KANGENS

I want to run. .

Mama's house..

" where are you from? " antonie is looking for you" said my mother.

I sat on the couch, my face looking upset and pouting. .

" there's a problem? a fight? " mama said looking at me..

I just kept quiet, didn't say what2..

" in the household it fights ordinary things, can be talked about good2 right! " mama said.

" don't know ma. "I said limp..

" huh.why answer." said my mother looking at me..

Looked antonie came, I got off the sofa and then immediately headed to my room.antonie saw me with a look not so friendly, so I was annoyed with him.

" *talk good2" said mom to antonie.

" yes ma, I followed zivana to the room first" said antonie.

In the room**

I sat in bed and my mind was confused. ".i want to get divorced" my inner self, arrived2 kata2 that came to my mind... I don't know where the purpose of life is. On the other hand I'm afraid mama is disappointed, what else klo until kak vano tau..

clekkk, man,,

the voice of someone opening the door, I glimpsed it antonie, I don't want to talk anything to her. .

"zivana anastasya, I married you 3 weeks ago and like my promise to god and your mama I will always take care of you" said antonie

" nonsense" I murmured

Antonie came up to me, and I left, but she held my hand.

" i don't like to be ignored, "he said clutching my arm..

I fell silent, looking at his hand clutching my arm..

" you always act as you please. "I said looking down.." antonie looks like we should get a divorce. "I said then looked at her..

his eyes sharpened the mark of not accepting my kata2..

" i'm not going to divorce you" he said looking at me sharply.

" let me go then" I said

Antonie let go of his grip.I couldn't say what2 more.then I went to my bathroom slammed the door and I locked. I cried looking at myself in the mirror, "how miserable I am"

" i have everything but for the life partner thing I'm always unlucky***"

I decided to soak in the bathup, I was lazy to go out to meet antonie. .

I leaned my head back, 'I was so relaxed. I lost all my burdens.

I started to feel cold, then I put on my towel, I came out and I saw that antonie wasn't in the room. "thank God" I murmured..

I'll get dressed. .

In the living room I saw my mother, my stepfather and antonie were talking2.I was lazy to have a chat, I went to the garden behind the house, I sat in the garden chair...accompanied by a glass of warm tea, I lit my cigarette. I flashed a ray shadow, I felt missed him, last we met, Ray treated me a bit harshly.But I could not quickly forget it from my mind.

" you are mysterious! " said antonie

kata2 antonie broke my daydream.

I glanced at him and then I came back to smoke my cigarette..

" if you're completely mine, I don't like you smoking" he said

"hmmm. "my words are short, I am right2 being lazy to talk to him.

" tomorrow we go home" he said

I just kept quiet. .antonie kept looking at me, I kept smoking cigarettes. then antonie left. "good, let's go! my inner

I sat in the garden until it did not feel the afternoon, the wind increasingly pierced my tiny body.I immediately went into the house to the dining table, I asked my aunt to prepare food for me.. I eat quietly, though,,

" where's mama bi? " just ask the maid

" on the non exit," he said

" oh." I said briefly..

after I finished eating, I was in the middle room.I sat on the sofa I opened my phone.Mia asked me when I came home, I answered her tomorrow.

I want to call my brother but not right now, I'll be home tomorrow.

Antonie came to be seen from the direction of the park..

then sit on the couch..

" *tomorrow our flight at 7, I hope it is not too late" he said firmly..

I was still silent, I ignored his talk.

" you didn't hear my word2" he said so clearly in my ear

then antonie brought her face closer, I was shocked.dya was about to kiss my lips.

" you can't do it anymore" I said cynically..

dya paused for a moment then looked at me sharply, then dya stepped away..

" yes, who would have thought to kiss me suddenly2 threatened me, sometimes clutching my hand tightly. "my murmur was upset. ...

To esokan day.

I quickly packed my clothes, and neither did our antonie talk much..

I'll say goodbye to my family soon, though,,

mama hugged me tightly, I shed tears, I immediately wiped it off. I smiled back to cover everything..

" may happiness always be with you" said my mother.

my body trembles at the word2 mama, I want to cry in her arms but that should not happen*..

mama's driver drove us to the airport, me and antonie on the plane didn't talk much in the car..

when we arrived at the antonie house, I immediately entered and was very surprised by the woman who greeted us..

" hello. honey" she told antonie

" cindy"my mind was surprised...

" this means we go home fast

" i don't think this house is my place to stay.I can't live with antonie and her lover under one roof..

cindy approached antonie, peeked at her lips flash in front of me then hugged her. "what kind of sight is this" my mind was upset.

antonie looks so happy to even enjoy meeting her lover..

I rushed to my room with an unsettled mind.I think I should go to my sister's house, I immediately bring my bag and cell phone.I go downstairs, they're gone. "good" my inner self.

" not where are you going? " ask the chief assistant

"get out for a minute, get wind" I said

" if you ask. "he said..

I didn't answer, though,

"non... non. "the chief servant called and chased me. .

I immediately ran up to the taxi...

" i'm not jealous of him, I'm just upset at using antonie to cover up his relationship with Cindy, that's what makes me sick. "my inner, I shed tears. ...

almost an hour later, I arrived at the house of Vano..

The house of vano...

I saw mia and kak vano relaxing in the living room, I approached them..

" i miss you" I said, hugging the two..

mia and sister Vano were shocked, "then hugged me back..

" duh who was from bandung." said mia..

" hmmmm." I said briefly..

" mama gmna healthy? " ask brother vano..

" healthy.healthy." I said..

then I hugged my sister tightly.. Sister Vano was a bit surprised then rubbed2 of my hair..

" sister "I said spoiled..

" what's up? " sister vano kissed my forehead..

" we watch three. " I said.

"hmmm. again comes the promise, dear" said mia to kak vano.

Vano smiled, then agreed to my invitation.

We also immediately went to the nearest mall.me and mia shopping for a while, kak vano seemed overwhelmed following me and mia..

" *you guys are.... I always think I'm torturing me. "luck you girls2 that I love if not, I threw all these groceries." he said a little annoyed..

mia and I then held the right and left hand of Vano..

" i love my sister too" I said smiling

" i love you too" said Mia, kissing her left cheek..

We laughed together, too*...