KANGENS

you dimaana???

I finally realized myself.I opened my eyes, I saw beside me there was a man who was holding my hand while asleep... .

my eyes were still not very clear to see it, I stroked her hair, I woke up. It was very clear her face and it turned out to be "ray" not antonie..

dya smiled at me, then kissed the top of my head...

" where's antonie? " my mind...

vano and mia then approached me..

they seemed happy to see me sober, I've been unconscious for almost a week..

I felt pain in my stomach, I held it, it seemed like a surgery.

I looked up at the door hoping that Antonie would come.I was disappointed when I realized why not beside me.

"ray who donates blood to you, thank him" said brother Vano..

I smiled at Ray...

" thank you brother "I said...

" i will do anything for you not for my blood, my whole life I will give. "he said so seriously..

honestly I was shocked to hear kata2 ray. I then looked towards kak vano. kak vano looks so shocked also with kata2 ray..

" what did you say, Ray? " ask sis vano seriously..

" ah. just kidding. "ray trying to melt the atmosphere. "my blood has been flowing in the body of zivana, I will think of him as a sister." he said with a smile.

" oh. kirain kmu wants my sister. don't expect ray,,! " said kak vano a little cynical..

" quiet bro.. calm down. I'll keep it like you take care of it too" said Ray..

" where's antonie? " i said interrupting their conversation..

everyone fell silent, I felt strange..

" what is this? " my inner

" quiet zii, rest. "try to calm me down..

I confusedly stared at mia, my eyes incessantly continuing towards her...

mia bowed as if knowing that I would ask her a lot.

kak vano and Ray then came out to. just copy and smoke, just me and mia..

" what's really going on? " i said while holding Mia's hand..

" i'm confused where to start, which is obviously antonie is in Korea. his mother alienated him because she already knows everything and knows who Cindy really is.

I'm surprised..

"did antonie leave me..? " i said while looking down..

" it's for the best right now, everyone's emotional towards her.including your sister." mia stroked my hair2.

" continue cindy? " many

" in prison, sii, the rumor.but don't know." replied mia.

*My thoughts right now are just to meet antonie, I miss her.

I don't know what my marriage is like, I don't want to divorce her.

after it was declared to have improved, I was allowed to go home, I went home to Vano's sister..

mia painstakingly took care of me, I was always pensive, I felt less excited since antonie wasn't around.

"do I have to catch up with him" I murmured

" what did km say, I heard it zii. "mia surprised me..

" i think I should catch up with my husband" I said with confidence.

" are you not sane? " you*have not healed completely. "mia tried to calm me down

" i miss her, "I said crying.

" heal first, later I will persuade Vano to meet you with antonie. "mia hugged me...

time was so slow, I missed my husband so much. Ray sometimes came to comfort me but still I can't lie to my heart so empty without antonie..

" ray, can you take me to Korea? " i said to her

ray looks shocked.....

" are you serious? do you love her so much? " ask ray looking at me

" i don't know, but I feel empty without it. "I said with tears in my eyes

" i guess I'm still in your heart" said Ray..

I shook my head. "nothing",

" okay, I'll take you to antonie.I'll do whatever you want to do. Just think of it to make amends to you in the past" said Ray, wiping away my tears..

" thank you" I said, then hugged her...

" quiet. everything will be fine2 only. " said ray while stroking my back 2.

today I'm getting ready2 to go to Korea with ray, albeit with a long debate with kak vano..

I continued to contact grace, persuading her to give her the address antonie. Grace finally gave it to her, and she was very sad about what happened to me because 2 antonie. I tried to calm her down and said" I'm fine" only.

mama Grace felt ashamed of my family after the incident, but I convinced her that everything would be fine2..

ray and I headed to the airport, my heart was not good. Ray held my hand. I felt calm, I took it no more like my brother. He always took care of me and protected me.

We were in korea..

ray asked me to look first because I saw me so pale..

ray and I were seen in a hotel, our room was separate.

" i'm coming, antonie" I muttered

I put myself in bed for a while, until I fell asleep....

I woke up in the afternoon, immediately I went to the bathroom.and changed clothes, there was a knock on the door, t,ray invited me to eat I also agreed to his invitation because I was also hungry.

after eating ray took me jalan2.ray continued to hold my hand, trying to calm my heart. Right now the weather in Korea is very cold, I've been wearing as thick clothes as possible.

I want to hurry2 meet antonie but for today can not because it is night, maybe tomorrow morning we will find the address of antonie.

" antonie, wherever you are. I miss you. miss my husband..

I miss you, antonie lie "