KEEP THE FAITH (Believe in God)

Overnight 1

Farhan

I can't wait to put out all the restrained feelings in my chest, with all the questions and worries I keep in my heart, I can only express them in two words I miss you ! Standing behind the door while continuing to knock on the door and call her name, I started to worry because Nia did not open the door immediately, did something happen to her? I anxiously pushed the door harder and kept calling his name.

"Simple!" The sound of the door handle, my eyes sparkle when you see the look on Nia's face that is upset, she looks messy, or she is upset because she just came from the bathroom? hehe made me want to tease her more.

"What are you doing here ?" Ketus.

I can't even get angry right now even though Nia's greeting isn't friendly to me, because I feel too happy. "Of course to see how much you've suffered without me!"

I smiled at her surprised expression. Then my face changed as Nia started to walk backwards as her face was pale as if she believed my words, Nia grabbed a pair of scissors over her desk, her eyes not turning anywhere locked my eyes, He pointed the scissors at me "Don't come any closer! ". I feel confused and a little guilty is he really afraid of me?

Jesus !! I was so happy that I didn't see that Nia was injured, her elbows and feet were bleeding like they were severe injuries, even the jeans she was wearing and the blood kept seeping caused even greater blood marks, I started to observe this situation, Nia who was standing in fear with a body full of wounds, her hair was in a mess, the clothes are dirty because they are exposed to traces of soil that is still attached. She was really pitiful, and I said that I wanted to see how much she suffered ? She must be feeling very embarrassed now ? O God what I have done I am beginning to feel regret now, I should have come and apologized, no!, I should have forgiven him long ago, and no need to leave him alone. I started walking forward to see how he was.

"Don't come any closer! Don't kill me, I don't want to die in your hands, I don't want you to regret a lifetime!" His voice quietly without power, his voice shaking his hand holding the table trying to jump the weight of his body that was almost uprooted.

I didn't listen to him, I walked over a little run and immediately grabbed the scissors he had in his hand. He fell to his feet, and his cries broke all over the room, loud and heartbreaking to anyone who heard him bow his head without daring to look at me who was right in front of him, "Please, please, please don't kill me, at least I don't want to die in your hands" she pleaded for forgiveness.

It broke my voice in my throat, I also wanted to cry and pull it in my arms, but I felt unworthy to do that, after what I did to her. "Who wants to kill you? You're hurt so let me see it!"

He did not answer, and was still crying, but now he felt resigned to what I was doing.

I tore his jeans using scissors, I saw a big enough scratch wound must have hurt a lot, "Where did you get this wound? Did you fall? The accident? Or are you fighting with someone ?" manyworry. "You have medicine ? Why not just go to the hospital? You've been seriously injured, since when did you get hurt ?" looking at his wound waiting for an answer.

Nia still did not reply, drifting in her own cries. I looked at him sadly taking a phone call and calling my personal doctor to come here.

After that I immediately stood towards the kitchen which was visible from my sight, taking a clean rag and water inside the basin. I carefully wiped the wound, I was in pain looking at the wound, I saw Nia's face without response she was still crying. "Did this hurt so much?" He just nodded. I went back to cleaning it carefully wiping all the blood that started to dry on the legs, then replacing the water that had been cloudy because it was mixed with blood, now replace the arm, now change to the arm, after that I cleaned his clothes that were still dirty with dust, then petrified to tie his messy hair.

Nia kept looking at me, as she tried to stop crying. I went back to change the water and washed the cloth wipe cleanly, back in front of him who was still sitting on the floor. I pointed the rag at his face because his face was also dirty because of the dust and tears mixed in.

Nia held my hand, so I would stop doing my job. "I can do it myself" he said trying to take over the lap in my hand. Staring at it this close my mind had drifted everywhere feeling fear, thumping, and ....? I kissed her forehead for forgetting to get lulled up, it seemed like Nia was surprised she looked at me dislike, her face pouting for an explanation.

"Grand ..." I laughed wrongly looking for the right reason. "Your hand will be hurt so let me do it" tried to shift the conversation, I put Nia's hand back on her lap and focused on cleaning her face again.

"Why ... Why did you kiss me?" Curious speech.

I was so confused to answer why? that should be an easy question, right? "Because I don't know any other way to authenticate you "I answered accordingly.

"What does that mean?" he was confused by my answer .

"I don't know" I replied.

"I told you you can't kiss me" he said again.

"Then what do you want? I've already done it" I replied as I continued to clean his face, and now it's changed to the neck. I gulped, what was it with me was like my eyes were locked in there wanting to kiss her, feeling what it was like to have a cramped neck with that white skin. "In reply!" he said it again broke my daydream.

"Let's just think about it" I stopped wiping that neck because my job was done, I wanted to go into the kitchen put this basin and this rag.

Nia pulled my sleeve and I stopped and looked back at her asking what she wanted with just a look.

"Do you still like me?" I didn't answer, "Did you come here because you missed me?" I still haven't answered wanting to hear the continuation of his question. "Are you worried about me? Does that mean you've forgiven me?" he asked again now that he lowered his head, I could not take it anymore.

"Can I hold you?" my answer.

Nia was shocked and looked at me, without waiting for her answer I immediately approached and hugged her. Nia just shut up, that means I can do it .

I can smell his scent, still smell it despite his condition. I tightened my arms, trying to answer all of his questions through my actions. She stroked her hair softly and kissed the tip of her head, putting my cheek on her head, as my hand continued to caress her hair. Doing like my mom calms me when I'm crying and it's sad the difference if you do this while patting my back.

I don't know how long it took me to get swept away in a daydream, we just kept quiet without saying anything and let this feeling overflow slowly.

A moment later Doctor Handoko came, he was a friend of my mother as well as the personal doctor of our family. I helped Nia to sit on the long sofa in this room. He asked her to sit down and I went to open the door.

Handoko's doctor looked at Nia's wounds and then checked her body temperature and heart rate, everything was normal, then gave her medicine and bandaged the wound with a bandage. Injecting something in his arm, this injection to prevent the occurrence of infection and reduce pain. Doctor Han said everything was fine, just need to rest and take medicine regularly after that doctor han leave.

I sat down next to Nia and went back to check on her wound "Have you felt better or are you still sick?" still in a state of anxiety.

Nia smiled "I feel much better now, thank you very much"

I smile, "Rest, it's night I have to go home now" I said, saying I wanted to leave because the clock had pointed at 9pm.

"I'm hungry" said Nia.

It's too bad he hasn't eaten before, "Well I'll cook you something" I said standing up.

"Yes ?" I looked towards him.

"Can you cook ?" tanyanya.

Stupid I forget not to know how to cook, "No, but if instant noodles seem to be able to" I said embarrassed because even instant noodles I have never made it myself.

Nia nodded and smiled "i like instant noodles, in the closet under the right corner there where the groceries are" he said, pointing to tell the place.

"All right" I smiled and went to cook.

Here I took a pack of instant noodles, read how to make them. I understand and I am ready to cook. I took a small pot and filled it with water, then moved it on the stove, turned the button to turn it on, but the fire would not go wrong. I also called Nia, "Honey the stove won't turn on?" I smiled because for the first time calling him dear, I was too happy to live my role as a husband who wants to cook food for his beloved wife.

Nia smiled and approached, and I immediately ran towards her, "Hey you're still injured don't just walk there" I said, propping her up to stop walking.

Nia smiled and patting my hands confused me. "Are you acting like a dream husband right now" he said, to my surprise.

"Well, how do you know" I replied.

Nia seemed to be surprised by my answer, then laughed, "Haha really?" her laughter grew louder and embarrassed me. Finally he stopped he looked at me now "Mr husband, this wife of yours will not die just from walking, I will only be lightly injured I have even experienced worse than this, she said, so don't worry okay!" He smiled so sweetly, making me drunk because of it.

I held her up and put her in the plastic chair next to the kitchen, Nia just laughed but did not fight back. "My wife is beautiful, you're still hurt so just sit down sweet, let your husband prepare dinner" My face turned red I was ashamed of myself with a word that came out of my own mouth.

Nia chuckles to remove the awkwardness between us. I looked at her dearly still crouching in front of her and clasped her hand squeezing her slowly without me noticing "Nia !" That word suddenly came out of my mouth, often I did it just to make sure that the person before me was Nia the only girl I loved, I managed to grab it in my grasp again.

"Yes?" he said while looking at me, once again our gazes were locked.

"I love you" I said looking for reassurance.

"I love you too Farhan" he replied, which made the flower in my heart bloom, ahh what words it is, indeed since when I had the flower there , and the words I chose were truly ludicrous, whatever is important I enjoy it now .

"I love you so much Nia"

"I also love you so much Farhan, don't go again huh!" said later.

I nodded "Marry me!" I said to be brave again.

"Well let's get married" she replied, which made it difficult for me to think clearly, as if my breath had stopped, I felt tight from overflowing happiness, without realizing that I kissed her lips looking at her who was surprised I stopped, too, I felt sorry I lowered my face.

"Sorry!" I said, Nia was silent, I again ventured to look at Nia "Sorry because I can't control myself, I really don't know myself"

Nia took her hand off my clutches, I bowed back, was she angry? how is this ? you stupid farhan? I cussed at myself for not being able to hold back.I was surprised when both of Nia's hands held onto both of my cheeks, automatically my face lifted to see her expression. His face was also flushed, "I'm not angry anyway, sorry that you had to wait for my answer for too long, because I myself was afraid, I didn't believe myself to be able to be with you you you were too perfect for me Farhan" said it.

"So you're saying I can give you a kiss?" polo answer. "Ahhh" I groaned in pain Nia slapped my cheek though not too hard anyway.

"That's not what I mean" he said angrily.

"Then what ?" I ask not to understand.

He pouted unwilling to give an explanation of "It's gone there, a husband who doesn't understand what a wife means, I don't want you anymore "

I smiled at her angry, she was so sweet, I half stood on my knees to support myself, grabbed her hand pulling her in my arms, but she refused to let me force her and I miscalculated, the plastic chair was also attracted to the right, Nia would fall on the floor reflexively I hugged Nia to protect her head so as not to hit the floor using my arms, finally we fell together.

I forgot the pain in my arms that hit the floor with the head and body of nia who was in my arms. "You're fine" Nia said as she tried to look at me worriedly

I smiled "Can I kiss you now?" I teased him again.

Nia pouted and tried to sit on the floor I also tried to sit "Sick?" ask again.

I nodded my head "He hurts so much, when it seems like your body is small" I replied.

"I'm sorry" he said, rubbing my back and arms against the floor.

I smiled and hugged her again, "Here kiss me, let the pain go" I replied teasingly as I brought my lips closer to her.

He wriggled trying to hold my lips with his hand "You want to die?" it's the kind that makes me laugh.

"Haha, here kill me baby!" I said as I continued to hold her, I was pleased with her attitude, she just held my mouth back but did not try to run in my arms.

"Basic, I'll kill you later" she laughed, I kissed her head lovingly, and our laughter continued, dancing to a quiet, cold room, turn it into a warm and loving place .

Kyaakk, hug me Farhan ! Hehe.