KANGENS

It's hard for me to understand......

Grace's mom's house...

Antonie and I walked into Mama Grace's house and saw that Grace was sitting down.

in the middle of the room alone.mama Grace looked at us, then hugged me..

" how are you, baby? "ask with a smile so warm

" well, very good" I said with a big smile..

" mama's happy you with antonie baik2 only..! "

Look mama grace's gaze on antonie is not friendly..

"may leave us both" mama grace told me.

I nodded. I sat down at the dinner table.

it seems like the atmosphere is not good.I do not understand what they are talking about partly in Chinese. .

arrived2 mama grace slapped antonie with great anger, I was surprised to see him.wanted me to go there but this would add to the problem, I was confused what to do. . .

Mama grace came up to me,,

" live up, baby"." he said

" akuuu..

" antonie would agree.. "

.why your lips? "ask for worry

" this...inii.

" i kissed her! " antonie said firmly

" you hurt him? "mama Grace looks emotional..

" that's enough, antonie, your behavior is embarrassing." mom Grace began to cry..

" maaaa.. "it's okay2 doesn't hurt" I said as I stroked her 2 hands..

" i failed to raise antonie, did not educate her well, this is all my fault "mama grace was crying. .

I hugged her then rubbed2 of her waiting.I saw antonie not saying what2 !! dya was silent to see us hugging.

" i'm sorry, dear mama, you see this mama"

" gpp maa." I said.

" stay away! " said mama grace

I nodded.. .

" i think I need a break. "mama Grace wiped her tears and smiled..

dya stepped away towards her room.

I was confused, mute at the dining table..

" the wife, look at this it's late" he said

" i'll take you to my room..

I followed him to the room, I saw a photo2 antonie as a child and school..

I tried to sleep, I saw the clock in my hand showing at 12.But these eyes are hard to close, where is antonie? my heart keeps worrying about it..

" what's wrong with me? though a few hours ago he treated me harshly..

I was agitated. As time went on, I saw the clock showing at 2 o'clock .I kept yawning and finally fell asleep...

Morning2 I woke up, feeling heavy..

"hmmmm "murm"

"morning"

That voice, I immediately turned around...

" antonie" I said in shock

" hey, it's up" she said smiling

" hmmm" I said briefly..

I let go of his embrace and hurried to open the curtains. The sun had already appeared, I saw the clock showing at 7 am, I was still yawning. I was still drowsy, I clasped my hair up,, I,, I looked out the window at the beach was very nice. I smiled. "beautiful" I murmured.

Antonie hugged me from behind, kissed my neck a flash, I was shocked and turned my head..

" why?"his tan..

I shook my head..

" i'm sorry, "he whispered in his ear..

"for!?" I said briefly..

" for last night, I was carried away by emotions" he said

" i may ask" I said because I was curious.

" why is mom so angry? " i said curious

" because I betrayed you and hurt you" he said.

" mama loves you so much, she likes you..

unlike Cindy when I brought her here, mom hated her, dya said it would destroy our company if mama still did not know our relationship. "he said at length..

" then follow Cindy's request, "I said as I let go of her embrace..

" let me persuade your mother to bless you. .

" i don't want to" he said starting to get emotional..

" what do you want antonie? " i began to not understand his way of thinking..

" you.you're my wife! " said while holding my cheek

"stop said that, antonie.hatiku hurt. "i said.." I was kind of constrained by kata2 that while you arbitrarily make love with your lover.. "

" **you don't understand, if I explain I'm afraid you're leaving" he said

" then explain! " i said I looked at him**

"*I..... "antonie's like heavy say that..

I let out a long sigh.I started to get frustrated with antonie..

" yes. lordn" I muttered....

" we go home, I don't think there's anything to talk about anymore" I said, opening the door

" wait!" he shouted

I turned around. I was silent to see him who had felt heavy saying something.

"i have a disorder in lovemaking..

I'm getting curious, "he means? " i said I don't understand..

antonie sighed, then told a story..

" i always tie, handcuff a partner's hand when making love or even hit his butt with a belt or whip.it's like a must for me, only Cindy understands and enjoys it, just like me. "he said like confusion..

" i don't know what's going on with me. "he said. .

"yes ...tuhannn" I said, closing my lips as if I could not believe his explanation

I mute.. I don't know what to say!!

" please remain beside me. I do not want to hurt you with my disorder, so to this day I have not touched you fully before your consent"." he said in frustration..

" i don't know. antonie" I said limp..

" i need a time*...

I came out of the room, I immediately say goodbye to mama grace on the grounds there is a problem in the hotel.mama grace understood and let me go..

Antonie drove me, all the way I did not say what2 ..when I was going to go to his house, I said I wanted to go to the hotel. he did not forbid me and he drove me to the hotel.. .

I immediately opened the car door, antonie held my hand. "please, stay with me!" said beg.

"when did you do that? "my word is cynical

" i don't remember very much" he said

I got out of the car immediately, I ran to the hotel. Antonie did not come after me because I forbid it. I immediately took the elevator to my room in VVIP.

I sat on the couch, holding my head.

it's hard for me to understand all this..

"*maybe this is God's reply to me. I was paired with a man I don't understand.. "

I don't know. . This is not what I expected..

"i don't think I can live with him.. "

my phone keeps ringing, brother vano calls." "hallo brother. "

" where? "

"i'm at the hotel." I said.

" sister will not be at the hotel today, mia is not feeling well, want to be taken to the doctor" he said

" okay, , I'll go to the house and mia. "I said

" yaaa. ..kata kak vano.

then I turned off my phone.I immediately took a shower and dressed neatly, skirt and shirt.I immediately took the elevator and went downstairs..

today I busy myself with checking 2 data2 hotel income and expenses..

then go around, see 2 and free hotel, so that visitors are comfortable.

"Tiring day* . ". .