KEEP THE FAITH (Believe in God)

My daily activity

Dream hight no matter how impossible it is

Nia

Sunny Monday, time to start a new day after a boring holiday ehh tiring hehe.

As usual I wake up in the morning praying, make my breakfast and eat 2 slices of bread and peanut butter. Tidying up the house at a glance and sweeping, I let Ria sleep, I always succumbed to her because I knew Ria used to be a rich person and this time was a difficult time for her strand, she said, as a child, I used to do housework.

Every day I was always busy, actually I was not just in art, I entered Indonesian, English, mathematics, IPA. Ahaha someone asked me why I took so many courses not because I have a lot of money, I just took the scholarship exam for all the courses and finally only 4 courses I got. A lot of people say I'm a little smart.

While the art I instead have to pay for myself, because I am interested in learning to join, maybe my image is not too good but when drawing I feel able to appreciate my feelings, well so I have to part-time work .

My college time starts at 7 am sometimes until 5 pm. Sometimes the seniors ask me to do their duty, I know this is forbidden but for the money to survive, I will apologize daily to God .

Tonight I work in a hotel, do not think that all I can do is be a food delivery waitress, yes sometimes there are people who are not normal, many are rude and even harassing, yes sometimes there are people who are abnormal, I'm lucky I got a little karate.

My grandfather used to teach me how to defend myself, because I don't have any friends either but I'm happy that there are still grandparents who love me .

Class 1 of my grandmother's High School passed away, while cooking she fell and hit her head against the wall that time I was really sad, grandfather did, too, but because grandfather is a strong man he still survives to take care of me.

From then on I had to be an independent child I had to cook myself, fortunately I always petrified grandma cooking so I already know how to cook.

Time went so fast, until I graduated High School, actually I did not want to go to college because our house in the village while for college the place was far and we also did not have money.

Grandpa who encouraged me, he said "You're a pinter nduk, baby if not school, then grandpa sell land so you can go to school "

"But the cake I don't want to go far from grandfather" I said refuted.

"Nia, Grandpa is old, later if grandfather dies, no one protects you anymore son, you are also afraid that male grandfather can not leave you alone in this old hut, he said, you should be able to go to college, graduate, find a good job and meet good men." Grandpa said sadly .

"That's why the cake, Grandpa was old how Nia could leave Grandpa alone. Nia does not want, grandfather trust Nia ? Nia strong girl Nia is able to survive here, nia wants to live with grandfather, about Nia's soul mate does not care, Nia just wants to live here a simple and happy life like today." I cried .

Grandfather looked sad and silent, knowing he could not change my stubborn decision.

I was tired and hungry, I was looking for grandfather to have lunch with, and I saw grandfather who was sleeping, I saw a clock that pointed at the figure of half two noon. Ahh maybe grandpa already ate I thought, I ate by myself, and finished some homework.

Until even Ashar grandfather has not woke up, I intend to wake him for congregational prayer.

The thing that I had been afraid of finally happened, I continued to wake grandfather, pat him on the cheek, even shake his body violently, until my tears dripped I really panicked but grandfather still did not wake up.

I ran out of the house and called out to the neighbors. I saw the expression of my neighbor who was checking his breath and grandfather's heartbeat his face turned pale his forehead slightly wrinkled. He hasn't said anything but I've fainted first.

When I opened my eyes, I was already in my room and heard many voices reading the holy verses of the Qur'an, half-consciously I walked out of the room wanting to see what was happening. Deg ! My eyes widened to see so many people crowding around reading surah yasin for grandfather.

My legs were limp I fell on the floor while still holding the door to my room, my head ached I remembered the incident earlier this afternoon, recalling all the memories we had spent together. I was afraid, I was confused, I had no one else, my tears kept dripping, I screamed without a sound.

Without me noticing someone holding me, I looked at the face of someone I knew my best friend Ria, she kept crying and hugged me tightly. I screamed and cried so much that some of the neighboring mothers swarmed and calmed me down.

Ahh up here my story about grandparents. After that, Ria and I decided to move to the city because no one wanted to be kept there.

I sold my house and my estate and so did Ria selling her parents' inheritance house to apply for college and for us to live here.

We both needed each other, I was finally able to live my life which is now all thanks to Ria.

Ahh too much I think, sometimes I miss the past, want to go back but it's impossible right. I can only walk forward with all the success plans I have made, waking up early to go home from college for the night of having to work first. None of this would break my spirit. I have to be able to graduate and become a sarjanah, work in a big company, have a house with two floors, have a red jazz car, marry a nice and handsome guy, have two cute children. Ahh since when did I start planning to have children, I smile myself every time I fantasize about something.

No matter what others say because my ears are already immune to their babbling I think not only my ears but my whole body is already immune to it. Perhaps this is what is meant by the words of the wise The best teacher is that failure and pain are the best lessons to manhood !

I don't know how other people live their lives, I'm happy enough with the way I live my own. Eating potluck food, carefully calculating every income and expenditure for the cost of my life, is not stingy but this is what is called hehe saving .

The lecturer entered the room, disperse all my daydreams, I opened the laptop taking notes and listened carefully to what the lecturer taught me, because I believed all the science must be useful.

Nia you can do it !! Hehe ^