KEEP THE FAITH (Believe in God)

Farides

Farida

I woke up in the morning not usually, I don't feel good like this .I got up and went to my son's room on the 2nd floor, I'm afraid he didn't come home last night.

I opened the door, as usual he never locked the door, I didn't see anyone, he didn't come home all night .

I sat in the living room chair waiting for him to come home, I accidentally didn't call him because I was really angry.

This housekeeper Bi Mina offered me breakfast, but I refused. I haven't even washed my face and brushed my teeth.

Where do I think , my son is 29 years old but does not want to get married, when I asked already have a boyfriend or not yet , ' he said , he always said he didn't have one and he said he wasn't interested in women.

Maybe it was her trauma when she was in Junior High she told me once, she liked a girl but she refused.

I don't know what happened, suddenly my son changed first he was a polite and studious boy , he likes to read from small to his left eye a little myopic so he needs glasses.

Until suddenly he changed not to wear glasses, sometimes also fight at school, even the teacher once called me because he smoked .

Maybe it's all because of my fault too, I'm always busy working . My husband died when Farhan was 12 years old, inevitably I had to take care of our company I just left farhan on the maid .

That's why Farhan keeps his distance to me he's very secretive, doesn't want any story, hhh I'm sorry now .

I heard the security guard open the gate, ahh my son has gone home it turns out . But I sat and waited for him to come .

Farhan walked lethargicly into the house maybe he was tired, I wanted to scold him so not have the heart .

"Why just got home?" I said as I approached him

"A lot of work, so have to overtime"

"Don't work too hard you also need time to rest"

"ma I'm tired, let me rest "Farhan climbed the stairs of his room without waiting for my answer.

I was sad, I wanted to calm my mind out without telling anyone.

I walked - the street saw things I had never seen before .

Blue sky, fresh breeze, noisy car noise, some little kids running around, a lot of people passing by 'not only I it turns out the world is also busy' .

I'm sitting in a park seat waiting, maybe someone will find me here, my son ? ahh farhan why did you turn out like this son .

The sun was very hot, and I was hungry I wanted to ask others for help but didn't know how.

I moved to my house under a shady tree, many students passed by, I remember the school days .

A grumbling girl was sitting next to the chair I was sitting on but there was a table as well, she sighed and opened her laptop violently so that it disperse my banquet .

I saw him complaining, I so thought I didn't live alone in this world everyone has their own problems .

Beautiful thought I ehh arrived - suddenly he fell asleep, I kept watching him afraid that someone wanted to do evil. She smiled maybe the girl was dreaming .

A moment later a man appeared and sat before him long enough he just looked at the girl .

The man looked at the watch and finally teased the girl to wake up, maybe he should go and want to get the message across first .

Ahh I remember my husband, maybe they were dating . I'm getting curious and a little eavesdropping, ohh it's not a girlfriend because they're just acquaintances, but why look at the old so ?

A little thought and I know the answer is the girl is beautiful, or I introduce her to Farhan huh ? then I laughed I couldn't - could Farhan even be mad at me .

I want to forget this incident and go home, suddenly my stomach hurts I want to ask for help but who ? there's no one in the park and I don't want to disturb them .

I tried to sit on the floor and put my head in the chair, ahh it hurt so much . I closed my eyes trying to soak the natural environment the wind was so cool and this wooden chair was warm I was sleepy , maybe I can sleep a little .

I felt someone rocking my body I was too weak to wake up I heard a "help" sound and someone's voice was crying . Why what's up ? I slowly opened my eyes I saw a girl in front of me crying for fear of what happened to me . He pulled me up and helped me stand up, took me to eat, I saw his smile really sincere, if he were my son, if Farhan could only half have this girllike nature .

Finally I survived home thanks to this girl, at home I still do not see Farhan, bi mina said farhan had gone to the office again I was angry basic he did not even look for me .

I went into the room and took a shower I felt like my body was all dirty .

I took my HP and called my assistant "please find out about Nia Rahma being a student at Pratiwi University"

Not long ago, my assistant told me that Nia was a poor girl from the village whose school used the scholarship track and was not responsible - the responsibility she took 5 subjects at once .

Crazy think I he really - really great no matter how heavy life he went through I want to help him . I smiled and thought of a plan ....