KANGENS

to bandung. . .

Today I was so happy to be able to visit my mom in Bandung, I miss her so much...

I rushed over to my mama who was relaxing in the living room of her house..

"mamaaaaa." I said cheerfully then hugged her, kissed her cheek..

" jeez, , mama's boy is in bandung.Where's your husband? " ask mama...

"there, in the front.Talk to papah." I said, and then I sat down beside him..

" are you happy? " ask mom

" oh. sure maa" I tried to cover it up..

" why getting thinner, ,liat arm km shrink. cheek km taper..... km knp? " ask my mother worried.

" gpp, ,yesterday to heartburn, usual dizziness and colds. "I said with a smile. .

" lessin ngerokanyak, ,padaan health. already skinny gini km. "mama advised me.

" yeah, my dear mama." I said..

Then papah and antonie came up to us, antonie sat next to me..

"how's your business? " ask my mama

" fluent . "brief antonie reply

" thank you, my dear daughter" said Mama with a warm smile..

antonie was silent for a moment, then he said, "yaaa, sama2. "

My heart grumbled indistinctly "what would happen if I spoke of divorce, mama must be very disappointed" my inner self

Antonie arrived2 startled me, and, holding my hand, "I will always be by his side, ma. "he said, and then dya dyed my forehead flash.

" what nonsense kossong this, antonie" my inner..

I smiled trying to cover up my frustration with her.

" you guys stay here!" pinta my mama

Antonie nodded in agreement, I just smiled..

" it seems I need a break, I go to the room first" I said

I left my mom and antonie talking...

Then I went to my room, nothing changed still on my picture . ." I miss this room too" I muttered, smiling happily back to this room,, I said,,

Still stored neatly all my goods2 in the old school days.. ..

antonie went into the room and closed the door, I saw her upset ...

"*Antonie, what nonsense did you talk to my mother earlier, really it's not funny" I said annoyed

" hold your voice, your mama will hear it" said antonie

I then fell silent, still annoyed at him. I let out a long sigh...

"i was thinking, how to get divorced but you were showing some affection" I said

" divorce, it won't happen... !!"he said firmly,,,

"what's wrong with me making out with my wife? " he said relax

" what? " i said very surprised., "you really confused mr. antonie lie! " i said while looking at her. .

Dya just fell silent then casually sat on the bed, "oh my god, should I what this confused man. "my mind

" just take a shower" I murmured

dinner*

Tonight mama cooked a lot, I didn't expect, but we were the only ones who ate, "I thought..

"maaa, this is mostly" I said..

" we will have a dear guest, your new papah business partner, you will know "said mama..

Before long, he came.......

I was surprised to find Revan, Revan smiled at me. I also returned his smile..

" revan, huh? " i said surprised

mama just nodded...

me and Revan hugged, "long time zii not meet, km more beautiful and mature" said Revan

" ah you van, "I said as I slapped his shoulder softly..

" how are you? " he asked while sitting at the dinner table..

" good, certainly very good. "

Arrived2 antonie interrupts our chat..

" *introduce me husband zivana. "said antonie

" oh. ...." said Revan while shaking antonie's hand

" yes van, this is my husband" I said..

" let's eat,,! " mama surprised us..

" let's aunt. " said revan*...

We chatted very warmly, I saw a lot of silence antonie, sometimes he glanced at me, our eyes met. I saw the look of his face look upset when I chatted warmly with revan...

." What's up with antonie? "

. until it doesn't feel, it's late, the farewell revan then hugs me. "*greetings for tiara" I said to him...

" yeah." he said smiling...

In the room*..

I change clothes with my sleeping dress, arrived2 antonie enter, I was surprised.soon I put on my sleeping dress..

"what's looking at me like that?" just cold

Dya just fell silent, then lay down on the sofa.I took my phone on the table, .I gave her a glimpse of her face looking pale.

I approached him.. .

" are you sick? " many

dya then looked at me" I'm sorry, hurt your feelings. "he said while looking down..

Deg, , , my heart skipped a beat...

" what's this joke, antonie? " i said cynically

I got up from nearby, and then I held my hand. "this hand feels hot, oh my goodness..

I turned back to him, I held his forehead, "you're sick, antonie, I said, shocked by his hot temperature.

" we go to the doctor" I said

" i don't want to, ,akuuu..........."

" stop antonie don't talk anymore, you have to rest" I said as I carried her to bed..

" open your shirt" I said..

antonie was a little surprised, and then he opened his shirt.I wore a sweater on him, "you have a fever" I said, blanketing him...

" i'm cold" he said trembling.

."i'll take another blanket, wait a minute, I'll have to find it" I said....

Tiba2 antonie held my hand tightly,,

"i want you next to me" he said.

" antonie." I said.

I sat next to him, ,

" you know, , I don't want to lose km, I was attracted to you when I first saw you at the wedding vano, , I wanted to approach you but you were with a man." he said .

" what's with antonie, what she said, maybe because of her hot body temperature, it makes her feel unclear. "I think"

" ssssssttt.". "I said to close his lips with my fingers. "rest, klo km sick how we go home to Bali. "my words.

Antonie looked at me and hugged me, feeling very hot,,

" antonie, let go of "I said because I felt uncomfortable

" just for a moment" he said still trembling..

I can't bear it, too, I think then sleep next to him, I look at his face his eyes begin to shut,,,, I think,,

" this is my husband but not mine" arrived2 kata2 it crossed my mind.." why think like that. "my mind.." ah better I just sleep" I murmured

I slept beside him...

I felt the sunlight through my bedroom window, I was lazy to wake up. I was covered again, ,

"morning" she said

"hmmmm..

cup...dya kissed my lips glint, just so I was surprised, I opened my eyes antonie face right in front of my face, and hugged me tightly. .

" antonie" I said, 'I held her forehead.." Thank God, your fever has gone down. "

antonie just smiled and kept looking at me. ." oh yeah, , cindy called all night, "i said while turning around. ." I want to go back to sleep, ,it's up to you to have breakfast or even go see Cindy, whatever! "

I said all that but I don't know why this heart hurts.." Is it with me? "murm while holding my chest..

Antonie hugged me from behind and whispered in my ear "thx take care of me when I have a fever....

" hmmmmm." I said briefly.

then antonie kissed my neck, , I wanted to reject it but this body accepted it. I just fell silent...

I woke up first, I let go of his embrace. I immediately went out of the room because my stomach was hungry.

" i was standing by the dinner table, as I poured my juice. .

I told auntie to make porridge for antonie, 'I went back to the room to check on antonie..

I went back to the dinner table waiting for the porridge to ripen. "bi, mama kmna? "lent to my maid Mama.

"*other mother nganter den putera" he said

"oh... My porridge is ripe? bring it to the room with a glass of warm tea, "I said

I went into the room, I woke up Antonie slowly.dya opened his eyes, , looked at me.

"cindy, have you connected,,? " said

antonie did not answer, ,

" yeah, , here the porridge is ripe, eat it! "

I rushed to the bathroom, , and then I came out with a towel. I opened my closet, I took my clothes.I glanced at antonie, and I was eating buburny. "thank God" my mind.

I rushed back to the bathroom to put on my clothes, I kept thinking. "why do I care about him.don't until I fall into his arms." I muttered while holding my chest. .