KANGENS

My emotions. .

This morning it was hard to wake up, let alone remember last night, ah... getting lazy. I opened my phone a few calls and messages from antonie asking me. "where.. "where" ...where"..hnya it's kata2 who sent, I was lazy to reply to the message.. then my phone rang back a message from antonie again..

"where are you? " this evening my parents want to stay overnight, I hope you go home"

I'm lazy to reply, I don't care "why isn't her lover the only one who welcomes her parents." I murmured

After seeing the message antonie my mood is getting worse rather than continue to be in bed better I go downstairs but what is possible by dressing like this, sis vano will obviously ask this and that to me..ah confusing klo already in a situation like this, I remember mia. did I ask mia to take my clothes but it's the same lie later mia will ask a lot...

I open my phone and I decide, send antonie a message..

"okay, I'm coming home, but bring me clothes last night, I leave with no clothes on, if you're busy get your assistant or anyone to take her to my hotel in VVIP no 215." I sent her my message. .

I paced back and forth looking at my phone, no reply from antonie," this sucks.

I began to fidget, 'how has it been almost 1 hour...

Arrived2 antonie called already at the door, I immediately told him to come in.. dya handed me the paper bag. "sister vano did not see you here? " i said worriedly.

" just take it easy, I saw him this morning! " he said as he sat on the sofa, "this is my breakfast for you. "

" thx, "and then I checked the paper bag while I was eating my burger. "this isn't my shirt? " i said frowning.

" yes, I bought it for you to apologize for last night. "

"oh. "I said briefly..

" yes, I beg my mother not to know about Cindy" she pleaded.

" why? " i said as I continued to eat the burger

" my mom doesn't approve of my relationship and Cindy, 'cause cindy's a model of an adult magazine" she explains

" murings" I said quietly,,

" i hope you understand" he said

" for? " .. Then I drank to calm my annoyance a little, "why not answer? " i looked at him

" for you didn't tell my mama, " she turned to look at me...

I laughed at his words..

" do you know antonie? you used me so that your relationship and your lover did not look up, the km agreed to marry me to cover up your relationship. I can not say2 again, antonie. maybe this 3-week marriage should end. " I said annoyed while rubbing my face

" you want my mother and your mother to be disappointed, my mother to like you. "she said, she began to step closer to me. .

"but do you think about how I feel, Antonie? oh, , of course not, so why would I sacrifice to please your mama, it should be Cindy instead of me, antonie" my emotions started to explode2..

I light my cigarette, I start to feel crazy stuck in the relationship and her lover is also trapped in this marriage.I smoked my cigarette with a little still emotion.

" why don't you just cancel the match? "my words began to soften a little, my tears dripped. "you said from the beginning you have a lover, let me just cancel it. "I said weakened.

" i'm sorry, zivana" she said, holding my shoulder.

"i was upset with myself. "i said while crying.I then wiped away my tears. .I looked at him, ," I want to be alone, please come out! " said

Antonie saw me a long time ago, then left.

I cried as much as 2, , I felt very sad. . I opened the fridge, still available my wine, yes this room is only for me. .doesn't feel I drink so much, ,but I can still control my body.My phone reads.

"it's almost night, my mama's coming soon"

I'm getting annoyed at the message but I can't be selfish mama grace has nothing to do with all this, it's so good to me. I'm going downstairs to drive my car fast, ,my body feels hot because I drink too much.My phone reads, brother Vano calls.

Antonie kept quiet, and he took me to my room. "come back, let you look fresh. "

" don't want to" I said with a laugh

" do you want my mom to see her daughter-in-law drunk? " tanyanya

I laughed, "i don't care!"

" all right, I'll take you to the bathroom,, "

" stop antonie, "I said yell. .

Antonie dropped me off, then came out of the bathroom. Immediately I opened all my clothes and soaked in the bathup, feeling comfortable always just a sleep.

Antonie who was waiting for me to take a shower, kept looking at his watch, felt like a long time ago.antonie opened the bathroom, she found me sleeping in the bath..

"astagaaaa, zivana! "

I was shocked, "antonie, "I said softly

" km can hurt, ,dya put a bath towel on my body then hold me, put it on the mattress and then blanket me. .

" thx" I said then unconscious again. .

I woke up my head hurt, , I opened my blanket, how shocked I found my body only wearing a bath towel,, I tried to keep remembering the events of last night but it was difficult. The more my head hurt, the more,, I walked into my wardrobe, I was surprised that Antonie slept on the couch..

"what I did with him last night, is it possible. "my inner being.." ah impossible"

I was wearing a casual dress, I opened my phone with a message from mama Grace.

"may be healed soon, dear. "

"what antonie said last night until mama Grace sent me a message like this" I muttered...

I walked towards him, I saw his handsome face.I propped up my chin while looking at him, "why am I being betrothed to this man,,? " the guy who just used me for his relationship, selfish"! I said slowly.I took a deep breath, then I decided to go down because I was hungry..

I sat down at the dinner table, the maid immediately brought me some juice. I drank it then brought him breakfast, I ate it, , , but my mind went nowhere...

" *himonya.. "that voice surprised me. .

"is there anything else you want to eat or is the food bad? you look less healthy" he said

I smiled, "i'm fine2, just missing my family" I said

"the next time we visit your house, this afternoon! "

the voice......, I spontaneously turned around.." antonie" ...

" yes this afternoon we go to your house. "I want to take a shower first." he said.

" hmmmm. yes" I said slowly.

antonie then kissed me on the forehead, I was shocked and kept silent. . ."**what's he doing??? is it so that the maid knows that we are a harmonious couple, oh rightly antonie" my mind***

"mrs want something more? " the voice again surprised me. .

"that's enough" I said. . .

I immediately changed my clothes..