KANGENS
Assertively
Today I went to the office, as usual, and, as usual, my desk computer, my phone rang,, dya sent me a message to have lunch with her. To be honest I was not wanting to meet her, , last met by kiss my lips made me feel awkward if I had to make an argument with her..
I did not reply to the message. . . . a few minutes later, I had expected the secretary to come to my room, and told me to go to the director's room. I was very lazy to go ksana,,,,, and I was afraid,,, maybe my roommate will be surprised knpa sring once I called her room. .I with a lazy step toward her room, , what should I tell her.
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I knocked on the door of his room, as usual he told me to come in, I just lowered my head to say, I just asked for an explanation but didn't reply to the message. .
I ventured to be firm with her, so that she would not be as good as me
" Bapak Revan adiwijaya, with all due respect, I beg you not to bother me. I beg you once sir.please make me comfortable in this office.. I just want to work like I always do sir, , that's all. "I said with a begging hand, , he just fell silent and looked at me and stood up to me, , when he looked like he was going to hug me, 'I avoided. .
" can't be like this sir, please! " my door was on him by shaking his hand.
" i love the same km, , after I fell a few years ago looking for the km that left me in the hotel at that time, , 'cause I'm happy km in front of me, ,I won't waste another mile" he said, looking at me and holding both of my arms..
I took a long breath....
"not this again and again, I've forgotten it." - my inner self
" well what do you want? " just ask her
" km jd is mine! " he said by looking at me inside. .
" i don't think you can, you have a fiancee, I don't want to hurt her, I buried enough of this a few years ago." I said firmly and loudly
without waiting for him to speak, I took my foot immediately I left the room, , I sat down at my desk. "just like that or say kya gtu, with his fiancee.. knp told me that it was his. "my murmur
" uh, since when do you like to talk2 sndri. "andin mocked me
" oh. hmmm no, who's talking shit. "I said with a slight frown
"feelings of km often yes dcall the new director's father." asked Rina my roommate jg.
" maybe rin's crush is the director's father sama s zivana" said arya with a smile.
I paused for a moment, surely everyone would think bgtu. .I guessed it.
"kok even daydreamed. "andin nudged my hand, , I was shocked and confused to say what. .😞
When we had lunch too, I just kept quiet. .gara2 Revan my mood was not good. .I just ordered ice coffe , my hunger was gone .. .still tinglinga dtinga kata2 revan who want me jd his. .ak increasingly do not understand him. .
" hmmm. . "my answer is brief.
" how hmmm aja, , it looks like there is a mikikiriin deh. "say andin
blm I was able to answer your question, arya nyerobot talked first..
" gmn klo later we have a holiday, we k beach. it's good enough to refresh " invite arya .it seems to try to entertain me the latter2 is a bit moody. .
Andin looked pleased and nodded in agreement, , while he was silent.. Because as usual when the three of us jalan2, 'ak hnya ngeliattin they are dating..although that doesn't matter, but my heart says it doesn't seem to want to go.
"I have time off, , Bali kangen, my sister kangen" I said
Arya and Andin looked at me in amazement2.
"km there's mslh,. zii? ask Andin while hugging me from the side. Ak shook my head, I don't want them to know about me and Revan.
" km end2 this knp????, ,km klo k bali would want to avoid something, , I know the old km, jd I know km. " said arya while looking at me.
I actually want to tell them about it. It's time for me to talk about Revan, for every reason, , I try to convince them that I'm okay2, , although they were a little unconvinced.tp they seemed to understand my answer.
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Lunch time was over, , resume work. . I tried to focus on my work but strangely I saw my phone no message from revan lgi, , after what I said. .dya no longer call me. .Tp what I am outrageous with kata2ku., , tp knpa mikirin dya again. . anyway, ,skrg is not good and not bother me anymore. .
Finally it was time to go home, ,arya had offered me to go home with him jg andin tp I refused it. . I prefer to go home with mamang gojek.. 😄
I was waiting for the online motorcycle taxi I ordered, , I saw a new revan coming out of the office to the parking lot of his car, , I think I could see it with a cold and ugly look, ,
"this org bersah2 can not be guessed, sometimes friendly, sometimes fragile cold skrg. "my murmur
Dya also went with his car, "good "I thought
this is what I want, , I will be excited in arranging my day2, , I also smiled. arrived2 the voice of someone surprised me.
"in the name of mbak zivana yes. "
oh it turns out that the voice of the driver ojol that I ordered, I nodded with a smile. .
Today the road is quite smooth.I stopped by dlu for a while k my favorite coffee spot, , I sit usually d at the very end, , I take out my cigarette, I suck it very casually .I enjoy the atmosphere of my solitude like this even though sometimes I "Kangen" with Ray, I miss dya comforting me and making me smile. I miss his embrace, , sllu makes me calm and comfortable.
" km dmna,Ray kangen km"belinkuðŸ˜
