KEEP THE FAITH (Believe in God)

Plan 3

Nia

A Friend can understand everything in your heart, even without explaining !

"What ? You really say you like Ardan ?" I didn't realize it and shouted, thankfully it's on the roof of the building so it's just me and Mariam here. Yes the hangout we moved here, quiet and quiet, the wind is cool so it's not a bad place either.

Mariam just nodded shyly.

Haha I laughed out loud hearing the story of Mariam who was confined inside with Ardan how could he, this mate must be a soul mate haha I am very enthusiastic about wishing them love each other and I do not need to be awkward if I meet Ardan "Then what is the answer ? Does he accept you ?" I asked again to be curious.

"He didn't answer anything but I saw him smile, but I didn't understand what it meant, after that we stayed quiet until the afternoon until my friend Ardan came to our aid" he said.

"Haha you are beautiful she has seen your face too right, maybe she is just embarrassed because you said it first" I replied calmly. Then I realized that Ardan also already has a girlfriend, but I don't want to tell Mariam afraid to make her disappointed how this has been stretched let alone. But I still feel bad especially Ardan's girlfriend is Sinta even though I don't know it's Sinta that I know or not, maybe Ardan is currently worried because he knows that Mariam likes him. Mariam is so beautiful, I even envy her.

"Sister Nia !" Call Mariam, surprise me.

"What's up ?" I asked to look back at him.

"Don't tell anyone, let alone my brother, if he knows maybe I will be punished, yesterday I really did not realize getting carried away, after all if Brother Ardan accepts me, anyway, I can't go out with him either. I was thankful that yesterday Brother Ardan did not answer anything if He rejected me it would also hurt, but if it is like this let me love him in silence, complain my feelings to God in my every prayer".

I nodded in understanding. "Can't you date? your family forbid it, right ?" I was a little curious.

"It is not my family that forbids, but Allah in the teachings of Islam we are not allowed to date. So I also want to look at my own heart, no relationship before marriage. That's what I keep saying if I start forgetting who I am?"

I smiled because we thought the same, "Well, maybe we are destined to be friends my motto was also not a relationship before marriage" I saw Mariam who looked at me with enthusiasm waiting for the continuation of my words, I laughed and looked down "But I failed to meet Farhan and forgot my own motto, torch" I pretended to be sad.

Mariam rubbed my back slowly perhaps trying to calm me down, "What matters now that you're married, sometimes I also think that if Brother Ardan also wants to marry me, I will accept it no matter how difficult my life will be, I will help him try to make a living together, because marriage is worship" he said without shame.

Haha I laughed again listening to him lecture me. Lucky you Ardan loved this girl as well as I thought. "Marriage is worship, can it be ? please explain, it looks like you are really in love with Ardan" I said excitedly.

His cheeks were flushed but he was also no less eager to tell what he knew "So I don't know if we're still dating, everything we do is sin, just think about it sin, let alone touch it, kiss it, kiss it, not to mention anything else, we will be easily defeated by lust. If we are married whatever we do will be a reward, looking at the face of the husband makes him feel at home beside us his reward is the same as praying, let alone cooking for him, taking care of his needs, giving children for him, taking care of him, taking care of him, teaching her all the rewards, I want to get married" Mariam held her cheeks with both hands hehe very sweet. I just realized this and now I'm getting lucky. We kept talking until the bell came in.

After dinner we chatted for a while with mama, talk about the wedding I just sort it out whatever it was as long as it was with Farhan I would definitely like it. At 9 we went upstairs for a break. Farhan laid his body on the mattress it seems like lately his work is not much, he also became spoiled like a child, he likes to kiss me suddenly, he said, and if he wants to hug me again, I will not be able to run even though I actually like it, but still sometimes I can not do my job.

Farhan smiled at me patting the empty place next to him, asking me to lie there, ahh why I suddenly remembered Mariam's words this afternoon, I became even more happy because it turned out that what I had been doing could be counted as a reward as well hehe.

"It's a shame I can't wait to see you in a white dress" she said, still closing her eyes to enjoy my touch.

"I'm also impatient, am I going to look beautiful ? Would anyone else say that the bride is compatible?" I saw Farhan who started looking at me now "Ah you're so handsome what if people say the bride is too ugly" I covered my face in embarrassment.

Farhan got up and held my hand so I would show my face, too close ah even though I've been like this a lot but still my heart is not strong, despite seeing her face every day but it feels like the first time I see her is this what it feels like to fall in love every day with the same person ? Surely my cheeks are red right now, Farhan putting his hand on my cheek makes me close my eyes.

"Nia, what are you thinking? You're so beautiful, no one else is as beautiful as you" she kissed me making me open my eyes, our eyes locked we looked at each other's faces looking a little anxious "I don't know if I'm willing to look at another man's gaze when looking at you" Farhan put his head on my shoulder, I smiled at his words, Farhan always managed to make me feel that I was the most precious woman. I also stroked her hair. "Don't smile at other people, don't say hello to them, just stand by me" he said, giving orders but his head was still drowning on my shoulder.

I laughed "Well I'll keep standing next to you, and I won't see another man" Farhan puffed up his face and smiled and kissed his lips softly "Do you know I can't see other men, because you're the only one I consider to be the man in the world" I smiled embarrassedly at my own words, but it's not a fight, I'm honest.

"Lie, you've been making out with other guys" Farhan let go of his arms and lay back on my back. Haha what does he want, is he jealous does he remember the incident when I was with Ardan? Or does he just want to be pampered ? He wants me to persuade him not to get angry? I smiled I liked Farhan's side like this, so I felt like I could protect someone with my strength.

I lay down next to Farhan and confirmed our blanket. I hugged his back giving a kiss a few times. "I never considered Ardan as a man (a lie), he was just a friend to me because he was being nice that's all, that's why I didn't feel awkward in front of him because my heart wasn't pounding, like it is now" .

Farhanpun turned towards me yes managed to think I. "Are you still pounding right now beside me ?" I just nodded not daring to look at him. "I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable".

I looked at him, not that I meant stupid to make me even more anxious, I got up and kissed him, I stopped and looked at him "Are you not pounding right now ?"

"I'm pounding" he replied.

"Do you feel uncomfortable ?" ask me again, he did not answer instead kiss me back.

"Where it may be, it feels so comfortable that I love you" He looked at me and his face was also flushed "I don't even have to dream anymore because I already have you".

"Iiiih gombal basic !" I replied embarrassed and happy, why does he look cool when saying it. I smacked his chest and went back to my bed, I was ashamed I slept on his back. The deg! He hugged me from behind, kissing my neck.

"I'm not being honest". His voice was slow and deep.

Aaaaaa! I don't know what Farhan's saying sounds so sweet to me. I don't care anymore I let my soul float, with boundless delusion, and then fall into a bottomless pit, Farhan's love.

Finally the morning came a new day had to start, a lot had to be done to prepare for the wedding, and my grades were of course ruined, I never learned because there were bullies at home. But fortunately Farhan understood and did not scold me, but I did not want to lose my scholarship before this semester ended I had to focus on studying.

The beautiful moment is whenever, wherever, you spend your time with your loves ! Hehe ^