KANGENS

dya finally knows. . .

I still feel at home in my room, I keep thinking about antonie. .

my phone rang a message from mom Grace asking me out to dinner, I'll be right away

tidying up my stuff2 then I rushed home..

I headed for the parking lot, I saw that antonie was in front of me. He smiled at me. I tried to return his smile..

" *mama invited us to dinner. Did you know? " he asked while opening the car door.

" yaaa." I said

"we went straight there" said antonie.

" didn't go home first, I wanted to change clothes." I said..

" okay, let's go home first. "

Arrived home..

I immediately took a shower, I felt there was something strange about me. I wanted to part from antonie but why was I stuck with her now..

I kept quiet under the water, my eyes closed...

Cupp....

arriving2 antonie kissed my back, I was flabbergasted in shock.dya hugged me from behind. I turned around, covering my breasts and my intimate organs..

" antonie, knpa here. "I said a little nervously

" is something wrong" he said, scrunched his forehead..

"i. I. I think you're waiting in the room, I'm taking a bath" I said with a reddened face.

" i'm your husband, why should I be ashamed" he said as he approached.

" hmmm..no I mean I...."

cupp**...

dya kissed my lips.I fell silent, then dya kissed my neck..

" ahhhhh. "my sigh..

" we do it slowly, gently, "he said softly in my ear..

" i don't want to know now that I'm no longer a virgin. "my mind*..

I then turned my face away...

" *sorry, I'm not ready" I said lowered my head..

antonie looked at me. Then kissed my forehead. "well, get dressed.. "

I rushed to wear my black flower dress2 on my knees, the top was a bit open.My hair booth! !

Grace's mom's home**

"honey..you look beautiful." said mama grace, then kissed my cheek. .

I'm just smiling..

then we sat in the dining room..

" where is papah candra, ma? " many

" business matters.usual papah is busy" he said.

antonie kept looking at me, I felt a little uncomfortable with her gaze.

"when are you going to give me a grandchild?

lonely mom....

" patient ma, surely we will give you a grandchild" said antonie with a smile

" we're trying..

"What's? " my mind*

" but zivana does not use birth control pills or any means to prevent pregnancy right?" ask mama grace

"ti. no ma" I said rather. nervously...

mama Grace then smiled at me..

This dinner was tense, I was sitting in the backyard seat.I breathed the night air.antonie and her mother were talking seriously in the living room, occasionally I looked at them.. I'm afraid mama Grace slapped him again, but this time what I saw was different.they hugged each other, it looks like mama grace's mood tonight is good.

Me and Antonie said goodbye to go home, mama Grace asked us to stay the night, we politely declined.

I was in the car just silent, antonie occasionally glanced at me while driving. I was still thinking about mom grace's talk about the granddaughter she wanted..

I was confused by my feelings ..

I'm confused what to say to antonie if I'm not a virgin, if she still wants to accept me. Now I'm the one who's scared...

I fell asleep in the car, Antonie was holding me, taking me to her room.My eyes were a little open..

her morning.....

I woke up, I saw antonie beside me sleeping very well. his face was so handsome, musk2 on his arm was so dazzling.

arrived2 I involuntarily peeked at her lips flash.dya woke up. I was surprised, my face flushed with embarrassment.

dya then held me tightly, kissed my neck, then to my breasts.I really could not refuse it, squeezed both breasts.I sighed , , ''antonie more lustful, in not my clothes.. then I opened my bra, and by that I was*****my nipples, I was getting so ungodly...

Antonie went to my intimate organ, in my panties, in his tongue in my sex organs.I don't know why today is so passionate, maybe because it's been a long time.

"uhhhhh..... "

then antonie opened his pants, looks already hardened his senility.in the kiss my lips full of passion, dya want to put his possession into my intimate organs..

" don't."." I shouted..

Antonie was shocked and then looked at me sharply

" *are you saying you're not ready yet? "asked

I shook my head. .

" no. "I said nervously..

" i'm afraid... amakirtt." I said while looking down.

" fear I did something weird just like I did to Cindy? " this is a bitch, a lot of lying. That's why I often punish her but I admit that she enjoys her punishment so much" said antonie, smiling cynically.

then antonie put her lips back together, in her passionate kiss, I could not lie anymore I wanted her to. I kissed her back, finally she put hers into my intimate organs easily,, I,, with a strong stomping2 his body. made me scream a little, antonie was very passionate..

I couldn't stand it anymore and reached my climax.antonie looked at me sharply..

" are you satisfied? " he said cynically as he moved from above my body

" this you say is not ready, I think you are not ready because you are a virgin. But in fact you rejected me because you are no longer a virgin.

"aaaaa.. ku.. actually want to tell from the beginning we got married so you can leave me right then and there. "I said explaining while looking down..

" how many men2 fucked you. "he said cynically..

" **WHAT? ""my inner cry***..

I approached her, with all my emotions slapping her cheeks.I looked at her with emotion.My eyes were reddened, and I kept holding her cheeks, because my slap was hard..

I immediately ran to my room. I locked it and then I cried in my bed,, I,,

*was I too dirty to say how many men were fucking me, it was my fault that I couldn't resist doing it with ray or revan, but they were men who had stopped in my heart,, you know,, not an obscure man. "

" i'm also not a bitch who sleeps easily with a lot of men, he said2nya really hurt me. I think I know the answer all this time, he might leave me because he knows his wife is not a virgin. .that's a natural thing all men will do.

but I feel relieved, 'cause I know..

I feel like I have to part with him, maybe this is my way of life.I won't regret it because maybe it's the best.

" **all the past events made me realize how important virginity is.. "

" i was at that time mengebu2 with ray who I was sure would marry me..

with the revan that always fills my day2 filled with loneliness."

finally I have to run . .and will not survive, said2nya as if hinting me a woman "bitch"...make this heart hurt. and cause injury***..