KANGENS

My hair...

I finally have to give up my long hair, I cut it to the shoulder. I hope this will be a new hope for me. I began to forget the incident with Revan because it has been 2 weeks that incident,,,, I hope,,, I think I can't d bali tp tdak do apa2..I started to want to work with my brother d distro help him.. every day I see raymond who focuses on his work2. occasionally I approach him. occasionally also my brother came home, yes lbh happy d in his 2-story district d appeal his home sndri..

I began to step out, I think this will be a good start, become a worker in my brother's distro sndiri. I ordered an ojek online. today I wear jeans and shirt.. I set my pace..

I stepped on my kak distro, my brother was so happy I was there he hugged me, I expressed my intention to help him he was very happy..

I start my day2 d distro.. every day, I come home to the house must be below 9. Sometimes my brother deliver me the rest rarely.. yes he made his clothes design all by himself.yes my brother is very smart in terms of design2 motifs clothing distronya.he is indeed a lecture in his favorite field.. I honestly don't want to go to college because I don't like to think too hard, and sometimes make mama and I fight because of one word "college", I feel good like this..

I also began to sit on the back porch, this has become a habit.I buy beer can be quite warm body.. I brained my phone I reply w a friend2ku who asked me kpn I came home k bandung..

I msh at home here. bali.. I open2 sosmed. I think nothing good I save back. I enjoy this night myself. I turn on the music. feels like rilex.... I'll take my snack I bought in the mini market, I,,

ray came up to me, I let him sit down and pick out the food he likes, he just smiled, he said,,

"maybe ask for dong's beer" she asked as she looked at me

" take aza sis, be free as I am mah" I replied with a smile..

I fideng2nya him, while in Bali we rarely ngbroll, he trllu busy with his art..

I'm a little uncomfortable about asking him if I dare to ask... "sister has a girlfriend? " i asked. he was drinking beer so choked and looked at me "why? " want to love me? " put it all have a girlfriend what do you do" Ray averted my question.I was upset with the answer, I just pouted my lips upset..

" just got to know, haircut huh? " ask ray while shuffling2 my hair. "hey, you bastard ah kak ray mah! " while I was tidying my hair..

" good, mature hair rich gtu" afraid of a crush ah. "said ray as he walked away.

" hey Ray, got a girlfriend? yell at me

" no one has been to the sea, has married the same cwo rich, "yell it also while entering the gallery..

I just fell silent to hear the word2nya, maybe the wall was the former.hmmm complicated so the romance is endless, the dinggal marriage, the dreplayed, which clapped one hand.. the sllu relented even though I was sick. ah. I sighed, the more I did not want to be tied to any relationship fearing loss and fear of being left behind..

I stepped into my room, I put myself out of bed, time for bed..

To the next day, I feel my body is sick2 not because.my body lemes...what I am sick, I began to contact my sister tp dangkat, maybe msh asleep I thought..

I walked to the ray gallery, asked her to buy me medicine or take me to the doctor, I knocked on the door of the gallery.. I forgot to put on a knee-length nightshirt, my body was shaking, when I turned and opened the door and saw me pale, she held me up and put me to sleep on her gallery couch.. I'm cold, msh, he's compressing my forehead..

"have you called vano blm? " he asked me. My lips trembled to answer him, looks like a pacing ray seemed to call my feet tp ddt lift..

I woke up, I was on the couch. I saw a familiar figure. oh that's my brother vano. he stroked my head2. kissed my forehead.. he didn't dare move me because I looked good at his sleep, I felt light and wanted to sit down, Vano helped me. and fed me porridge, I was so happy that my brother took care of me.. I could not feel my tears dripping, Vano hugged me tightly. Ray who saw us just fell silent...

" knp ray kangen your family? " ask vano

" no. I'm just sad to see you guys love each other so much" he replied with a smile..

after I finished eating, Vano left me on ray. ray who took care of me,, vano back lg k diatronya. ray serious with his laptop,,

I'm getting bored. "I want to go to my room" I said.

"okay" replied Ray by holding me. He occasionally joked while holding me, I also smiled at his jokes, yes he always makes me smile..

he put me in my bed, he left me. I think I need a break, I fell asleep again.. ..

I don't know how many hours I slept, I felt something woke me up and it was ray, ray told me to eat," it's late afternoon.." said Ray!"..

"it's late at night" said Ray

I also ate ray-bawed food..

ray takes good care of me, I feel like he's like a vano..

he sat in my room chair playing his laptop back, I saw it deeply. why am I not interested in this handsome cwo. my inner.

" have I tried to see that I am rich gtu. later in love" said Ray while busy playing his finger d laptop..I was surprised to hear kata2nya. I began to get upset he always just said gtu, gtu,ntar has a crush, you know, ntar is in love you know. ah. ntar gini and gtu...

"hmmmm. brother ray, where possible. anyways we udh rich brother ade!! "" saying.

"nice, klo km so my girlfriend nnti km tired see me mahat trus, trus possibility nnti I live long to australia" he said

"uh uh? " what is ksana? "many

"go home! " answer. ..

I was astonished by his reply,, is it possible that he was just on vacation.

I dare not ask, because I do not want to know tp this mind says the desire is very big.. ......