KANGENS

antonie's identity..

I haven't seen antonie in a week, I don't know how he's doing..

Today I went to antonie's house to pick up some of my clothes that were there. Antonie didn't seem to be home.I rushed to my room, I took some of my clothes and then I immediately went down the stairs. .

" non zivana! " call veronica's mother

I turned around and smiled..

" wait, non. " said he..

we went downstairs together, Veronica's mother invited me to talk..

" i don't know what happened between non and mr. antonie, I hope non didn't leave him" he said

" don't know. I. " said.

veronica's mom interrupted me..

" dya is just a fragile man who needs affection" veronica's mother said, holding my hand.

" i don't think I need that" I said a little cynically

" listen non, dya need all that.dya need a person who can change it for the better .

" i don't think I can, ma'am" I said..

"non." veronica's mother shed tears..

I rubbed his arms 2 to calm him down..

" what is this? " my inner..

" mister antonie, with a good and obedient child, he loved his parents even though the mistress of grace was not his mother.

" what??? he meant. "I said surprised.

"mr antonie is the son of lord candra of a lady entertainer of the night in China..

mr. Antonie was 6 years old at the time.I could see when it was a very good boy, never shed a single tear when his mother left. .

madam Grace is very happy to raise her even though she cries sometimes.. "

I paused for a moment, "why did veronica's mother explain everything to me" my inner self..

" anyone who wants to know the other side of Mr. Antonie, I know everything" he said, wiping his tears..

I shook my head but my eyes spoke another. Veronica's mother looked at me deeply..

" is this about cindy? "veronica's mom looked at me

kata2 really surprised me..

" hmmm. ma'am.bu. kan. " said terbat2.

" that woman is so annoying" said Veronica's mother..

I heard him startled... "knp? much

"dya's the one who wants to master antonie..

" he said a little cynically..

" mastering? ""I'm curious

" yaaa.. from a long time ago, Mr. Antonie hated comfort women.

. dya always invites him to sleep but by punishing him first.it becomes a necessity for him. ..but as time goes by he treats himself,, come cindy women who are crazy to make love, and always do strange hal2. and it makes antonie back again..

" i am sure non zivana is able to heal him he said while holding my hand..

"wait.. "what could possibly be torturing the woman2 because she thought the comfort woman was like her mother." I said trying to understand..

" yaaa. I am late to know the contents of his wounded heart." he said.

" it's so complicated.it's hard to understand." I said as I held my head..

" let me show you to Mr. Antonie's room, only I can go in and clean his room" he said

I don't know why I followed him, at the door unlock and I was amazed his room was so big.There was a room, Veronica's mother showed it.. I'm surprised there are so many alat2 that I don't know other than handcuffs, whips and ropes, the rest I don't want to know..

" i think I should go. "I said, and then I came out of the room, went up the stairs and picked up a paper bag containing some of my clothes..

I rushed to my car, arriving2 ...

BRUKK.....

someone hit me, fell my paper bag and fell on my clothes..

I immediately took it downstairs..

"*you're leaving me? "

that voice.... I saw and sure enough antonie. I was silent without a word. I continued to clean my clothes.

" follow me" he said, then pulled my hand. "where are you taking me? " my inner.

dya kept pulling me, I revolted and finally took a hold of me..

" let go of antonie" I said as I hit her.

dya was silent and cold not making a sound.dya led me to her room..

" god, I don't want to go in there. "my mind.

veronica's mother looks out of there, and she smiles warmly "what does she mean"my inner self

I was dropped off, and then I looked at me. "do you not remember the first time we met I also hit you" he said.

I shook my head.In my heart I just wanted to get out of this room right away..

" you want to get away from me? " said while holding my cheek..

I just fell silent, not understanding how I feel right now. .

dya then knelt in front of me..

I'm surprised, "what are you doing"

" i love you. Don't leave me. "he said looking down..

I took a step back.I don't know what to answer.dya still kneeled and lowered his head..

" noah antonie, "I said..

" i begnnn." he said..

" stand. antonie, what are you doing" I said

" promise not to leave me, then I'll stand up." she said looking at me..

I fell silent, my gaze was empty looking at it. somehow???

" stand antonie, I won't leave you. "I said .I can't believe why that word2 came out of my mouth.

Antonie then stood up and hugged me. I was silent not returning his embrace.

"give me time, antonie" I said..

" well. "he said then kissed my lips a flash,,

we looked up. He continued his kiss, my body trembled unable to resist..

" let me take you to the hotel" he said.

" no need, , I'll take kak vano's car" I said..

then I came out of his room. .

I hurried to go*...

What I really feel. Every day I touch my body I can't wince.

. I wanted to leave him but this heart says it wants to be with him. .

"are I starting to want it!! "my inner...