hugged her trying to make her comfortable. Nia is exactly what you think.

I fell going to cry !! hyx