KANGENS

My wedding. . .

I'm still helping you get ready for the wedding, I'm not ready to tell you that I'm getting married this week.my mom has brought me up to call me home soon, I'm not ready to tell you,, I want to feel like I'm running away not going back to Bali. .

the look on my face indicates that I am not okay2 only, after my mother called me I fell silent.andin saw me then held my shoulder, immediately I was shocked..

I see you smiling, I'm confused what to tell you that I can't attend the wedding tomorrow..

" why boss, so many rich minds? "asked andin

I looked at him, '" andin, sorry he's not going to be there tomorrow. My mom calls and says there's something important to talk about. "i said in a weakened voice...

" hmmmm. gpp, I understand that now you are the boss so it's natural that you are busy. "he said. with a disappointed face.

" i hope you understand, sorry! " i said while holding her hand. Then I hugged her my tears dripping heavy actually went away, I didn't want to go home.. my little heart says so but what can I do not want to disappoint my mother.

I say goodbye to andin going home, ,andin smiled even though there was a look of disappointment on his face.I did not go straight to the airport, I decided to go home first.I got in my car,, I pushed it hard so my mind wouldn't go where2. .

arriving at home.I entered, how surprised I found antonie in the living room, it appears bi imas is putting coffee on the table..

"non, from now on this master is waiting for you" said bi imas

" oh yeah? " i said, as I sat on the sofa

Antonie just smiled.."I haven't introduced myself yet, I'm an antonie zivana's future husband? " he said to bi imas..bi imas looks a little surprised, , then turned towards me. "non? " he said it was like disbelief..

"yes bi! " i said briefly, then the cute bi left us..

" what are you doing here? " i said flat

" fetch my future wife, did you forget tomorrow we got married, everything is ready! "he said so calmly..

I lit my cigarette, '" You're afraid your future wife won't come? " i said with a cynical smile..

" i never thought so, 'your mother told me to pick you up. "she said still calmly..

I still smoke my cigarette, , calmly.my heart and mind still refuse to go home, but I think back to my mom, , I can't let her down..

arrived2 I was shocked when antonie's face was near me, I took my cigarette and then smoked, I was silent and not wrinkled..

" do you want me to wait longer? " he said flat, our eyes were facing. I pegged, , suddenly 2 awakened to the cigarette smoke that was directed at me. .then I went to change my clothes,, I brought my bag and we headed to the airport in a taxi.

In the air we did not talk much, I was a lot silent.just look at it I was lazy.I kept yawning, it seems I was sleep deprived last night, arrived2 I could not resist sleepiness anymore and fell asleep. .

feels someone stroking my hair 2, I opened my eyes heavy because it was too sleepy, his hands continue to stroke my hair 2.

" zii." he said softly.

"hmmm" I said in a soft voice

" we've arrived. ." he said he still stroked 2 of my hair.

I immediately woke up, and I saw him looking at me. ." thx.have woken up" I said embarrassedly,,

We immediately got off the plane, and looked for a taxi. I looked strange from earlier, it seems this is not the way to my house" my inner self.

"we're going the wrong way? " i said confused

" ngakk, we go straight to this resort already late in the afternoon, , everyone is already there. "he said still calmly. .

"this person is always so calm, there is never a look of anger disappointed or upset. always calm and flat." my mind.

When we arrived at the resort, I was so amazed2 with the decoration is very luxurious and elegant, the color gold dominates everything..

antonie looked at my experiment and then smiled faintly, I became misbehaved and began to behave normally. .

I approached my family who had been waiting for me, and they smiled at me..

mama kissed me on the cheek, brother Vano kissed me on the forehead...

" the bride finally came too" said my mother with a happy face..

" i'm changing clothes first ma, want to soak for a while, and my room? still same? "my word

" yes. dear msh there your room! "said..

I immediately went to the bathroom, soaking in the bath with the fragrance of flowers that are so fragrant, feel comfortable here. As usual, I rested my head.. after feeling very calm..I immediately rushed to clean myself and then got dressed.Mia came to my room and sat on the bed. "are you sure? tanyakanya seriously

" yes I'm sure, how x you asked that. "I said while playing the phone

"me and Vano are so. worried about your marriage, if at any time anything2 contact us. "he said as he hugged me from the side,,,, if there's any,,

I looked at him. "okay. "my words are short.

"let's sleep, I'll sleep with you." he said..

I smiled and nodded, mia covered us. Then I fell asleep.

To esokan day. . .

I'm in makeup, so perfectly.yes that's also said mia. I use a dress modeled sabrina and the back is open with her zipper on the back. .." perfect" said mia..

I smiled a flash, then I repeatedly x glazed, staring at myself in the mirror. .

" this is a new page of my life" my inner self

Vano delivered myself to the altar, all looking amazed at me. I tried to smile as sweetly as possible, covering my nervousness...

antonie looks so sweet and dashing, I was at a glance gobsmacked by him but I soon realized..

antonie took my hand, in the word of a sacred promise, and we were finally legal to be husband and wife.antonie kissed the back of my hand.and then put on a diamond-studded ring. "it was very beautiful" my mind when antonie puts it on my ring finger..

I also put the ring on antonie's finger, all clapping. I was touched actually but I tried to cover it, ,antonie kissed me on the cheek, I was immediately shocked but still smiled broadly. .

The party continued at night. Many of friends2 antonie came, , the party was so crowded. mama approached me. "may you be happy dear. "he said while shedding tears.

" of course, ma, I will be happy. "my words while wiping my mother's tears then we hugged for a long time. . Until I finally let go, I do not want to look sad in front of my mother. .I'm switching the conversation...

" where's brother vano? " said

"busy chatting with his guest2nya, accompanied by mia." said my mother while pointing towards kak vano.

mama said goodbye to her business friend2, I nodded. mama stroked my cheek. ..

antonie was busy drinking with her friend2..

I decided to drink a little wine, so that my body feels warm and not weak. .

antonie came up to me who was busy with my wine..

" don't drink too much" he said..

I smiled "I'll be fine2.. "

" but your face says another, red-looking" he said, holding my right cheek..

" oh yeah, probably because of the hot air" I said.

" don't be stupid, 'let's go to the room. I'm afraid the guest will be excited because the bride is drunk." he said slowly.

" no. I'm fine2. " said I. .

Without many words she carried me, but everyone cheered.I was so ashamed, "antonie let go" I said slowly.antonie kept me. Until I reached my room. . .put it on my bed..

antonie looked at me sharply, I was so scared, afraid to start her first night, I didn't want to, I didn't want to know that I was. "my mind was floating around.. until I finally fell and was unconscious......

Antonie left me. .who fell asleep in bed. .