KANGENS

Become a close friend. . . .

Before kmbali k hotel, , d parking. .aku

ventured to offer him friends..

"we're just friends, how? " asked me on revan. .

" can't be more? " hansen. .

" hmmmmm. "I answered.

" ah ah, I sleepy. , first father revan. "I said with a smile..

I left him and headed to my room, I saw Revan parking his car. .

Day 2 in Lombok, I was surprised to wake up andin and rina who asked me as I went kmnaaa. ak hnya answered jalan2 and krena rain, jd stopped by a coffee shop. .that's my excuse..

they asked me to swim, I just answered after. They went first to the beach, I rushed k kmar bath changed my clothes, I saw in reflection there was a red mark on my breasts. .I don't have to wear a bikini, wear shorts and regular t-shirts. .before going to the beach, I smoke dlu dlu d balcony of my room,, if ray is here. .not revan. .once completed, I rush to the beach. .

Andin and Arya as usual romantic.. Rina is also with her romantic boyfriend d the beach.I just smiled looking at them, I sat in a relaxed chair, ,revan sat next to me. .

" not swimming miles? " tanyanya by bringing young coconut. .

"lg males aja boss, , I replied. .eh thx yaa dbawaiin young coconut." with a smile

"what sii do you do km. "revan seduces.

" ah boss, don't get rich because other whistles don't taste good." I said with a sweet smile

it turns out that it's better like this, good friends.it's more convenient. .

I look at this beautiful beach.I lay my head down in a relaxed chair, it feels very comfortable.revan was busy playing his phone,,,,, you know,,

"nah, don't you go home? " worry yaaa? " let me sneak it

" no. not that, bokapnya nanyaiin tiara dmana, I kpaksa lied , pdhl ak gk know dya sleep dhotel where sma who." he replied with annoyance

then revan was the same to lay down his body dkursi casually. .

" thx his holiday gift and his red mark. "say me flatly

" don't hesitate, if you want the red sign can be more. "the candle

I just smiled hearing it

" knp try not to get rich gini from dlu, honestly dlu ak pernh love same km tp tp krg love that already disappeared. "I said flatly

ak hnya smile listen to him.because ak jg gkkan know kdepannya gmna, ,ak still expect ray.although not sure kpn dya back. .

Revan and I were both laying down in a relaxed mattress, while I was watching..tiba2 Tiara came and hugged Revan, I pura2 did not see it. . .

"i took to the beach first yaa, "I said to the revan and tiara, , I think they need to be alone. .😁😀

I walk2 krpantai I approached my friend2. . ak bhagia saw them happy, , I decided to go back to the hotel room. . I called my brother, , I want to go first, I miss the gallery...

Night has come, too,,

when eating mlam together, I decided to say goodbye to everything, I said I will k bali first because msh left 2 days. Revan looked at me like he was disappointed, I couldn't possibly talk to him like a friend.

I also went to Bali....

Then I came from my sister's house that dbali, ,tdk bnyk turned neatly and neatly. .I was greeted by my sister's maid.bu dewi.. with her duties hnya beres2 and mnjaga house jg gallery.. after night I will go home. .

I also put my bag and suitcase dkmar, I soaked d bathup to sleep, after I realized I woke up I rushed to wear my shirt and watch tv d living room. .feeling bored I sit in the back of the house, I smoke. I warm my body a little with beer cans, feel more and more lonely without someone special in my life. .

I heard the sound of the car stopping, I thought it was my brother, I tried to see. I was shocked so shocked it was ..ray, with a girl... I was surprised to see it, pantesan I really want this house..

arrived2 tears my eyes dripped., , I was expecting a reply after 4 years of separation tnpa kata and kbar..

like a thunderbolt without rain.hatiku really hurt.knp sllu like this ...........

I tried to contact my brother, whether what I saw was true or not, my sister also mnjelaskn at that time dya want to say klo ray there d bali for the holidays. .tp kburu I tell you with pleasure because I got a holiday k lombok..after remembering what I saw, , I want to feel home k bandung, tp late at night, I cry incessantly. .this heartache.my wait ended up meaningless empty, it hurt so much.

I tried to break myself in bed, and fell asleep..

I intend to wake up early, but I even have bad luck.I like always wear a red knee-length sleep dress, yes as usual do not wear a bra,, yes,, because it's just me and this drumah goddess mom. . .

the goddess has prepared my breakfast.

"morning ma'am, I'll give her a hand..

"morning jg non, "the answer while reses2

I saw a car last night parked in front of the house, , then I saw a female kluar from the gallery.Looks like I know, I tried to remember it. It turns out it was her ex ray,, but strangely he did not use the car and ride the taxi.visible from the glass of the house because most of this house is glass.After breakfast as usual k backyard, k, I stood by the pool, , gazing at the water so calm. I don't know why I just want to d in it.so just calm,, my eyes were so swollen from crying all night.

I lit my cigarette.. I sat down in a chair relax by the pool, I threw down my body. I still have beer cans and a refrigerator, I drank it to feel comfortable. That's all I need. .

Do I have to avoid it or solve it here???

I was very worried. .