KANGENS

Matchmaking....

Sis vano and mia are on their honeymoon in kangaroo country, I actually want to come but I'll just be a bully, so I'm deciding not to go..

Today my mother took me to lunch with my stepfather . I have not eaten together like this for a long time, feeling the warmth between us. although in fact I did not like my stepfather,,,, I did,, only the breastfed sis vano accepted my stepfather into my mama's life, and I refused.

I was enjoying my meal.But suddenly2 my stepfather asked a question that surprised me

" do you have a boyfriend? " tanyanya

I choked immediately too...

mama stroked my back. "slowly2 klo eat" he said.

" there is no reward yet, and she is still alone, so my mother must act" said my mother as she glanced at me

I fell silent and this time resigned I did not want to disappoint him again let alone hurt him, since long ago I often make him cry.

"do you mean mama jodoiin gtu? my stepfather said

" hmmmmm, yes pah" said my mama.

" does the candidate exist?

" there is a pah dong, , which is obviously the choice of mama the best. "said my mama while brandishing her thumb..

I'm not commenting just a faint smile hearing it, I'm not sure but I have to be right2 according to this time to my mama. .because I think I've been destroyed, ,just feel sorry for the man who will marry me because I am not a virgin anymore, there is a fear in me..

" hey, I'm daydreaming" said my mother, shaking my body

at once I was startled. "gpp ma, "I said smiling

" to agree yes, "my mother smiled broadly

I just nodded. . .

" we wait for your brother to come home honeymoon, we talk about this again" he said, looking at me..

That afternoon for some reason, I did not refuse to be betrothed.I usually revolted when I was set2 but that afternoon my body responded well there was no rejection.. I don't even know what my future husband will be like and how but I'm sure my mom must have betrothed me to a nice guy.

Sis vano and mia often video call me, , I am happy to see them happy. I am glad my sister can take care of mia very well. mia looks very sparkling when telling me about her honeymoon.

2 Weeks kak vano and mia honey moon finally they go home, mia very nice tell everything. until she clearly tells ray who is engaged to a bule woman there,,, and,, I think it's good there's a woman who can take it. I obviously can't.

" thank God for finding the right woman" I said

" you have no anger or disappointment? " ask mia..

I shook my head, "no" I said.

arrived2 kak vano approached me with a face like upset after meeting mama.

" you've thought well2 zii? he said in a annoyed tone

" what's up, honey? " said mia while shaking2 kk vano arm

" zivana betrothed! " strictly kak vano

Mia immediately looked at me as if in disbelief..

" why don't the km refuse, if you don't want to. knp km should be silent like this. "sister vano looked at me.

" i'm fine2, , everything will be fine2 only. I believe the same mama, brother! " i said in a hoarse voice beginning to signal a cry..

" you know, this is mostly because of business.km in a match, mama sometimes selfish." he said with emotion.

" no brother, mama can't be rich gtu. I believe high school mama, I'm fine 2 ! I said convince him..

Mia then hugged me, followed by Vano's sister who also hugged me. My tears dripped, I tried to remove them so they wouldn't see it..

Maybe in the end I have to obey my mother and lose to her, there is no more me who revolts. I am tired, maybe this is my way of life..

I fell silent on my couch, I lit my cigarette, my tears did not stop dripping, I was afraid. If my mother knew, I knew, if I was her favorite child was no longer a virgin,, definitely destroyed.

I'm starting to regret it but it's all happened, now all I have to do is move on..

the door of my room opened, I saw brother Vano coming up to me...

" blm. sleep? "asked

I smiled and shook my head..

" knp? " tanyanya

"gpp brother,! I said while putting out the cigarette..

" sister knows km, knp km do not reject it if km object. "he said while sitting next to me. .

"i don't want to worry about mama anymore, I'm wild and rebellious enough, I'm 25 feet old, I'm married enough" I said

" km. can marry a man you love, like a sister and mia who love each other" he said

" love..love, love it is just. . .lust and pain" my inner self

'there's no man I love" I said flatly

" really? " he asked astonished

I nodded my head, then sister Vano kissed my forehead, "good sleep, don't stay up.Sister love you! "

" i know, good night! " said..

Then Vano left my room, I went to the bathroom to clean 2 and then changed clothes with my loose sleeping dress, not forgetting to take off my bra, it was a ritual every night.. I sleep not wearing a bra..

To esokan day. .

I was so lazy to wake up, ,mia woke me up. I covered my body again with a blanket..

" i just want to sleep" I said flatly

" what's km serious, zii? tannya

" hmmm" I said

" your future husband will arrive at 10.tadi mama said to me and vano.., km msh in bed aja, goshaaaaa! he said by patting his head

I was shocked at once. " huh? "

" yaaa" said mia, ," take a bath there, it's 9 o'clock, I'm waiting downstairs..! " he said as he stepped towards the door..

" gosh, my mom didn't tell me" I muttered

then I got off my bed and immediately headed for the bathroom, I took a short soak, cooled my head, then rushed to clean myself. and immediately got dressed,, knee-length dress in black flower2.with a material so soft.

I untied my long hair, I tidied it up and then I was ready...

I go downstairs, I see that all my family members are all. .

they smiled at me. I went up to Mom first I kissed her cheeks..

" beautiful mama's son" he whispered

I just smiled at him

I sat next to Mia..

" how your prospective husband's klo is flawed or what it looks like, you never know and this is actually like a matchmaking business "mia whispered to me

" hmmmm" I replied flatly

" gosh, your mind has started to go crazy, before it came. cancel zii. if you think it is heavy" he whispered again..

I just looked at her and we looked at her, she was already beginning to understand with my gaze and she then fell silent not speaking anymore..

my future husband also came with his family. . .