KANGENS

Ray's.....

After I reached my climax, my breath ngos2an. ak was silent staring at Ray, he kissed my forehead, I smiled at him, I felt like doing more with him. nafsuku beat my logic, I felt like I was trying to do something more, I began to kiss her lips gently, Ray returned my kiss.I took it off and said "i want more"

dya shocked to hear my words. "no, I will not damage you. km different from my ex-boyfriend, I. love you. there is no way I do it. "he said while holding my cheek..

" But I want it, I'm afraid that km true2 will go away and disappear like my father and the others, and at least there will be something for me because I love my brother! " i said with my eyes beginning to look 2..

"Zii. listen to me, precious km for me will not damage you. "say it by peeping my forehead.

Day after day, I pass always with Ray who is still staying with my brother vano drumah. I am happy with him always beside me, accompanying me, teaching me courses that sometimes I can not.. I don't know why I love him more and more and am so afraid of losing him.

He always made me smile, comforting me when I cape with my lectures.God may the last man of my life, I love him so much..

Today somehow my heart is restless, I am not concerned with my college, I want to go home soon,, I went to the front of my campus to call ray who blm pick me up, I started to get nervous and not careless.dya not pick up my phone, I was getting nervous pacing back and forth on the front page of the campus.. Vano surprised me with his car horn, I was surprised if not ray who picked me up, my heart began to feel bad at this time.

"Where's ray, brother? " just ask her

"Ray didn't tell me, he went home to Australia. Just left" replied my brother casually.

"What's? " manyu surprised while the eyes glazed2.I have started to feel, and have guessed2 surely this will happen tp why not tell me and not say goodbye.I think with a good man like no other.. my tears began to drip, my heart saying I was very disappointed at this moment

"hey, you cry, zii?" asked Vano by stroking my hair 2.

" gpp brother, brother straight aza forward, sister again nyetir.

Vano looked surprised to see me, obviously never knew what was going on between me and Ray..

as soon as I walked quickly to my room, I closed the door and threw myself in bed crying as2, Vano was astonished and started knocking on my door 2, I don't want to open it I'm confused what I'm going to say about my feelings right now, I'm so fucked up. I don't hear anymore brother vano knocking my room2..

I just cried et al, it was getting dark. I kept remembering the beautiful hal2 with ray, it began to hurt in my chest.. o godnnn... again? and again leave the man for no reason..

I kept crying until my eyes were poked.

"I'm not feeling well, brother, that's all" I replied

"weird as I said about the ray coming home to Australia, the face of km was immediately different. "he asked while releasing my arms and looking at me closely

"ohhhh, that's probably because I'm starting to feel good, anyway right brother ray to go kmna, nothing to do with me, "I said while pouring milk into a glass..

"kok ku rich yang gtu zii? " Sir Vano began to suspect..

when I drank the milk, I was shocked to hear the words kaka vano so I choked and coughed "uhuu uhhuu uuhhhu.. "

"pelan2 zii drink it. "vano patting2 my back. "bath gih, smell tau "top kak vano. I looked at him annoyed, I continued my breakfast while kak vano went out.

I can't continue like this, I have to be right2 get up. Don't easily believe lg with men, I impact like cheap women but only ordinary humans who are lulled with the seduction of men.. maybe it's because I'm msh in time 2 unstable, so it makes me a plan plin..

I try to busy myself with campus activities, hopefully this makes me forget ray. The more I struggle to forget the more tight my chest.remembered by his face, his charm... ahhhh I can go crazy thinking about it...

Drumah jg bgtu activities bored, it seems I need a way2 do I call diamond or galih, they might be able to entertain me,,,, I think,, yes, usually, the wawan who often funny tp dya now live in garut continue his family business.I also decided to contact them, as usual we made an agreement with our favorite coffee place...

I started to change clothes and dress like hotpants and t-shirts as usual klo hanging out, I'm glad they've been waiting for me, I hug them one by one,, I, you know,,

we chatted until we forgot about time, which made me feel a bit better..

Arya came later, yes my relationship is the same arya skrg lbih good and befriend lg as usual, yes because between us hnya misunderstand sja.. that night was purely because we were both 2nd under the influence of alcohol..

After a long time we berbrol, we began to get tired and sleepy, we also decided to go home, not like dlu klo hanging out can sampe shubuh. yes maybe because we did not ranguran lgi, so we've been busy with our business and mind222.

we all want to live a good life..

hope you gaizz, even better!!!! hehehehe