KANGENS

between life and death....

Along the way home, antonie did not say much what2 makes me confused how to. .

even at home he was still silent, ignoring me. He rushed to his room, I was still silent at the door of my room to see him ignoring me..

there were actually a lot of questions I wanted to ask her but seeing her attitude like that made me hesitate to ask.

I immediately put on my sleeping dress, I put myself in bed. I'm right2 restless thinking of antonie, I'm afraid it's related to Cindy. all night I don't sleep thinking about it.

It was morning, a lot of business that I had to finish at the hotel, I took a short bath. Then I rushed to wear a skirt and shirt top as usual..

after I was tidy, I went downstairs for breakfast.I didn't see antonie at the dinner table, I also hesitated to look into her room.I looked around to look for veronica's mother, too, but I didn't see it this morning..

I rushed to my car and I drove to the hotel, my heart agitated at the thought of antonie's attitude ignoring me after meeting Ray.

" what's going on..? " do you know me and Ray. "my inner.

mind of sorts2 in my head..

I headed to my room, I sat down and opened my phone there was no message from antonie. "that weird guy is always confusing, who do you think he is? " sometimes gentle sometimes strange." I murmured..

Vano's sister called me telling me to go to the hotel restaurant.I immediately approached her, I saw ray with her.I want to go back but Vano's sister has seen me, it would feel strange if I back down.. I also ventured to sit among them.

"haiiii. "greet brother vano. then kiss my forehead..

I smiled at Ray.

" ray nginap here has been a few days" said kak vano while drinking his coffee.

" oh..him? " why came 2 kata2 that came out of my mouth..

" yes.. itself because there is no partner" ledek kak vano.

" huh? " i said surprised..

" usual x zii, " said Ray to me..

" uh. sorry brother ray, " said I smiled

"i went back to my room first" I said to ray and brother vano..

"okay" said kak vano.

ray's eyes continued to look at me, making me even more awkward.I immediately left them to leave.I sat in my room chair, I daydreamed why Ray's gaze seemed to hint at something." I murmured.

clekka..

the door of my room opened..

" antonne. "

dya came up to me and kissed my lips.I was silent not returning her kiss..

" you are only mine." he whispered in my ear.

" what's going on? " i said while holding her cheek.

"i'm afraid of losing you" she said, then hugged me

" i won't leave you on one condition" I said

antonie let go of his embrace

" what..? " tanyanya was curious

" i want you to always be honest with me and there are no secrets between us. "

" okay.I can on those terms" he said firmly

" may I ask!?" I said while teasing him..

" what? " the question then kisses my lips glint.

" can't, in the first place your lips are not where2 always kissed me. "I said scowling.

" okay.., what do you want to ask. "he asked.

" later, we go 2 pm to the beach" I said

antonie nodded..

Me and antonie this afternoon walk2 on the beach, then we sit in the sand. I lean my head to his shoulder, I feel flashback. I once did it with ray. why arrived2 thought to him, I felt like a flashback, is it because of my inner here.

" heh, daydreaming. "antonie surprised me..

" you want to see when to hide about ray. "ask antonie looking at me..

I, who was leaning on his shoulder, arrived2 startled and looked at him, looking calm..

" to.. napa... km know? " many nervous

" i know everything... "

" are you spying on me? " said

antonie smile...

" since a few months ago, mama km set us up. I tried to find out about you. Even at the party kak vano I accidentally hit you, you did not glance in the slightest at me.. I know you were with Ray. I know everything that happened at the party. "antonie explained.

I looked down embarrassed, I couldn't say what2..

" yaaa. ray and akuuu....... "

antonie interrupted my speech

" it's the past km, at least there is no more dya in your heart for the present, I hope only I am in your heart... "

" if in your heart? " i ventured to ask him..

antonie looked at me. "just you"

" cindy? " i said while squinting my eyes..

" are you squinting at me, dear zivana? "antonie teased me

" what do you want? "my words while aba2 will run...

" making love to you until you yell. "antonie chased after me. Then got me, my breath ngos2an for running.

" i will punish you, "he whispered in my ear and then kissed my neck

" my question you haven't answered" I said scowling

" later at home. "he said while teasing me, his hand went into my shirt..

"antonie" I shouted...

We went home, and I took a shower because I was so sick and antonie followed me. We took a bath together..

after we finished taking a shower.I immediately put on my fine dress, antonie also wear her casual clothes..

" i'm hungry" I said spoiled

" we're down. "antonie's holding me to the dinner table..

" you answered my question about Cindy" I said as I ate the dishes that were available at the dinner table.

" i left him, and at first did not accept and threaten me but I knew he was just gritting." he said while eating..

I smiled at him..

" may that be true" my inner..

bell rings..

" let me just. "I said..

" helper is there" said antonie.

" gpp. occasionally." I said with a smile.

I immediately rushed towards the door of the living room...

" cindy" I said in shock

" hey, asshole" she said..

" what do you mean? " i said astonished

" you took antonie away from me, you bitch.antonie righta2 left me. I hate you so much, antonie lived and died, but you took it. "he said full of emotion.

I haven't had time to say arrive2 ..dya stabbed me in the stomach with a knife. so I fell down, I saw Cindy smiling to see me helpless. samar2 I saw antonie screaming ..then I was unconscious..

the wound in my stomach was so deep that it caused severe bleeding. My face was already pale in need of a blood transfusion.Ray who donated blood for me, because my blood type was not the same as kak vano or mama...

" i didn't know I was alive or....... "