KEEP THE FAITH (Believe in God)

The Family 4

I stopped explaining myself when I realized people only understand from their level of perception .

'Why did this woman ask to meet ? What does he want from me? After all she was a great woman, her aura was strong, very graceful and beautiful, I became ashamed of myself, well because I used to defer to her' Nia felt uneasy because of Destri, she said, none other than her stepmother invited her to meet. He drank the fruit juice that he had ordered, even the freshness of the drink was not able to eliminate the thirst that he now felt. He tried to act as calm as possible even though his heart was beating rapidly.

I drank the fruit juice, he glanced at Nia, he smiled to remove the stiffness between them. "How are you ?" he said he started the conversation.

"Good !" answer Nia briefly.

The pastor took a deep breath. "I don't like a stale base right away !"

Nia was confused she was just staring at the middle-aged beautiful woman, with a gaze asking for an explanation.

Destri smiled as she clasped her stepdaughter's hand gently "Dear Nia, I am your mother too, call me mama ya !"

Nia was silent she just lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking.

"Mama would like to apologize, I know that maybe I don't deserve to get an apology from you either" said Destri sadly.

"You're not wrong !" nia answered feeling bad.

"I was wrong to never ask your father to look for you, I was afraid that he would go to you and would never come to me again. But I was wrong, I'm too selfish now your father suffers so much, he always feels guilty he looks so pathetic. After all you are his daughter try to see him I do not ask you to forgive him at least please do not hate him!" said Destri felt very guilty.

"I have nothing to do with Mr. Dawn" Nia said stubbornly.

"I know you've suffered so much over the years, sorry we're really sorry. You're also a wife, you know what it's like to see your husband sad but can't do anything, neither do I, I feel so sick ..." Destri was unable to continue her words her tears began to sag.

Nia was only speechless she understood what it was like, but in her little heart she still could not forgive the father who had abandoned her.

"I beg you, come home, your father is sick now !" Destri is forced to lie to persuade Nia to forgive her husband.

Nia did not answer that she only drank the drink.

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There is a saying that says speech and heart sometimes not in line, as well as Nia, he said no matter but his mind has gone everywhere now he is worried that until his father is sick because of his actions.

Farhan who saw his wife's attitude that had no change from the previous days, he was worried that his wife was still not willing to give up on the family problems that continued to entangle him.

Farhan sat down beside Nia who was reading a book. "Darling !" he said he was looking for his wife's attention.

"Heem ?" Nia turned to her husband and accidentally touched Farhan's cheek, because Farhan's face was too close.

Farhan laughed happily because he managed to make his wife say "Ngapain you kiss kangen yes ?" farhan said he still wanted to tease his wife.

"What the hell are you doing with your face that close ?" said Nia pouted because she was tricked by her husband.

"Of course because you want to kiss hehe" Farhan lightly replied like that which of course automatically makes his wife blush embarrassed. "Here kiss again !" Said Farhan while pointing his index finger at his own cheek hoping that Nia would kiss him again.

"Don't want to !" nia said furiously as she was ashamed to cover her face with both palms.

"Honey come on just once !" farhan Renggek.

"No, I don't want to !" Nia tries to get away from her husband.

Farhan was laughing because of the attitude of his wife who was cute once Farhanpun kissed the back of his wife's hand that was covering her face.

Nia was surprised she opened her hands, and looked at her husband.

Farhan smiled "If you don't want to kiss me, let me kiss you !" Without waiting for his wife's answer. Farhan pulled Nia's shoulder closer and they kissed.

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To encourage his wife Farhan invites Nia to date. Tonight they decided to have dinner together, then go to the movies, then go for a walk in MOL before heading home.

Farhan and Nia eat ice cream cone while walking, although the day has been night but MOL is still seen crowded with visitors. After satisfied the streets they went home. Nia looked brighter when she came home, and it made Farhan feel a little relieved, at least for a moment Nia could forget her problem.

On the way home Nia fell asleep in the car because of her soy sauce, Farhan just smiled while continuing to drive, through the streets that were already quiet, and the night lights that lined up, leaving buildings and trees on the side of the road.

In her sleep Nia dreamed.

Farhan walked by the side of the road with a shaky step without energy, his face looks lethargic, his clothes look messy he also looks thinner. I don't know what he's thinking.

Across the street Nia just looked at him, feeling strange but could not do anything, looking at her father who she never wanted to meet. He wanted to leave but his feet would not move.

Dawn awoke from her daydream when she saw her daughter standing across the street staring at her. The smiling dawn of his face looked brighter in pleasure. Without waiting for Fajar to cross the road without caring about the passing car, his eyes were only locked on the one figure he missed.

Nia looked at her father who suddenly walked forward because he wanted to devour her. Nia was scared, afraid that her father would get hit by a car. "DON'T !" nia shouted, but it seemed like Dawn did not hear it. Nia turned her right and left trying to run to stop her father "Stop there !" yell Nia again.

BRUAAK !

As soon as the road became empty, there was only the Dawn of a man lying in the middle of the road, full of blood around him.

Nia ran up to her father, she could not do anything she just cried, she wanted help, but where the people around her went, there was no one who could help.

Dawn looked at her crying daughter as she saw her condition "Nia !" said slowly.

Nia also looked at her father, who tried to talk to her it was "Dad, sorry, hiks huwaaa !" Nia was crying so hard.

Dawn smiled "You call me father ?" Nia did not answer just continue crying "I'm sorry dad, live well from now on, don't think about the things that make you sad" Dawn reached out her blood-filled hand, saying, trying to touch his daughter's cheek.

Nia grabs his father's hand putting it on his cheek, "Dad don't go !" said Nia while whimpering.

Dawn smiled and closed her eyes.

Dream over.

"Dad !" Nia woke up from her sleep and immediately sat in bed, cold sweat already soaking her whole body.

'Is it just a dream ? wasn't I in the car ?' Nia tried to regulate her breathing, her heart felt as tight as her tears also did not want to stop.

Farhan came out of the bathroom, surprised to see his wife crying. He immediately approached his wife "Why ?" he said gently while stroking his wife's hair.

"Mas, the hyx" Nia cried and immediately hugged her husband tightly.

Farhan understood that his wife had been having a nightmare "Relax, I'm here" Farhan patted her on the back trying to calm her down.

"My father's tormenting, I want to see you !"

Farhan was surprised to hear his wife say, did his wife dream about her father ? "You want to go there now but it's 11 o'clock tomorrow !"

"Hiks, what happens to dad if anything happens ? I was afraid of the torment" Nia still spoke amidst her unstoppable cries, for some reason her heart crumbled, as if the dream was very real, like, what if her father died because of her and no one else could help, just remembering it made Nia lose her energy.

"I have the number, want me to call ?" tanya Farhan provides a solution.

"I'm ashamed" said Nia

"He's your father, why should he be ashamed ?" farhan said to calm his wife.

"Tomorrow we go there, I can't meet this condition either !" Nia said after sad if if she went there now, or the phone in the middle of the night would look very strange.

"Well, let's go to bed again !" Farhan said while helping his wife to lie down. After the two of them lay Nia unwilling to let go of his embrace, Farhan stroked his wife's hair gently.

"Are you having nightmares ?" Tanya Farhan wanted to make sure.

Nia just nodded

"About your father ?" ask Farhan again.

"Yes" Nia cried loudly again.

Farhan was confused he chose not to ask further, he hugged his wife so that Nia could calm down and sleep again. "Well the nightmare is over, now it's time to go to bed again, tomorrow night we go to your father's house ok, I'll make an appointment with Mr. Dawn"

Nia just nodded in understanding, they were just silent until the night got late and drowned again in a dream.

Extra :

Farhan had arrived, and saw his wife still asleep. He did not have the heart to wake his wife, he finally carried her into the house.

Aww So Sweet 😍

In Farhan's bathroom, taking off her clothes, she prepares to take a bath. But because he heard his wife's scream, he did not take a shower and immediately put on a nightgown.

Iuw So Stinky 😖

**For readers sorry next eps may only be updated in 2 or 3 days again, because the author is busy celebrating Eid Al Fitr Day, well, although not able to go home but should be able to spend more time for the family. Just enjoy it hehe

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